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“I’m especially fond of Sam’s impressive… extensive array of hair products,” The reaper noted teasingly. "Not to mention the three-day old bacon cheeseburger in your room,” She said, turning to Dean.
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Sometimes, when Dean gets stressed, he hides food.
Sam tries to help.
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26 Aug 2026
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The kitchen isn’t stocked as well as it should be, and Dean curses himself for being so careless. He used to know no greater guilt than when Sam came to him, hungry, and Dean had nothing to give him. What if they run out of food? What if something happens and they’re stuck down here with only the stuff in the kitchen and the little Dean has saved and hidden for emergencies? It wouldn’t be enough, not even for one of them.
Dean has to lean against the counter and count until ten a couple times. It’s okay, it’s okay. He can still fix this.
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- Part 1 of Fic for Dean's Birthday
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26 Aug 2026
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How can he say more than the words that don’t even capture a fraction of the pain. You were dead. Three words that are too weak to hold up the agony. Cas, you were dead, and you weren’t coming back. I know because I burned the body.
“Okay, alright. You don’t need to speak. It’s alright- I’ll- I’ll just-” and then Cas is holding up a glowing hand that he moves over the vague shape of Dean’s body under the tangle of his bedsheets. “I can’t sense anything wrong. Nothing malignant, or even duress of natural causes. I don't- I don’t know what’s happening.”
Cas, man, it’s actually not as bad as it seems. I think I’m having a panic attack.
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22 Aug 2026
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Dean’s lip wobbles at the sound of his own young voice. This has never happened before. He never gets out of the house. So he watches with rapt attention as his child-self walks with the dog across the wood of the porch without any sort of acknowledgment of Dean’s grown presence. “Thank you for saving me, pup. You’re funny. Funny-looking pup.”
It’s strange because although the dog has a certain aura about it, it just looks like a stray. The mystery of what his younger self is referring to is answered quickly when the dog raises its head as the two of them walk past the grown Dean in order to get to the stairs that lead down from the porch to the front yard. It stares right at Dean for that pinpoint second. Its eyes are blue down the straight line of its muzzle.
“...Cas?”
or the one where dean has a nightmare about his dad and cas loves a rescue mission
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13 Aug 2026
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Dean’s expression is dubious where he cocks up one eyebrow. “Cas, this isn’t- There’s nothing I can do about it, okay?” The walls of him, the barb of him that had been there when Castiel stepped into the bathroom, has been reduced to nothing. In these sorts of moments, Dean willingly shows his hurt. And maybe- maybe he will let Castiel help after all. “It’s just… in my head.”
“There’s nothing you can do about it.”
Dean blinks at him, startled.
“Like I said, there’s something I could try.”
Looking down to his hands, then back up to Castiel, Dean seems to hesitate. “And it’ll- it’s not just more soap is it?”
“No, Dean,” the beginnings of something fond make the corners of Castiel’s lips twitch, “it’s not more soap.”
or the one where castiel imagines them all a peaceful cowboy life and helps dean wash his hands
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13 Aug 2026