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    Hi, the desk read, written in a shaky handwriting that can only come from writing straight onto the flat surface, I like your drawings.

    Tommy blinked, reading the sentence once, twice, before a large smile spread across his face that he quickly hid behind his hand before his teacher could see.

    Next to the writing was a doodle of a small flower in a field. It wasn’t anything special, and there was no amazing skill behind it, but it looked nice. It looked right, slotted nicely into place with Tommy’s own scribbles.

    Eagerly, Tommy fished his pencil out of his bag and added Hi. Thank you. I like your flower.

    Or: Tommy spends his math classes doodling on his desk. He accidentally gains a pen pal.

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    27 Mar 2023

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  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Fiona has had a best friend, and she’s had a crush, and Dan is both and neither and something new and transcendent altogether.

     

    (2009 and it’s the same but they’re transfem so it’s not)

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    24 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 84

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    They keep swaying to the music as it pours slow and rich through the record player and Dan wishes they could stop time and stay in this moment forever. He’s so in love. He’s so in love and Phil loves him back and this is more than Dan had ever dreamed of back in Nebraska, more than he could have imagined ever happening to him. He never would have anticipated feeling this steady and safe in the arms of someone else, and now it's being knocked away.

    (or, the one where Phil gets drafted and Dan gets left behind)

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Im not crying u are

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    She met up with Mustang and looked him dead in the eyes, and greeted him as Edward Elric, and felt part of her die.

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    19 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 66

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    Strange isn’t helpful. Dan has lived with himself for thirty-three years, and has been in therapy for several of those. He should know the precise words for something like this. It’s a very clunky feeling, is all he can identify. Like heaves and heaves of asphalt filling up a pavement square. Like a body fresh from the burn of quicksand. He’s spilling into something, and he’s entirely too large to heave himself out of it.

    It’s a sudden, useless feeling that should not inhabit his body after a satisfying orgasm. But, historically, Dan has felt a lot of unhelpful things after an orgasm.

    (there is a matter unresolved, sleeping in the underbelly of daniel howell's mind. after the terrible influence tour, and a haircut done in australia, that something begins to unravel.

    in other words: daniel howell, and the wild beast of gender.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    i didnt need to think abt my gender crisis rn but wow this is beautiful