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Who else was I going to fall in love with? by FlockySquee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
23 Aug 2026
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After Shane comes out to the Metros, J.J. sees something that starts him thinking.
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J.J. puts two and two together and surprises everyone when he comes up with a number vaguely close to four.
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The shape of his absence by FlockySquee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Jun 2026
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Neither of them had ever spoken of it aloud, but they had an agreement, unspoken, but no less important for that. They didn’t leave without something: a reassurance, a farewell, or kiss goodbye. On days when things weren’t great, maybe just a brief touch to the shoulder accompanied by a small smile.
So here he was, standing in the kitchen, watching his husband leave separated by 10 meters, 918 miles, and the ghosts of all the worst days of their lives.
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Shane has big feelings and the WAGS help. The problem is, no one thinks to fill Ilya in/
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Rough palms slip past his coat, under his sweatshirt, to his skin. “So it’s not serious then? Your upper body injury.”
Shane almost laughs. “I don’t know.” He almost cries.
A hand slides up towards his chest. “Hollander—”
“Stop.”
He holds on to Rozanov’s wrists even as they pull away.
“Did I hurt you?”
“No,” but the cardiac monitor would’ve been palpable under his skin.
In September 2010, Shane suffers a cardiac event during training camp before he ever plays a single game with Montreal. Medically retired, he goes to college, returns to hockey through coaching, and, even without the heat of rivalry, finds his way to Ilya, too.
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24 Aug 2026
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Not with a bang (with a whimper) by renvision89
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jul 2026
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What if the Vegas bathroom conversation happens instead in Sochi Airport?
What is Ilya is a little braver and a little more honest?
“Hollander. I do not reply to your boring texts. I tell you to go away. Not because I am asshole…”
The next words get caught in Ilya’s throat, he feels heat rising in his face as tears prick at the corners of his eyes.
“Because this is Russia. Because I never forgive myself if something happened to me… if something happened to you. If..” Ilya sniffs, clearing his throat in a vain attempt to regain what little composure he has left, unravelling in the mens bathroom of the departure gates of Sochi airport. The acrid smell of piss and toilet cleaner and stale cigarette smoke lingers in the air. This is not the place to be having this conversation. Not this room, this airport, not this fucking country.
‘If what?” Shane asks. His voice trembling, barely above a whisper.
Ilya opens his eyes. Fuck it, he thinks. If this is how it crashes and burns, if this is how it ends, not with a bang, but with a whimper, in a disgusting, reeking, mens’ bathroom in Russia. So god damn be it.
“If I lost you.”
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30 Jun 2026
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It's Shane's second season with the Centaurs. He's starting to relax. His teammates are taking notes.
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30 Jun 2026
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Reread the end of chapter 2. You are not alone.
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 May 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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28 Jun 2026
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My Life Must Be Wonderful by myquietchaos
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Ilya wakes up with amnesia. Apparently he has a husband, a dog, several Stanley Cups, and an alarming number of people who love him.
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12 Jun 2026