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    Remus’s jaw dropped, his chin practically smacking into the computer keys as he stared into the crystal grey eyes of, “Sirius Black!” Remus’s voice sounded like a distant whisper, and he cleared his throat as he tried to regain his wits. “Oh my Gods, I’m so sorry, but…but you’re really Sirius Black! You play—

    “Sebastian Churchill, on The Witching Hour, correct.” Sirius narrowed his eyes at Remus with an amused grin creeping up his cheeks. “Well, this is not my usual fan encounter, given the fact that you’re not a sixteen-year-old girl, Remus. Unless…”

    “What?” Remus was far too flustered to process what was happening. “No, not a sixteen-year-old girl. Twenty-four actually, and a boy. A very embarrassed boy, at that.”

    AKA Sirius is an actor on Remus's favorite TV show where 20-somethings adults play teenage wizards and Remus cannot believe that Sirius is really staying at the hotel where he works.

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    ──────────﹒★﹒﹒───────

    Saudade: the longing to be near
    someone or something that is distant.

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    James Potter grew up with Regulus Black curled into his side like he belonged there.
    Pressed to his left — always his left — every day, every second, like breathing.
    It was soft. Maybe a little obsessive. But it was everything.

    Now, Regulus is twenty and won't even look at him.
    And James?
    He's so desperate to mean something again, he'd take even the hate.
    The crumbs.
    The silence.
    Anything, just to exist in the same space as him.

    This summer, they're trapped in the same house again— like every year.
    But Walburga and Euphemia have had enough.
    They're ready to rip the wound open and stitch it back together properly. And neither James nor Regulus are ready for what it brings back.

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    After a career-ending injury at the Olympic finals, Regulus Black ran away from everything he had ever known—figure skating, his brother, and New England—to start over in Arizona where no one knew his name or how hard he had fallen.

    Five years later, his relationship has fallen apart and there's only one person he knew he could turn to without judgement or hesitation: his brother. The same person he's been avoiding for all that time.

    Unfortunately for Regulus, it's Christmas and Sirius has decided that this year, they're going to make up for lost time by packing in every holiday tradition possible in just a few short weeks. Those traditions include his best friend on the hockey team, James Potter.

    Arrogant. Charismatic. Hot as hell.

    He's everything that Regulus shouldn't want, but he can't seem to stay away.

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    Everyone is born with a soulmark on their forearm, about a sentence long. The sentence is what your soulmate was doing the first time your souls meet; the first time you touch, skin to skin. After you meet, the words change into your soulmate's name.

    James loves the concept of soulmates, but has always dreaded meeting his.

    Regulus had expected a different type of meeting the first time he read the way he met his soulmate, but he supposes this was fine as well.

     

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    AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hello! This fic is complete and readable as is, however, it is going to be receiving some edits to fix any spelling mistakes, wrong or missing words, and over all flow. There is also the potential for a bonus chapter or two! I had a lot of fun writing this fic originally and am so glad that others have enjoyed reading it just as much as I did working on it.

    So! Without further ado- THIS FIC IS UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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    Regulus Black has two obsessions.

    1) Hating his older brother’s best friend, James Potter. Has Regulus met the man before now? No. But he has deemed James Potter his mortal enemy since he was ten years old.

    2) A certain voice actor by the pseudonym Jay, who makes “spicy” audios.

    Regulus has always known the universe to have a sick sense of humour but he didn’t know it was this cruel. He’d recognize that voice anywhere. To Regulus’s shock and abject horror, James Potter is Jay, there’s no doubt about it.

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