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  1. Public Bookmark 69

    lick me like a flame by

    Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)  

    27 Aug 2024

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    todd stares at his knuckles, unbelieving. they're glistening with the same blood that slowly drips from neil's nose. they're both breathing hard. neil looks at todd, looks at him with eyes like dry pine needles, and something pinches deep inside todd.

    he wants to yell at neil, he wants to punch him again. he wants to kiss him so hard he's breathless. their room is so hot. neil smiles, and todd wants to kiss the red off his lips.

    OR: after drunkenly making out at a party, neil and todd struggle to know what's worse - the guilt or the desire for more.

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  2. Public Bookmark 83

    like an untimely frost by

    Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)  

    11 Nov 2015

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    Todd grieves.

     

    “Did you know how much I loved you?” he asks the bare room, and it is empty like Neil’s body is, like his eyes were as his father pulled him away, like the condolences of Mr Nolan.
    Todd closes his eyes. Of course, Neil would have answered, of course I know.
    But Neil is not there, only Todd and two beds and a room that is half empty, and it feels like maybe Todd’s heart is half empty, too.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    isn't it just so pretty to think all along there was some invisible string? by

    Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)  

    18 Aug 2021

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    Neil knew, better than anyone, that Todd Anderson was special. Ethereal, even. He was warm and earnest and gentle in a school that, most days, was more excrement than excellent.

    It should have come as no surprise when someone else seemed to come to that same realisation.

    It was fine. Todd deserved the recognition. Neil wasn’t jealous.

    Not at all.

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    11 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 53

    I'm Yours by

    Fandoms: Death Note (Anime & Manga), Death Note & Related Fandoms  

    27 Jan 2018

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    "You want meaningless sex? Then I have one condition," he hissed. Before L could reply, Light kissed him, savoring in the softness of L's lips and the sweetness on his tongue. "At least pretend to love me."

    Light falls in love with L, but L doesn't want Light for anything more than his pretty face and body. They come to a deal of sorts, where "I love you" becomes a price to pay. DN Kink Meme fill.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    all in a day's work by

    Fandoms: Death Note & Related Fandoms, Death Note (Anime & Manga)  

    08 May 2018

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    L and Light are porn stars.

    yeah.

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    06 Jan 2026