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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    AU TMNT
    Warning! Raph is a girl!

    Leo has more than brotherly feelings for his sister, so decides that the most sensible thing to do is to move out. However Raph has other ideas for her brother, and isn't going to let him go that easily.

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    27 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    I wanted to explore what Raph TOTMNT version of Raph, the one most exposed to the internet and being groomed, would be like. This fanfic doesn't seek to romanticize or normalize this type of thing; I try to write with realism and respect (since, thank God, I haven't suffered grooming or any sexual abuse).
    I wanted to experiment with this because I feel that Raph, now being a public figure in New York, and him and his brothers being loved for saving it, are going to have their own fandom or admirers, and like in every relatively large fandom, there will be their weirdos (and Raph will have to experience that firsthand).

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    21 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 48

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    Raph shifted back, and Donnie pounced, perched on Raph’s plastron as the snapper laid back on his bed. Now Raph was truly blushing, staring up at Donnie, then away in embarrassment. Cute.

    “Show me,” Donnie demanded.

    “Donnie…” Raph whimpered. “It’s— weird.”

    “Weird is good,” Donnie insisted, excitement growing the longer Raph held off. “I promise I will not laugh, nor will I judge. I simply wish to see.”

    Raph pinched his eyes shut, taking in a deep breath. Then, slowly, he opened his jaw.

    And out came a much too long tongue.

    “Wow,” Donnie managed. He swallowed, barely resisting the urge to drool. “That is… impressive.”

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    The Krang modified Raph and Donnie's anatomy in interesting ways. Their first time together goes awry when hidden changes come to light.

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    17 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Raph was always hungry. It was a fact of life for as long as he could remember.

    So what happens when he finally finds something that leaves him full?

    [WINNER of Best Raphael Portrayal (3rd place) in 2023 TMNT AFFA!!]

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    17 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    He closed his eyes tightly, shaking his head from side to side to try and physically push the memories out of his mind. His shoulder ached, and his damaged eye felt blurrier than usual.
    He never once regretted pushing Leonardo out of the way, but every once in a while he found himself hoping the pain from the healing injuries would lessen… even just a little bit.
    Raph had just wanted to help. He just wanted to try his best.
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    A short story about the eldest brother doing his best to calm himself down after waking up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, and the repercussions of bottling up problems until they become overwhelming.

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    15 Apr 2026