Grey_Amethyst
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You come home from your first party with your best friend. You’re both drunk, and it bothered him when you were getting too far gone, so you didn’t tell him anything then, but what he said when he thought you wouldn’t remember makes you hurt for him.
He’s spending the night over in your room and you think this blooming ache in your heart might be falling in love.
(Oscar and Whitley come home after a party and talk when they’re too restless to sleep.)
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Nathan is thirteen when his sister leaves Arcadia Bay – and him – behind for the east coast. Left to fill the role of Prescott heir in her absence, he feels his shortcomings dig a chasm where there were once fractures between him and his friends, his family, Victoria. Three years later, Mark Jefferson enters his life promising to smooth out the shatters. Nathan, desperate for anyone to make him feel whole, lets him in.
(Nathan's lost years, in four parts.)
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- Part 1 of It Takes an Ocean
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I have spread my dreams under your feet. by Grey_Amethyst
Fandoms: 残酷な神が支配する | Zankoku na Kami ga Shihai Suru | A Cruel God Reigns
17 Jul 2017
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William doesn’t consider himself a nosey person. Jeremy just has eyes he loses himself in like snow to a blizzard, and when he returns to Modine Academy, they fall back to old habits.
In the secrecy of the new boundaries they define, William falls in love with Jeremy, piece by piece, and finds a world he never knew.
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Bloodletting by Grey_Amethyst
Fandoms: 残酷な神が支配する | Zankoku na Kami ga Shihai Suru | A Cruel God Reigns
22 Nov 2016
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Jeremy Butler is a scar, a hollowed-out husk of a human being with lead for a heart and legs like worn teeth, but William looks at him like he caught the sunlight breaching the sea in his mouth.
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In the second Levi hesitates, the now rogue cargo-carrying titan injures him before taking off to consume the Ape Titan's human form. A flare goes off on the other side of the wall, and Levi rejoins the remaining survivors of the Survey Corps. Armin makes a decision, and there only ever was one choice after all.
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The Form We Take by UnfortunatelyNonFiction
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter - Fandom
10 Jan 2026
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In the wake of Voldemort’s defeat, as the lines between justice and vengeance begin to blur across the magical community, Draco returns for his eighth and final year at Hogwarts under the terms and conditions of his probation. With nothing left but determination and a sneer, Draco resolves to pass his NEWTs and make a future for himself that he’ll never be ashamed of. Then students start taking their own revenge, the Weasel is set to go off at any moment, and an angry, haunted Potter begins stalking him again. In all of the madness of nightmares and dueling rooms, auras and side effects, Patronus charms and starry lights, Draco finally learns that the only thing more difficult than facing who you’ve become, is becoming who you are.
NOTE: This work contains very heavy themes (please read the tags) but it is NOT excessively graphic or explicit. I do NOT consider this fic DD:DNE, but I would strongly advise CAUTION. Draco's history is very dark, especially in Part II.
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22 Jul 2025
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to live gently on this earth by clysmicthoughts (phosophenes)
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
31 Dec 2020
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"I wonder…” Eren pauses, looking up at Armin. “I wonder if things would’ve been different, had we been more honest with ourselves.”
Armin wonders that too. “It’s not a good time to dwell upon wonderings. There never is.”
Or: Three years after the rumbling, Armin decides to take a long-due visit to the one and only Eren Jaeger.
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- Part 1 of crossroads at rhapsody
Bookmarked by Grey_Amethyst
20 Feb 2021
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If you feel like getting your heart broken and feeling pain in every breath of the narrating character, please read this.
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Oscar deals with the aftermath of team JNPR's reaction to the information they learned from Jinn by going out and getting himself a coat.
Brunswick Farm had been cold, but they were going to Atlas next. As far as Oscar was concerned, Atlas was much colder.
Basically, Oscar's adventure when he went missing in volume 6.
Bookmarked by Grey_Amethyst
27 Dec 2020
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A heartfelt and realistic take on Oscar's character. The author captures Oscar's youth with sort of a wistfulness and charm that makes me both sad for everything he will lose and eager for the person he's becoming on his own.
The missing scene that should have been in Season 6.
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death of a blue bird and the people who failed her by Bandydear
Fandoms: Life is Strange (Video Game)
12 Feb 2016
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The window of finding a missing girl before you’re looking for a corpse is about forty-eight hours. It’s Tuesday morning and Rachel Amber didn’t come home last night.
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28 Jun 2020
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"I'm the only person here who cares about what Nathan is going through."
Nobody looks out for kids like them, and Victoria knows it. That's why she has to play it hard. It's why they have to wear one another like armor.
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28 Jun 2020
Bookmarker's Notes
I loved the atmosphere of this fic. It's raw and painful and almost casual in the devastation that Victoria and Nathan's upbringings are. It left me with a sense of emptiness and heartache for these characters and how they view their lot in life as it is what it is, because neglect and abuse and unhealthy relationships are just a part of their lives. Hurting is just a part of being alive. The ending in particular is powerful and hammers that message of everyday tragedy home.
Note: Victoria and Nathan's relationship edges into romantic and physical. In general Victoria/Nathan is a major squick to me, but the author leaves their relationship largely ambiguous -- romantic and physical intimacy is only part of their tangled, close relationship with one another.