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  1. Public Bookmark 44

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    “Okay, so, just so we're definitely on the same page,” Ilya starts, then pauses. “You want me to beat you up?”

    Shane nods. He's past the point of embarrassment, but his skin still prickles, buzzing with the weird energy that's started to spread through his flat. “I want it to hurt and I want to be able to see it, where you put your hands on me.”

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    01 Sep 2026

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    He doesn't bother to be careful as he clambers onto the bed, sidling up behind Shane so their bodies are flush. Ilya's half hard already, dick perking back up the second he saw those damn socks, and he drapes his arm over Shane's waist, pulling his hips back a little to have his dick snug against Shane's ass. 

    Shane stirs a little more at that, his body pushing into the contact instinctually. “Ilya?” he asks, voice thick with sleep. 

    “Mm, hello little brother.”

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    27 Aug 2026

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    Shane can’t stand his college roommate and teammate, Ilya Rozanov. Can’t stand his arrogance and his messiness and his constant sleeping around.

    But then the entire team, Shane included, welcomes their families to campus for Parents Weekend.

    And Shane also can’t stand that Ilya is alone.

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    25 Aug 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    24 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 55

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    He has just always had this dark urge in him, the urge to be hurt.
    He has always been in control of everything his whole life. Everything down to a tee. The way he dresses, the way he talks, the way he handles situations, and even the way his posture has shifted over the years.
    Shane will always and forever be in control, that’s what he wants right? Whatever it is he wants anyways he knows will never happen. He has a career and family and friends to maintain.

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    19 Aug 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 77

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    “Please,” Shane says quietly. “Just tell me what you want to delete the video.”

    Rozanov braces an arm on the wall above Shane’s head.

    “I want you to suck my cock.”

    (After Shane turns Ilya down in the locker room post-CCM shoot, insisting he's not gay, he thinks he's alone and gets himself off, moaning Ilya's name. He doesn't realize Ilya is still there...recording. Mind the tags!)

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    07 Aug 2026

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    “What do you need?”

    “I don’t know…” Shane admits truthfully. “Whatever you’ll give me.”

    Ilya locks eyes with him, pushing him to say it out loud.

    Shane noticeably gulps before mumbling, “Use my throat—use me.” He blinks at him hazily. “Just don’t make me think about anything… Please?”

    And who is Ilya to say no to that?

    He would do anything for Shane.

    Shane can’t make his mind go quiet, so he asks Ilya to use him. He doesn’t expect Ilya to pull out his phone and start filming him.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Ser Jude Bellingham swore a sacred oath to protect the damp, foggy edges of Wessex. But when the Viking vanguard washes over his outpost like a wave of steel, his garrison is slaughtered, and Jude is left waiting in the mud for the killing blow.

    Instead of an axe, he finds himself hoisted over the shoulder of the Viking commander—a towering, surprisingly chatty warrior named Erling. Now a prisoner in his own burning hall, Jude must navigate a hostile language, a captive's despair, and the strange, intense curiosity of the giant who spared his life.

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    30 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 61

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    Kingdoms from all over the land are gathered in the posh Royal Bellingham palace, home to young prince Jude.

    Forced into his role of omega, he is destined for a life of misery. That is, until he's promised to a man around his age from Norway who wants to make his bad situation at least a little bit better.

    He doesn't want to go for anything, yet he never really had a choice, did he?

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    30 Jul 2026

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    “It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”

    Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.

    “You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.

    “Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.

    “I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”

    or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.

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    24 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 82

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    Shane thinks it would be fun for Ilya to pretend to break in the cottage.

    Ilya takes it way more seriously than anticipated.

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    21 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 52

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    "You can—you can do whatever you want to me," Shane panted, his mouth hot and wet like an open wound.

    Shane dangles a generous offer in front of a hungry, manic Ilya.

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    02 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 26

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    Ilya calls him rybka sometimes. It means little fish. He had said it was because Shane looks like a stupid guppy with a gaping mouth.

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    Shane's been thinking about his childhood pet fish a lot lately.

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    02 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 47

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    Shane smiles sweetly at him and asks, “What do you want for your birthday?”

    Shane has a few ideas. None of which match what Ilya really wants.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    When he releases his grip on Shane’s chin, drags his knuckles along Shane’s jaw, Shane follows the touch, chasing Ilya’s fingers with his mouth.

    Fuck. He is so fucking transparent. So clearly fucking vulnerable. A careless move could break him, and Ilya is not the sort of person who can be trusted with fragile things. People don’t trust him with much at all.

    [Or: five times Shane doesn't use a safeword, and one time Ilya does.]

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    09 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 11

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    He figures if he is going to die come Monday, he might as well get thoroughly fucked before he goes.
    Which leads him to Ilya Rozanov’s lawn.
    Or: Heathers the musical featuring Shane Hollander as Veronica and Ilya Rozanov as J.D.

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    23 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 82

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    A prince stands veiled for sacrifice.
    The knight who has loved him in silence for years chooses ruin over surrender.
    In torchlight and blood spilt, vows are broken, kingdoms are defied, and surrender to claim.

    ONESHOT: with epilogue

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane wants to experiment with a virginity kink rape roleplay and Ilya is too stunned to speak (horny edition).

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    21 May 2026

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    It’s not like he and Hollander haven’t had rough sex before, but it’s never been quite like this. He’s never touched him so brusquely or spoken in such a venomous way, and Hollander has never been so beautifully pliant and receptive.

    Right now, he feels like he could break Hollander into pieces. It should probably bother him how badly he wants to do just that. It festers in his gut - a primal urge that fits his mood for the evening, raw and animalistic.

    Ilya sees Shane with another man. Their typical lack of communication occurs, but that doesn't mean Ilya just lets it go.

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    19 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 52

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    Shane asks for a kidnapping roleplay.
    Ilya takes that personally.
    He will do everything for his husband after all.

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    18 May 2026

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