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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Picks up after Buck starts looking for an apartment and it's suddenly difficult for Eddie to let him leave.

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    20 Sep 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    What if Gabriela hadn’t jumped in after Bode?
    What could’ve happened? Hmmm….

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    15 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    9 years ago after the death of Bodes sister Riley, his dad told him to leave and never come back. He listened. After travelling and rehab Bode found himself a new home with Station 126 in Austin Texas. Judd and Bode were the only survivors of the explosion but they figured it out and Bode is now happily married with kids but then some out of control wildfires bring firefighters from everywhere, Including Bodes hometown EdgeWater. How will Station 42 react to the man Bodes grown into? Will Bode be able to forgive them? Fire country X 9-1-1 Lone Star (mostly background characters) (rewriting/restarting)

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    15 Aug 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    “This didn’t happen,” JJ said, his eyes finally meeting hers.

    Kie absorbed the words like a part of her had known they were coming all along. She looked away from JJ, out at the lit up manor behind him - the grand facade, empty inside.

    JJ dragged a hand through his hair, looking at her intently. “You get - you get why this can’t happen, right?”

    Kie could feel the whole night closing in on her, like the perfect encapsulation of the last year of her life - the snide remarks from the girls at the Kook Academy, the laughter from the boys. JJ, standing in front of her, slipping away. She couldn’t keep doing this. Couldn’t keep getting this close only to lose him again, over and over.

    or: it's Kie's kook year, and somehow she just keeps running into JJ

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    12 Aug 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 34

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    It all started with a soft ticking sound.
    The deafening rain drummed on the windshield of Buck's Jeep, reflecting the faded moonlight. The ground, now soaked, had transformed the flat tires of the car into boulders buried in the mud.

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    The aftermath of the Lawsuit.

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    25 Jul 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 54

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    After the fight in the grocery store, Buck knows that he has to end the lawsuit and make it up to the firefam, which proves more difficult than he imagined as Buck was expecting it be some hard work and then all would be back to normal but what he didn't expect was the ice cold harshness emitting from the team leaving him isolated and alone until an old childhood habit comes back as he sinks further and further into depression. But can the firefam realise their mistakes and help Buck from the tide that is slowly drowning him and make it up to him before its too late.

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    25 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 32

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    Max has been hiding the toxic on and off relationship she had with Sophie all School year. When Marcus goes to Rehab. Sophie re-enters Max’s life. Then leaves to New York. Leaving a struggling Max behind.
    Abby starts noticing Max is off during Summer and takes the time to mend their friendship. Marcus comes home to Abby and Max being friends. But soon everything is thrown off. Abby and Marcus must work together to figure out what the hell is going on with Max. And will Mang ever figure out how to be good friends again?

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    10 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 20

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    Buck and Eddie have a falling out before Eddie moves to Texas, which means they aren't on speaking terms with each other. Buck feels horrible for how things ended and wants to apologize but isn't sure where to start so he decides he needs to spend some time in Texas to truly show he's sorry and possibly tell Eddie about some unresolved feelings. Unfortunately for Buck, he has an accident and doesn't make it to Texas. His accident causes him to lose his memory. So, Evan "Buck" Buckley no longer remembers his name or the names of his loved ones. How will this accident effect Buck in the long run? How will Eddie react learning his former best friend is hospitalized?

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    14/?
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    08 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 82

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    That morning, waiting in the parking lot, wasn’t the first time Maxine thought about killing herself. No, that has been at age 12, when Brandon Smithson, kissed her behind the slide on the playground, and then called her a whore when she told him she was gay.

    In that moment, all she wanted to do was die of embarrassment and shame.

    No, it certainly wasn’t the first time thinking about it all stopping; about going to sleep, finding herself in the silence at the end of the unrelenting spiral, and never waking up.

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    Max after season 3. Sometimes, there are no happy endings.

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    04 Jul 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 84

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    The inner thoughts of Maxine Baker. Following after her brother left for Rehab, her friends enjoying their summers' without plans of her being apart of them, and her slowly fading into her own depression.

    Will things get better for Max or will she become who she never wanted to be?

    "Sometimes, seeing is believing; however, sometimes believing makes it hard to see." -First Paragraph.

    This story is not for the feint of heart. It will get deep, it will feel dark, may even feel painful to read.

    Major Trigger warning. Please read the TAGS.

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    27 Jun 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 78

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    The school year ends, and with that so does everything else max thought was solid in her life. With Marcus away at rehab, Ginny keeping her distance, and Norah barely texting back, mang isn't just drifting it’s gone. Max tried being the same over the top version of herself, but the jokes weren’t landing like they had in the past. She's even tired of hearing her own voice.

    Abby still shows up though, mostly to roll her eyes and call Max exhausting. But underneath the snark, there’s something steadier. Something Max didn’t realize she needed until the silence around her got too loud.

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    24 Jun 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 86

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    MANG... well more so ANG has been leaving out Max for so long that she turned to unhealthy coping mechanisms, and no one seems to be noticing. Will someone notice how far she's gone before it's too late?

    trigger warnings for depression, self harm, referenced eating disorder, suicidal thoughts, and overrall sadness

    i felt so mad at how Max was treated over season 3 and I can't wait for season 4... so this and tiktok edits will give me hope for season 4!!

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    23 Jun 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 2

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    - "I know I wasn't the only one pretty much devastated by the way season 4 of Outerbanks ended. I can't lie, I was pretty pissed off. So I decided to write my own fantasies for season 5.
    To give Outerbanks fans a little more closure. I don't know how season 5 is going to go, but if all else fails, I can pretend this is how their story continues ;)."

    This scene is the dramatic reunion between Kiara and JJ, after JJ's already revealed himself to John B. Needless to say, Kiara isn't happy about being kept in the dark. Written in Kiara and JJ's Pov. Part of an ongoing story...

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    22 Jun 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    idk I watched season 3 and was tRiGgeREd by how Max was treated towards the end especially and couldn't stop thinking about it so... I started writing, it was gonna be a one chapter wonder and instead I accidentally wrote a novella... oops! still not finished so we'll see where it ends up but yah thought I'd start posting the chapters. title from the new Marina song that was just so clearly written for Max Baker.

    trigger warning for heavy themes, depression, possible suicidal ideation later to come.

    enjoy...?

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    Chapters:
    24/?
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    22 Jun 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 60

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    Max tries to keep smiling while everything falls apart around her and no one seems to notice. She tries, unsuccessfully, to take up space, to be less instead of more. And what about that saying that misery loves company? Max discovers that it does, and as she meets new people she wonders if loneliness isn't a better friend.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    17 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 28

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    08 Jun 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    Dillon visits Lucas in hospital.

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    03 Jun 2025

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    03 Jun 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 6

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    Buck's always worn his heart on his sleeve—and Eddie’s always known exactly how to break it. After a fight leaves more than just bruised feelings, Maddie shows up at Eddie’s doorstep with a message he can’t ignore. Words can wound, but maybe they can heal too—if Eddie’s finally ready to say the ones that matter.

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    24 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 38

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    Buck finds Chim sitting on the roof. His legs swung over the side of the building, the bottle right at his side.

    "Go away." Buck ignores him and continues to walk closer.

    "Did I ever tell you how my dad died?"

    Chim scoffs but turns to look at him. "Phillip isn't dead. Trust me, we'd know."

    Buck huffs out a laugh, but his eyes are stuck on Chimney, looking devastated. "No, I'm not talking about him."

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    4,348

    19 May 2025

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