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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.

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    Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.

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    18 Mar 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shane gets overwhelmed and drops into littlespace at a party. Set after Ilya trades to Ottawa and they’ve come out as a couple.

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    18 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ilya can’t tell anyone Shane seems soft on the ice. This predicament does indeed have consequences.

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    17 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 10

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    Shane was going to be the death of Ilya, he swears it. He’s not making another meal, he’d rather eat road kill.

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    17 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    His mind continues down the rabbit hole of Shane Hollander-Rozanov. Shane’s gorgeous freckles, his encapsulating lips, his sunny smile, his—

    “His weak backhand. Fucking shitty, man.”

    Rozanov snaps out of his thoughts like a wolf in the deep woods being woken up by a lingering deer.

    The fuck?

    “Yeah, can’t believe they signed that pussy.”

    What the fuck?

    Or,

    Ilya accidentally eavesdrops on a conversation involving the insolent trash talking of his husband. He does something about it, and Shane has a lot of feelings about it.

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    17 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    After giving himself to Ilya as congratulations for receiving the MVP award, the Russian goes months without texting or responding to anything from Shane. Being used and discarded hurts--much more than it should for just a situationship centered around sex. So after trouncing Boston in their own barn and seeing Twitter light up with the most recent image of Rozanov with a new female conquest, Shane locks himself in his hotel room alone with just himself, his noise cancelling headphones, and his sparkly, purple, ten-inch vibrating dildo to feel something again. At least that's what he intends to do. He doesn't realize his mistake until J.J. returns to their unlocked shared room and finds Shane taking it silicone-balls deep. The chain of events that follows were both surprising and fully expected.

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    17 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    Shane and Ilya adopt a dog.

    Ilya is, unfortunately, a very good dog trainer.

    Shane is left to reap the rewards. Or suffer the punishment, depending on how you look at it.

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    READ THE TAGS, THIS IS BESTIALITY, DOG FUCKING SMUT. DLDR, DD:DNE

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    17 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 18

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    The Centaurs have a choice to make. Continue to put pressure on the league and be a beacon of positive change, or be silenced. They risk it all by choosing to stand and fight. Ilya and Shane are trying to figure out what their life is going to be now that they are on a team together, and if that team will still exist by the end of the season.

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    Crowell tells the Centaurs to stop being woke or be dissolved; the Centaurs choose to be woke. Ilya is depressed, and Shane is autistic. And their perfect first season together is defintely not perfect.

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    2/?
    Comments:
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    33
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    16 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 67

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    Basically,

    Ilya & Shane have a bet. Whoever's team wins, wins. If Ilya wins, Shane gets a train ran on him. If Shane wins, Ilya can't call him boring for a week.

    You already know who wins.

     

    TLDR; Shane gets fucked by almost everyone he knows in hockey

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    16 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    He couldn't find it anywhere, dread rolled over him with the fear of possibly dropping it on his walk, and now he definitely couldn't make it back to Ilya's. Fuck Stupid, why can't my brain work fucking normally for one day.

    In self destruction he once again yanked at his hair, and used the other hand to pick up his phone, his body forcibly finding the "Lily" contact automatically and pressing call.

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    Shane Hollander drops HARD, after a quick departure from Ilya's house in Boston after some tuna melts, and sex, followed by an emotional overload of first name basis.
    Ilya is not feeling any better himself, however pulls himself together pretty quick after calling Shane to remind him of his forgotten wallet, and instead hears the state of Shane's sobbing.
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    An angst to fluff fic. But first heavy angst, but then pillow, fluffy fluff

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    16 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    After meeting with the Sponsors, Shane is practically vibrating with sensory overload. Shane seeks a specific kind of grounding that only his husband can provide

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    16 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    Shane and Ilya adopt a dog. Ilya encourages some bad behavior. Shane reaps the rewards.

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    READ THE TAGS; THIS IS BESTIALITY SMUT

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    16 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 83

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    It's the first time that Shane Hollander has to face the Montreal Metros after joining the Ottawa Centaurs. With an overprotective husband and scorned ex-teammates who are out for blood, what could possibly go wrong?

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    16 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 29

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    Due to a hurried morning, Ilya doesn’t have enough time to check the content of his bag before he brings it on a team flight. Shane has never been more humiliated.

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    15 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 10

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    “What the fuck is going on?” Coach Wiebe shouted. Ilya immediately ran over to see Shane on top of Luca and threw him off. He carefully grabbed Luca and peeled his hands away to see blood pouring out of his nose, and tears leaking from his eyes.

    “Luca, what happened?” Ilya asked as he grabbed some toilet paper and brought it to his nose. Luca just shook his head and turned away but Ilya gently grabbed his chin and made him look back. “Luca.”

    “I accidentally fell and Shane fell with me.” Luca said vaguely.

    “And Shane started punching you?” Ilya asked. Luca slowly nodded. Ilya let out a sigh as he couldn’t believe Shane had done this. “Stay here.” Ilya said as he quickly turned away as angry tears threatened to fall from his own eyes.

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    The Ottawa Centaurs lose their game and Shane decides to take his anger out on Luca Haas

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    15 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 63

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    The Cens have to learn and get used to the pretty neurotic badass that is Shane Hollander. A series of time the Centaurs had to learn how to interact with their newest teammate and deal with his protective husband.

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    15 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 43

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    Set in a designation AU, where littles and caregivers are simply born that way. It’s a known thing, not a taboo, not a big deal.

    Shane refuses to let himself regress for a while. Everyone suffers.

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    Comments:
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    15 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 18

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    Shane has always been, what his mom says, delicate. He takes things to heart easily.
    Being unbothered (or nonchalant, as they say now) is not his strong suit, and he knows that. It’s no secret.
    But it annoys the shit out of him. He hates this. It may be one of the parts about himself he hates the most. Like, he’s 27. Not 2.
    In short, he gets anxious over everything. Is someone mad at him? Did he do something wrong? Did he make an honest mistake?
    No context needed, he just spirals at everything.

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    Shane deciding whether to relapse or not

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    14 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 48

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    One characteristic he can't seem to bring himself to stop masking is his oral stim. He loved having something in his mouth. Sexually, yes, but from day to day it benefitted him. He never really knew why, but that it felt good and it calmed him down. His oral stimming ranged from eating certain foods for the texture to biting his fingers when he was anxious. To Shane, though, it was so embarrassing. Since he could remember, Shane has always masked his autism. Kids in school treated him differently, so he knew he had to conform.

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    After an autism diagnosis in adulthood, Shane learns how to unmask

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    Comments:
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    14 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 40

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    It's been weeks since Shane has been able to regress properly and he's starting to fall apart.

    Luckily, he has Ilya to make it all better.

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    Comments:
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    305
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    3,129

    14 Mar 2026

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