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  1. Public Bookmark 77

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    Some’thing’ that shouldn't have wanted me.

    And some’thing’ I shouldn't have wanted.

    Moving back to your mother’s childhood home isn’t all that bad. No, now you finally get to live a normal, peaceful life in a small town, where the quiet streets promise a chance to free your mind from every torment that once clung to it.

    You have never quite allowed your own mind to wander beyond what is ordinary. You have never truly wanted to believe in anything that might make you question what you know.

    You are a logical person. Painfully, stubbornly logical and your heart has always remained in the right place—somewhere that should never make you question what you ‘feel’, or where it was always meant to be.

    You refuse to let any of that change.

    But anything can be changed if fate has already decided so.

    When the story has already been written and the ink has long since dried, no amount of logic, doubt, or defiance can erase what was always meant to happen—

    or stop your heart from wanting what fate had already chosen.

    Those are simply the rules.

    And we were never meant to break them.

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    27 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 23

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    This is a sequel to my previous book, "Blood Runs Cold." Twenty seven years later, you're lured back to Derry after a fresh start in a new city. You believe you've changed, you think that your time apart from Pennywise has given you a fresh state of mind, only to be completely confuddled the second you're met with his presence again.

    You shouldn't want this again.

    Yet, you do.

    What will happen this time? Will the story remain the same? Will your end be full of heartbreak and the loss of yourself? Or will it be different?

    This fanfiction takes place during IT 2017.

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    27 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 62

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    You finally return to Derry, Maine, after many years after the death of your cousin's father. Through the naked eye, the town seems completely normal, but what happens when you find out what really lurks beneath, inside of the shadows?

    This fanfiction takes place during Welcome To Derry.

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    27 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    Your life as a police officer in the quiet and wonderful town of Derry was shit, but hey, it was quiet shit. Well, actually, it was… until your weird town turned into the setting of a high-budget true crime documentary.

    You’re self-aware enough to know it’s unlikely you’ll be the one to solve the mystery behind the disappearances and murders. But at the very least, you have to pretend you can. If you were a worse person, you wouldn’t care about the victims and you’d say goodbye to that hellhole. For better and worse, you’re not that selfish.

    WARNING: This is a Reader/Pennywise fanfic. Yes, I’ve fallen low. Reader is female, sorry guys. There might be some plot in there somewhere. I don’t know. Basically, this fanfic lives in my head rent-free. Please enjoy reading.

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    27 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 69

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    Y/N is the last living member of her high-ranking family aside from a distant cousin who doesn’t want the burden of the legacy. She has never quite been accepted in the ways of her peers. A failure in the hunt, her brother always took the responsibility. It was enough to appease Mr. Le Bail and keep her bloodline in his favor. Her brother has passed suddenly, and Y/N is left for the wolves. Her prestigious bloodline and the favor her family holds with Mr. Le Bail make her a tempting wife for any man in their social circle.

    Titus Danforth is the spare of the Danforth family; not able to keep his violent temperament under wraps like his twin sister Ursula. There is one thing the golden daughter of the Danforth family can't do though. It's time for Titus to be useful and make sure the Danforth bloodline continues. When Y/N's cousin sends out an offer to marry his cousin, the Danforth's respond. Perhaps though this necessary arrangement can grow into something a little deeper.

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    14 Apr 2026