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Five Moments in Neil's Cryptic pregnancy.
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11 Jan 2026
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a place where apples have faces too by okayantigone
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Aug 2017
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It was ugly and unfair that Nathan should be allowed to move on from everything, when Neil’s mom still couldn’t make herself take a shower for days sometimes. It shouldn’t be like this. Mary should be the one living it up, seducing young lovers, and having a real life, while Nathan wasted away behind closed doors, too paranoid to show his hateful face outside.
His therapist would say he was upset because he’d never really gotten closure with his father, but the only closing Neil wanted from Nathan Wesninski was a closed casket funeral and eulogy to let everyone in attendance know what a piece of shit the man had been in life. He imagined his mother and Ichirou at the funeral. Ex wife. Mistress. All the potential for these things to be funny, but they were happening to him in reality and his bones were on fire with something ugly and foreign. He wanted to lash out meanly and with violence.
He wanted his father to apologize. To acknowledge that this was bad. He wanted something from Nathan, but he didn’t know what it was, so he couldn’t phrase it.
Also known as the one where Mary and Nathan got divorced earlier on in the books, and Ichirou is Neil's inappropriately young stepfather.
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23 Dec 2025
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“I have baggage.”
“All my foxes have baggage. You won’t be the first.” Wymack said.
Neil doubted any fox in all Wymack’s years has carried the same weight as Neil when it came to baggage.
“That's not what I mean.”
“Go on. Let’s hear it then.”
The coach waited patiently for him to continue. It should have been comforting but Neil was far more scared than ever.
“I have a son. His name’s Milo.”
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OR what if Neil had a kid when he was on the run?Self-indulgent fic I didn't expect anyone to care about but my sister pushed me to write it
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22 Dec 2025
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Andrew doesn't know when it happens, so absorbed in his work that he doesn't notice when he starts to rumble loudly. He doesn't even care that this is probably only the second time he's let his emotions get the better of him and allowed the sound to escape. All that matters now is the person he loves in front of him and the one Neil is carrying under his heart. Nothing else matters.
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20 Dec 2025
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Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day by HalfpintPeach for Paradoxolotl
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
16 Sep 2022
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Neil has one of the worst days and Andrew is able to make it a little bit better.
Welcome to my Professor Neil and Professional Exy Player Andrew world! This is probably going to be a series where I explore more of this little AU that I love dearly!
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- Part 2 of Professor Neil
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15 Dec 2025