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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    Different teams were formed during the Gun Round. One team in particular had a very volatile argument that ends with words that trigger a chain of events that will change the circus forever.

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    09 Dec 2025

  2. Rec 24

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    ragatha likes quiet. control. predictable nights with her roommate pomni.

    then her upstairs roommates ruin it all, and suddenly, the guy upstairs is impossible to ignore.

    maybe some chaos would do her no good.

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    15 Oct 2025

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    As Pomni confides in her about that argument with Jax, Ragatha recognizes the words he once threw at her to keep her away. She sees through his tricks now and is determined to help him get better. Even upon realizing that he won't allow another person to come close to him, Ragatha is willing to sacrifice more than she is able to give at the moment.
    It all doesn't matter. What matters is that Jax steps away from the edge he has slowly pushed himself towards with his self-destructive tendencies.
    And if Ragatha has to use his own lies against him for it, she will.

    “Aren't I just a toy for you to play with? If I'm only that, my feelings don't matter. What matters is that you do what helps you. I can't tell you what that is. Only you can. But whatever you need, you can use me for it.”

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    10 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fuck yes

  4. Rec 21

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    Ragatha and Jax have gotten closer after the horror house incident, settling into a new normal that puts them together as...friends? Neither of them fully understands what that means or how to feel about it, so they pretend not to notice and go through happier days. But as their changed dynamic becomes more and more obvious to the rest of the cast members, it forces them to reflect on what they have become slowly but surely.

    Doubts creep in. At the end of the day, is this really what they want? Something they can dare to have in this circus? And does it matter?

    It might be too late to pretend. Walls built with lies only last so long. Though, that doesn't erase any of the conflicts in themselves and their group.

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    “Don't you think...it's different now? Our...relationship.”

    “You can call it whatever you want. But it's obvious you have something special. Just... Just let it keep going, and don't suddenly shut her out. Okay?”

    “I think you're good for her...somehow.”

    “You've spent years tormenting her. Don't think I believe that you suddenly care about her now.”

    'You're getting attached, you moron.'

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    09 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Screaming crying throwing up

  5. Public Bookmark 43

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    Ragatha hasn't been doing great ever since the lightning round. She presumes it can only get better, but Caine decides to send the group into another horror house to make them combat their greatest fears. As Ragatha faces the voices she usually tries to ignore and everything she would rather keep inside threatens to get out, she almost breaks and struggles to put herself back together.

    Meanwhile, Jax is also forced to face the worst memory he tries to forget every waking day and another nightmare he refuses to talk about. He fights to keep up his indifferent mask, but some things can't be hidden.

    Unfortunately, running from this horror house doesn't allow them to just leave their fears behind. And seemingly, each of them has slowly come to their personal limit, being unable to ignore the burning problems in the back of their minds any longer.

    It will be hard to return to their usual daily life now. Will they force themselves anyway?

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    08 Oct 2025