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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    Forced to attend the Conclave being held at the Temple of Sacred Ashes, Ember Trevelyan is doing her best to get out of the situation when a magical explosion changes everything. With no memory of the event that leveled a mountain, or how she survived it, she's suddenly stuck with the responsibility of killing demons, closing rifts, and gathering allies to a cause she wants no part of. Everything in her tells her to run away, but as the only one that can help seal the Breach in the sky, she finds herself with an odd array of people trying to fix what's been broken - including Commander Cullen, a man she can't seem to keep herself away from, as much as she'd like to.

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    His voice was hoarse, vowels stretching in a way that was obviously Ferelden but not noble, though he held himself like one. Shoulders back, jaw set. A proud man, with too much to prove and not much time to do it. A gust of wind swept ash towards them, catching in his hair, and Maeve’s nostrils flared at the sudden and unmistakable scent of lyrium.

    Templar.

    She raised her chin a fraction, almost defiantly. If only her soft scholar fingers and Chantry veil did not give her away as a Circle mage and nothing more.
     

    (or, the inquisition from the perspective of maeve trevelyan)

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    13 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    Cullen Rutherford's worst enemy and greatest asset is his own mind. Addicted to lyrium and dangerously, stupidly in love with the Herald of Andraste, it has sometimes tortured him, but it has always gotten him through. Until now. Haven is on fire, a demigod is stalking them, the Inquisition's war is about to kick off, and all he has to keep himself sane is a beat up old journal.

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    From the comments:

    "adorable, funny, and incredibly sad all at the same time."

    "It's heartbreaking and beautiful. I hope you also get the time to write original works as well, because you are incredible!"

    "I am, truly, in awe at how flawlessly you write. Every chapter has captivated me beyond reason, and I cannot wait for more!!"

    "Your writing is magnificent."

    "So Raw."

    "I am so excited to read and reread this."

    "Just love it. Absolutely superb....So delightfully poignant and painful."

    "The tension! The action! The mystery! This gave me all of the Big Feelings. Bravo!"

    "your characterization is spot on."

    “…if it's not official canon, it should be.”

    “Heart-wrenching.”

    “Absolutely incredible. Words fail me.”

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    12 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Supplemental and/or rewritten Astarion and Dark Urge (Bianca) scenes that I wish existed because I love them and their fucked up, parallel journey to recovery and self-discovery. Fic starts in Act 1 with the Alfira debacle.

    He raises an eyebrow. “Are you afraid of me?” He’s not sure why, but the thought stings. He just helped her hide a body. If anyone should be wary, it should be him.

    “No.” A blush spreads across Bianca’s face, neck, and chest. “This just feels…” she shrugs and gestures up to his shirtless chest, her shirtless chest, and then in a wide circle between them, “intimate. We had more clothes last time.”

    Astarion smirks. This is familiar territory. “Come now,” he coos, “With everything we’ve shared, there’s no need to be shy.”

    Featuring: angst, saucy vampire bites, violence, crimes, intrusive thoughts, healing, revenge, and more.

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    PS: Bianca is an anxious mess. She is appropriately confused, nervous, and concerned about her missing memory and desire to murder.
    PPS: Spoilers and glossing over plot points not relevant to Astarion/Durge

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    07 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    After a horrendous day in the shadow-cursed lands, experienced ranger Shiv struggles to find her way without the sun, the stars, or her beloved bear Rosie.

    Thankfully, her friends refuse to leave her lost. Astarion grapples with these displays of affection—including his own.

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    24 Oct 2024