Jestvyrn



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  1. Public Bookmark 50

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    "After Sebastian Solace escaped their grasp, UrbanShade swore it wouldn’t happen again. Their solution? Attempt to replicate the experiments results using a much more “pliable” demographic."
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    Whatever this place is, you’re not supposed to be here...
    ...Are you?

     

     

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    basically after Z-13 escaped Urbanshade said "waste not, want not", and chose to simply switch gears and experiment on kids instead.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    I acc love TS fic smmm

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    Ivan was a light drinker, got drunk fast and started shifting too much in Andrew's lap.

    God Help Me.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    I acc just love this for no reason

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    Months had past since Andrew left Ivan. Andrew had moved on, made new friends, and even published his game successfully. He had everything ready for his life.

    But Ivan was just getting worse. Spiraling, further and further till there was a pit. The hallucinations got worse.

    [Small story about mental recovery)
     
    Finished!

    Note: Andrew is not dead because his 'death' is a hallucination from Ivan (since the game implies that).

    Fic contains mild/minor smut (not with Andrew). I project onto Ivan

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    26 Oct 2025

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    Peak

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    In a miraculous turn of events, Ivan somehow survives his suicide attempt and wakes up in the hospital. As he navigates his complicated emotions, his relationship with Andrew seems to spiral out of control weather its in a good way or a bad way.

    What's worse is that the tumor has been real silent ever since Ivan woke up, only fueling his anxiety of hurting his beloved friend.

     

    (or I just want a happy ending because Bad things broke me mentally)

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    25 Oct 2025

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    Angst where Ivan is still alive, but no Andrew confrontation.

  5. Public Bookmark 93

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:26AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    You’re starting to concern me, if this is some joke or way to try and get back at me, please stop, I don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:28AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    I’m sorry, I love you.

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    Sent March xx, xxxx 3:35AM

    To [email protected]

    From [email protected]

    Subject: (no subject)

    Ivan? What are you doing right now? You’re scaring me.

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    A probably OOC what-if for if Ivan didn’t go through with taking his life at the end of scene 16. Happier than canon, but not intended to be without strife for these characters. Written because I prefer endings where there’s hope for the character to improve, even if in canon they probably aren’t willing to face such change.

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    25 Oct 2025

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    Long fic for bad things