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He knows that a conversation is way over due, it has been ticking at the back of his head for a while now, but Raphinha has shoved it back down on all the occasions, because Fermín is not good at talking about things that really bother him. He will tumble over his words, execute a monumental salto of deceiving actions one after the other until he crashes down, until the dome of his lies collapses on top of him… until Fermín ends up in his arms just like this, desperate to forget, rewire, restart.
Or: Raphinha is in love with Fermin.
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18 Oct 2026
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Gavi jogs towards him, fully laughing now. “You asked Raphinha, Captain of the Barcelona club, if he comes to Camp Nou often?” Well, if he puts it that way, it makes Fermin sound stupid.
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18 Oct 2026
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Fermin turns, and so does his whole world—Well, apart from Raphinha, that is.
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- Part 7 of fagcelona chronicles
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17 Oct 2026
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Fermin noticed Raphinha has been ignoring him lately. He intends to talk to him about it. It doesn't go as planned.
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15 Oct 2026
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Fermín shakes his head. He digs his nails under his skin, and he thinks about breaking his own wrist, or about bashing his head against the wooden door. He wants to—he doesn’t know. But he’s not doing that. He’s just not.
“I said down,” the alpha repeats. His fingers creep up, caress Fermín’s face gently. “C’mon, now. You know it hurts less if you just get it over with.”
Maybe Fermín knows that, maybe he knew that, but he doesn’t know much of anything right now. He tries his best to duck the alpha’s touch, muscles shaking, grabbing the shelves beside him so that he doesn’t collapse. No. He’s not doing it, not like this, not this easy. He thinks about screaming for Raphinha, but he’s scared of the alpha’s fingers clasping over his mouth.
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An alpha uses his voice to command Fermín. The aftermath.
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- Part 8 of football
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11 Oct 2026