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  1. Public Bookmark 56

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    ”Do you want to have a drink with me?”

    There are a million reasons why Euijoo should say no. He hasn’t seen Nicholas in eight years. Who knows how much they both have changed? Euijoo certainly isn’t the same eighteen-year-old who left Japan, and he doesn’t know who Nicholas is anymore. This could end so poorly. It’s only in recent years that he has managed to lacquer his broken edges back together again, and yet here he is, going willingly into the waiting arms of the person who shattered him.

    “Sure. One drink,” he agrees.

    euijoo and nicholas broke up eight years ago. on new year’s eve in their hometown, they reconnect.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    so gorgeous, the loveliest heartache

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    Is this what people mean by having a crush? Does it always feel this invasive? This sneaky? This ratty? Nicholas feels like vermin sometimes—something that isn’t supposed to be here, hiding in plain sight so no one uncovers its presence and intentions.

    He might be overreacting, though.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    i love my damn nikjju life 💜

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    "Hypothetically,” Nicholas asked, pushing around the eggs on his plate instead of taking a bite, “do you still need to use protection if the person you’re looking to hook up with is technically dead?”

    A pause followed. Long and pregnant with all the questions Nicholas desperately hoped they wouldn’t ask.

    Maki was the first to break. He groaned and shoved his toast aside. “Dude. While we’re eating?”

    “I didn’t mean it like that,” Nicholas said defensively, his face burning. “It came out wrong.”

    “Hard to imagine a way it could come out right, Nico,” Maki said, clapping Nicholas on the back with too much enthusiasm. He seemed to be thoroughly enjoying this—either because he’d guessed what Nicholas really meant, or because he’d already breezed past horror and landed comfortably in acceptance of the fact that his friend might be a necrophile. Nicholas didn’t know. He wasn’t sure he wanted to know.

    Nicholas and Euijoo have an arrangement. You need blood, I need to bleed. No more and no less. Except... what happens if Nicholas starts wanting more? What if, lately, it’s all he can think about?

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    24 Sep 2025

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    another one, thank you 🩸❤️

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    Whatever deity of blue-balling exists seems to have it out for Harua. Every time he and Maki get close to sleeping together, some sort of disaster strikes. But while the universe seems to be vehemently against them being together, Harua does not want to give up on Maki.

    Or: Maki fumbles, hard. Repeatedly. Harua falls, anyway.

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    14 Sep 2025

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    Euijoo never meant to end up hating Wang Nicholas — but from the moment they met, they couldn’t stop clashing. Being teammates means they can’t avoid each other… and maybe, deep down, they don’t really want to.

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    02 Sep 2025

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    oh wow 👏👏👏👏👏