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Till Forever Falls Apart by Wesperbrekkered for space_be_spooky
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
09 Jul 2024
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Once was acceptable, twice was a coincidence. Three times though—
Oh no.
This was not the first time he’d lived this day. And Ivan had the horrifying, stomach dropping realisation that this wouldn’t be the last.
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An Ivantill timeloop fic, but with one (or two) unexpected twists!
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23 Feb 2026
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We are the hush between dusk and night. by hanji (notbadbrat)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
29 Jul 2026
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At the edge between dusk and night, there is a moment of absolute silence—suspended in time, free of prejudice, flowing in warm hues that blend into an ocean of stars. If this war were over, if this world were gentler, perhaps we could stay together forever on that rooftop, each with our own colours, fighting for our place in the sky.
But the war rages on, and this world cares for no one—kind and cruel to all—so we can only fight for ourselves and pray to the ancient gods. Pray that this time, too, we will come back safe and sound.In a war-stricken world where only male-female pairs are allowed to operate the Franxx, Till and Ivan defy the norm, their unexpected compatibility as co-pilots challenging both the rules of their world and the roles they were forced into. Amid rising tension with their teammates, the enemy threat and APE’s growing ambiguity, they quietly rebel against the truths they were taught to believe.
[Ivantill Week 2025, Day 3: AU]
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- Part 1 of DITF au
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17 Jun 2025
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"You're in love with her."
"Uh?" Till froze, completely taken aback by the remark. What the fuck?
"That's honestly pathetic." He added, not even a glimmer of embarrassment or shame on his face.
"Say that again." Till snapped at him, his eyes narrowing in anger and rage creeping into his voice.
"You heard me well", Ivan uttered calmly. "And you’re delusional if you think she’ll ever feel the same."
Mizi has a new boyfriend. Till meets him. Nothing stays the same.
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03 Dec 2025
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"Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."
Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.
"I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."
The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.
"Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."
Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.
"I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."
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Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.
An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.
Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.
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28 Mar 2026