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Ghost watched the vehicle until it disappeared from sight, feeling guilty and responsible for what had happened. He’d made the wrong decision again, and someone he loved might die. His jaw clenched, angry and frustrated at always being wrong, at never being able to do things right. And, for the first time in months, he wondered again what the point of living was if all he experienced was pain, if his only purpose was to watch the people important to him suffer.
Mostly narrated from Ghost's point of view, this fanfic is centered on how he gradually accepts that he can have beautiful things in life, be loved, and that not all the good things in his life will be taken out of his hands. That not everything is suffering.
Makarov is not the main villain here ;)
A/N: This is a translation of a fanfic I'm writing in Spanish, so please forgive any spelling mistakes or the misuse of any word.
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Ghost siguió el vehículo con la mirada hasta que lo perdió de vista, sintiéndose culpable y responsable por lo sucedido. Otra vez había tomado la decisión errónea y quizá muriese alguien a quien amaba. Tensó la mandíbula, enfadado y frustrado por equivocarse siempre. Por no ser capaz de hacer las cosas bien. Y, por primera vez en muchos meses, volvió a preguntarse qué sentido tenía vivir si solo experimentaba dolor, si solo existía para ver sufrir a la gente importante para él.
Este fanfic, mayormente narrado desde el punto de vista de Ghost, está centrado en cómo va aceptando, poco a poco, que puede tener cosas bonitas en la vida, ser amado y que no todo lo bueno de su vida se le arrancará de las manos. Que no todo es sufrir.
Makarov no es el villano principal ;)
¡Espero que os guste!
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I Was Lost Without You by Ladnir
Fandoms: Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age (Video Games)
09 Aug 2025
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Situado tiempo después de los hechos de Refugio, la Inquisición necesita reclutar a alguien que sepa cazar dragones, alguien que pueda dar apoyo a la Inquisidora cuando se enfrente a Corifeus y se encargue de su dragón. Y ésta es la razón por la cual Theriel, una apóstata elfa nómada, es requerida por la Inquisición. Porque alguien les ha dicho que es una de las mejores cazadoras de dragones de Thedas.
Una vez en Feudo Celestial, Theriel deberá lidiar con la resignación de permanecer en un mismo sitio durante largos periodos de tiempo, los sentimientos encontrados entre el ayudar en lo que pueda y en sentir que eso no es su función, el enamorarse de alguien a quien hará daño y el tener que enfrentarse a un pasado que lleva demasiado tiempo acechándola.
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dumbassery, denial, doing (the three d's to the destination) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
16 Apr 2021
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Freedom is just one adjustment after the next.
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Cas hums again. "I think you already have. It's been months since everything settled. All that's left to do is...get used to it, and perhaps—" His voice stalls out, uncharacteristically, and his gaze roams Dean's face with intensity. When he speaks next, his tone is a little raw. "Perhaps what one does with peace is...whatever they want."
"What if I don't even know what that is?" Dean grumbles, arching an eyebrow in challenge. "'Cause I know damn well you don't just mean good food and a good bed and time in Baby, not simple wants like that. You mean—ya know, the big things, the wants we didn't get to have before."
"Yes," Cas agrees. "If you're not sure, figure it out."
"Easier said than done."
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21 Jan 2026
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“We did good, Dean,” Sam says. “We got him back.”
Dean huffs a hollow laugh, because yeah, that’s always what it’s about, isn’t it? Cas or Sam or Dean getting themselves lost or dead, and then taking turns dragging each other back from the brink. He shrugs, shoving his hands into his pockets.
“We got him back, yeah,” he says. Sam nods, watching him. “So now what?”
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21 Jan 2026
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gorging myself on you, still can't get full (insatiable) by sobsicles
Fandoms: Supernatural
26 Jun 2021
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"Fine, whatever. Love you too, asshole. I hope you enjoy your walk home with your stupid, grainy bread. Taking Nature's Own a little too much to heart, but sure," Dean tells him, flashing him a sarcastic smile and swiveling around in the aisle to march away. He throws out something over his shoulder, careless and barbed. "I'm not paying for that shitty cardboard."
Dean's three aisles over when he realizes what, precisely, he said. Thankfully, when he comes to this conclusion, he's holding a box of poptarts, so when he fumbles and drops them to the floor, it's not a huge mess. He stares down at the slightly dented box of Brown Sugar Poptarts, and he has a very swift and very unshakeable crisis right there and then.
Love you too, asshole.
No, no, no. Why would he say that? Why would he do that? In the middle of the goddamn grocery store while arguing about bread? That's not—that can't be how it happens. That can't be.
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21 Jan 2026
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Dean doesn’t know what to do. Dean wants to say stay with me, stay with me and never leave. Dean wants to apologize. Dean wants to set his mouth at the hollow of Cas’s throat as gently as he’s ever done anything, feel the beat of Cas’s heart beneath his lips. Dean is so lonely, and he’s missed him so much.
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A year and a half after Cas is saved from the Empty, Dean is living out his days alone on a piece of farmland in rural Kansas. One day, Cas shows up on his porch.
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14 Jan 2026
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It was a dream, John flying out to London to meet with the team, Price explaining that he would get his in-house editors working on the project, that revisions and such usually took a few months. But everything was handled for him, the cover artist, the designs for the physical book itself, social media promotions. Everything.
And John didn’t even have words for how excited he was.
He glances at the name of the editor one more time, brows furrowed as he tries to remember who the fuck Ghost is. He met a ton of people at the office the other day, John Price welcoming him with open arms before introducing him to his team, a small group, and yet John knows he would remember the name of this person.
Seeing as it really wasn’t a name at all.
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04 Dec 2025