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    It’s there, as much as it isn't. But that’s just Dean and Cas. They are complicated and messy and always so close, yet they never have enough to get all the way. How they share a bond so strong, while being so devastatingly separated by so much, Sam will never know.

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    “I must press upon you the importance of this opportunity, Castiel,” Mick says, still watching Cas intently. “And quite frankly, I'm looking forward to working closely with you.”

    Sam's eyes widen, and he twists around on mere reflex alone, grabbing Dean before he can launch himself at Mick. Dean slams into him, but he's too angry to be thinking clearly, so Sam manages to wrestle the gun from Dean's hands before he can do something he'd regret later. Now is not the time for caveman tendencies, nor is it the place to stake his claim. Dean lets out a real, genuine growl, face pinched in fury.

    God, Sam can't wait to tease him about this later.

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    26 Jan 2024

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    dean used to turn tricks. over a decade later, he met cas.

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    21 Jan 2024

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    The reader realizes that she may have made the wrong choice when the sickness she has been hiding gets worse. Both Sam and Dean seem to think something is up. What do you do when you make a life changing decision only to have everything turn upside down?

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    20 Jan 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    At the end of season 2 episode 2, Dean beats up the impala. This is the monologue I wish had preceded that. And you know what, it was kinda therapeutic to write. Please don't judge my messed-up brain.

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    16 Jan 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    Dean has screwed up over and over and over again. Maybe this time he will get it right.

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    08 May 2022

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    John is back, and Dean is angry. My take on the 300th episode. Mind the tags.

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    29 Apr 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 4

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    Sound doesn’t travel in hell. Nothing but fire and chains, nothing but smoke and sulfur. Nothing for sound to bounce off of, to travel somewhere someone would hear and save him. Somewhere Sam would hear and save him. But Sam can’t hear him, nor save him, not even when Dean is back on earth.

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    25 Apr 2022

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    23 Apr 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 26

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    The old man, kindly and gently and without an ounce of malice in his eyes, picks up a scalpel from the tray and hovers the tip over the base of Dean’s pinkie. “I don’t think this bone is gonna heal right, son."

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    After a foolish solo hunt Dean learns that the only thing worse than someone trying to hurt him is someone trying to help him.

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    23 Apr 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    Deanmon and the blood-cure process

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    22 Apr 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 17

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    April 1996. Dean is 17 and Sam is 12. John’s away on a hunt and the boys have run out of money, and Dean goes to the streets to earn the money that will pay for their food.

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    19 Apr 2022

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    18 Apr 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 6

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    So remember, every picture tells a story, don't it?

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    18 Apr 2022

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    In the aftermath of a hunt gone wrong, Dean, Sam and Cas are trapped within Dean's own memories. With the only way out hidden somewhere between the layers of Dean's past, and with both the spell and Dean trying their hardest to keep them out, it's up to Sam and Cas to lead the way - without getting distracted by any secrets they discover, of course. Secrets that threaten to overwhelm and entrap them.
    Essentially, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind meets inside out meets supernatural, hope you enjoy it.

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    17 Apr 2022

  15. Public Bookmark 63

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    "The only measure of your worth and your deeds will be the love you leave behind when you're gone." -- Singer Songwriter, Fred Small

    All Dean's life he just wanted to do the right thing, to make his dad proud, to keep his little brother safe, to save the world. But no matter how hard he tried, Dean always seems to screw up. Well, at least Dean can take his punishment like a Winchester. That's all he's good for after all.

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    10 Apr 2022

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    09 Apr 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 8

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    VERY DARK/EXPLICIT NON CON AND HELL THEMED TORTURE...AKA NO RULES HERE...HORROR THEMES

     

    Rating: NC-17
    Words: ~2600
    Pairing: Alastair/Dean, Dean/Demon
    Warnings: Dark!fic, explicit non-con, Hell!fic, torture, Hurt!Dean, language
    Summary: Hell will break him. The demons will win. He will kneel in submission at Alistair's feet. But until that day comes, Alistair will savor every moment he has with the great Dean Winchester.
    Disclaimer: I own nothing but my twisted imagination...
    It's dark and bloody so heed the warning! Also unbeta'd so errors of all varieties are solely mine! Comments are loved! Enjoy!

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    06 Apr 2022

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    “Dad, I can’t believe it!” Sam said as he grabbed John in a hug. John hugged him back but over Sam’s shoulder was watching with narrowed eyes as Dean faltered in his shock and wobbled but found himself caught by Cas who wrapped an arm around Dean’s waist from behind to steady him and give him comfort.

    Sam pulled away and Dean stepped forward unsure what to do. Did he hug his dad? Play it cool?

    Run for his life?

    John comes back to life just as Dean and Cas admit their feelings and agree to try a relationship. Forces try to drive them apart as new and old enemies come after Dean. Will Dean finally be able to stand up to his father and stop the abuse? Will he and Cas be able to salvage their relationship with others trying to tear them apart?

    Timeline for this is a sort of mashup between season 8 and season 9 (purgatory, Abaddon, MOC). The angels did not fall, the trials and Gadreel never happened but Crowley and Abaddon are still in competition for hell.

    Tags and characters to be added. Like most of my stories, this is a dark fic with a very dark John and Dean suffers. Underage is for references to past abuse.

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    04 Apr 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    Dean stumbles upon a demon fight and is kidnapped by a new enemy wearing a familiar face. Dean has to struggle to survive and find a way to escape the extremely powerful sadistic demon.

    AU Crowley slips through the rift into a shiny new world and decides to stay, his very existence a secret. First order of business is to punish the human responsible for daring to corrupt this world's version of himself. Fascinated by Dean's beauty, bravery and defiance, he becomes just as obsessed as his counterpart and vows to break the human and keep him by his side forever.

    This is a very dark fic. Dean goes through a lot of abuse both sexual and physical. Some character tags and additional tags will be added as story unfolds because I don't want to give away parts of the story too soon. Please do not read if you are easily triggered because Dean really suffers in this story.

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    02 Apr 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 26

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    This is part two of Through Mist and Madness Series.

    Dean is six months into his deal with Crowley while old enemies plot against him. Once again faced with betrayal and tormented by a mysterious being, Dean tries to find his way back to his brother and angel, but a deep dark secret threatens to break them apart again. Sorry, I still suck at summaries. Long fic but not as long as the first one.

    Note: You don't necessarily have to read the first one although there will be references to it so it might possibly be confusing. I will put summaries on chapters that mention the first story.

    Underage tag is in references to past abuse only.

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    Comments:
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    01 Apr 2022

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