8 Bookmarks by Lepakki

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  1. Public Bookmark 7

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    If someone had made him, why would he be made like this?

    Locked in a strange room with a note from KAJ inviting them to perform at their concert, Vörjeans piece together that they're not actually real and Tommy encounters his worst foe yet: existential fear.

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    06 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    The day was finally here, the day Tommy pulled his head out of his ass and realised he was in love with Määnin. He had confessed backstage in the bar they were playing in, stuttering out the words, so obviously nervous that Määnin almost felt bad for him. As soon as he’d gotten the words out, Määnin wasted no time in grabbing him and pushing him up against the nearest wall, kissing him until they both ran out of air.

    Things had progressed quickly after that, and they’d somehow ended up in the back of Mrs Börns, Tommy on top of him, starting things off by kissing every available piece of skin. For a man who had been deeply in denial about the mere possibility he might be gay up until just a couple of minutes ago, he really was going for it now. He was currently licking Määnin's jaw. Not biting, not kissing, just licking. It felt kind of weird, and it sort of tickled, but he guessed he appreciated the enthusiasm. 

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    16 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 1

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    Määnin’s method of relaxing after shows is getting high, and Tommy’s seems to be… being close to him while he does it. He can tell something is up with the way Tommy’s looking at him and he knows he should be putting a stop to it, but Määnin just can’t.

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    12 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    "Toms, won't you look at me?"
    "No,"
    he mumbled under his breath, pretending to be angrier than he was. A brief silence fell over them, until Määnin broke it.
    "Why don't you come back with me instead of leaving on your own? Freppa can drop us off later."
    "Us?"
    "Yes. Us."
    They finally looked at each other in the eyes. Tommy's anger started to melt away as seconds passed by. They didn't even make it halfway back to the garage before they kissed.

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    10 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 1

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    Takes place June-October 2009 when the boys form the band. In the Finnish school system, you must apply to either an academic or vocational school after 9th grade. If you however don’t get a spot you are required to go on to what at the time was called 10th. A young Määnin has an identity crisis where he feels stuck as everyone else moves on.

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    10 Oct 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    Freppa has been watching far too many films with his mum and has had a bright idea on how he can help Tommy and Määnin finally get into a relationship. He just has to fake date Määnin until Tommy realises what a good boyfriend Määnin can be. His two favourite people deserve to be happy together and Freppa is willing to do anything to make them happy. It always works out perfectly in the films, why wouldn't it work the same in real life?

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    Comments:
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    02 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 6

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    You're a therapist with a new client: Määnin Mannerheim, bassist for the rockabilly band Vörjeans. He's traded his bottle for a Bible, and you've been tasked to help him navigate the treacherous waters of sobriety and newfound faith.

    The job is to remain a detached professional, but getting pulled into the world of Vörjeans is inevitable.

    Your biggest complication, however, is Freppa. He makes the carefully constructed lines of your professional ethics begin to blur into something much more sweeter than a carton of Trip Juice.

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    Chapters:
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    02 Oct 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 8

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    Määnin and Tommy have always been inseparable, first as best friends, then as bandmates, but love exploded in between the two, longing that ached deep beneath the surface. Määnin drowned his feelings in liquor and hookups, convinced Tommy could never want him back. Tommy spent nights working through the dawning realisation that he was in love with his straight best friend.

    But one impulsive confession changes everything, and suddenly their friendship ignites into something far deeper. In Vörå, love like theirs is risky, and their relationship is kept confined to closed doors.

    Tommy dreams of a future without shame and without hiding, and Määnin wishes he could be the type to be out and proud...but too much is holding him back.

    Tommy will be patient for him, but Määnin has to conquer the small challenges first, push past the fear of what could happen and look towards the potential light.

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    Comments:
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    23 Jul 2025

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