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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    Azriel has never been good with words. He sets out to show his care and affection in the only ways he knows. Gwyn and Azriel's love language is Acts of Service.

     

    Inspired by the beautiful work of @headcanonheadcase and the headcanon by @yazthebookish.

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    04 Jul 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 75

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    Gwyn is haunted by her past, but determined to write her own future. After a setback, she designs an experiment for overcoming her flashbacks and tolerating a male's touch. Will Azriel help her recover from her attack? Can they heal some of his old wounds along the way? This starts as a friendship, but what will they be to one another when the broken pieces finally mend?

    WARNING: PTSD flashbacks, Panic Attacks, and Fear of Home Invasion. No explicit description of abuse, very little romantic angst or political plots/battles, but lots of pyschology/therapy and SMUT. Please adhere to rating. Adults only please.

    Fics in this series can be read as stand-alone canon-compliant fics, they all track the same plot and dialogue is consistent throughout. Scenes are told from a different POV in each part, On My Radar (POV Az) and The Fox and Alice (POV Elain and Lucien) and will offer new plot elements and context for every scene.

    If you've read this fic before, I'm slowing going back through and fixing some wording and formatting issues, but the plot remains the same. Chapter One has been updated to include art commissioned for this fic from @artofseda on Instagram.

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    27 Jun 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    Group therapy leads to a future that Gwyneth Berdara couldn't have ever imagined.

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    27 Jun 2022

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    When she meets his eye, it’s like those times when they glance at each other during training, when they’re in perfect agreement for an extended, shining moment.

    Azriel extends his hand, his Siphon gleaming cobalt and his fingers bare even in this cold, the scars an intricate mark of whatever he himself has survived.

    “Welcome to the mission, Gwyn,” he says, and Gwyn wants to savor it, the feeling of his hand wrapped around hers, his long fingers brushing her wrist. The approval she sees in those lovely eyes. She could swear she sees one of his shadows make its way up her arm.

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    While Azriel and Gwyn work to free Koschei’s captives, attraction turns into something more.

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    26 Jun 2022

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    [Spoilers for Book 4/Chapter 190]

    Twenty years ago, Xie Lian slept with his his beloved for the first time. Today, he makes a rare request.

    With the memory of their first time echoing around them, Xie Lian and Hua Cheng make a kinder memory together on a temple altar. Or, at least, that's the plan...

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    04 May 2022

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