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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are built to be rivals; discipline versus chaos, restraint versus impact. When Shane’s private battle with leukemia collides with Ilya’s refusal to walk away, rivalry turns into something far more dangerous: love without conditions.

    Set in the world of professional hockey, this story follows illness, marriage, career-defining choices, and the quiet work of choosing each other every day. A romance about survival, devotion, and building a future that isn’t careful, but is real.

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    30 May 2026

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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    17 May 2026

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    Hayden invites Shane on holiday, determined to use the winter break to convince his best friend that he can do better than Ilya Rozanov, asshole extraordinaire. But he certainly didn't count on his boyfriend coming along for the trip.

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    08 May 2026

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    When Christopher calls his grandparents after seeing his father with a copy of his mother, he was hoping for a few weeks of peace in El Paso. What he didn't expect was for his grandparents to sue his father for custody. When his father clearly doesn't want him and doesn't show up in court, Chris does the only thing he can. He calls his Buck. Buck has never let him down before.

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    In short, like one phone call brings chaos, unnamed feelings and old trauma to the life of the Buckey-Diaz family.

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    04 May 2026

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    "Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"

    Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.

    "Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"

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    or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.

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    15 Apr 2026