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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Ilya shrugs, avoiding David’s eyes. Instead, he gazes down at the jigsaw puzzle laid out on the table. “You do this to relax?” 

    “Yes, sometimes. It makes me tired,” David says. “Want to help?” 

    David Hollander gets to know his son's boyfriend.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Before a game against Chicago, Ilya receives a text from Shane that he never thought he'd receive. As he rushes to be by Shane's side, Ilya gets in contact with Hayden and Shane's mom to hopefully make it in time to save Shane from himself. When they'd been outed months before, Ilya hadn't worried because Shane had told him he was fine. Now he's questioning everything to figure out what he missed.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    A study into Shane Hollander’s Asian identity as told through vignettes of the Hollander-Rozanov household.

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    Shane turns to Ilya and his face is doing many complicated things, but the most prominent emotions are pride, fondness, and a little bit of sadness. “You are so very brave, my little sheep.” He kisses Shane’s temple, and Shane relaxes for the first time tonight.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “Tell me, lyubimyy,” Ilya pushes, his hand crawling around to cradle the side of Shane’s face. His palm is brazen against Shane’s skin. He’s defeated against Ilya’s efforts; his sway and his strength against Shane.

    Shane nudges into that hand, his nose running against the inside of Ilya’s wrist. Wafts of Ilya’s blood fill his nose, sweet with a biting edge. He pulls himself back mentally and berates that ache stinging his gums.

    His eyes are shut as he says, “Just reading and thinking.”

    Ilya glances at the book at the foot of the bed, “Naturally,” he chides, softness lacing around his tone.

    Naturally, right.

    Nothing he does is natural. It was never natural the moment he became what he was. Everything about him is questionable— uncanny.

    or, spending time with Shane at the cottage means many things, one of those being a secret that Ilya is determined to figure out.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    "Shane convinced himself that if he was kind, and himself, everything would go fine with his roommate.

    Shane was very wrong.

    Ilya Rozanov stormed in ten minutes later and stared at Shane for a good thirty seconds without saying a word. His face showed disgust.

    And to Shane’s discomfort, beauty."

    OR: Shane and Ilya are college roomates and play for the same team. What could go wrong...or right?

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    Chapters:
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    18 Mar 2026

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    paramedics!hollanov verse. (it’s mostly porn)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Rozanov rolled his eyes. “Yes, because it is so silly to want to know where you are going. I know you looked up every last detail, you are not high and mighty.”

    Hayden found himself chuckling. “Yeah, Shane, you're not all high and mighty. I bet you managed to find the blueprints of the rental, just to make sure it was to your standards.”

    “What the fuck is this? You two are teaming up on me now?” Shane tried to sound offended, but his delight pushed right through.

    “Ah, is only because we know you are full of shit.” Rozanov nodded, very sure of himself as per usual.

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    the pikes join ilya and shane on vacation to the bahamas, and everything that happens is actually way easier than any of them expected. hayden gets hit on, jackie appreciates some quality relaxation, and hollanov go on like they always do.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    In which Shane Hollander's pubic hair goes viral, the internet colour-matches it to Pantone 15-1214 (Warm Sand), and Ilya Rozanov - creates accounts on Reddit, TikTok, Instagram, Tumblr, AND YouTube to anonymously defend his not-boyfriend's crotch using genetics Wikipedia and advanced hockey analytics.

    Features: a one-star Calvin Klein review ("very poor elastic, ruined my life"), Svetlana and Rose who have never once been wrong, and the most romantic use of the word "melanocytes" in the history of the English language according to Ilya Rozanov.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “Is my favourite thing.” Ilya murmurs.

    The rain has started to slow down a little. Barely any lightning strikes anymore. Soon, the sky will clear.

    “What is?” Shane asks.

    Ilya brings their joined hands up to his face and presses a small, tired smile to the back of Shane’s hand. “You and me.”

    (or: they’re best friends who go on a roadtrip together.)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    “What are you doing here?” Shane asks Ilya.

    “Svetlana set me up on a blind date,” he responds, doesn’t bother lying. Curious to see what his reaction will be. “What are you doing here?” He throws back.

    Shane’s eyebrows do something complicated. They’re interrupted by a knock on the door.

    “Babe? You okay in there? You’ve been in there for a while,” a voice comes through.

    “I’ll be right out, just washing my hands,” Shane responds stiffly. They hear footsteps walk away from the bathroom.

    “Babe?” Ilya repeats. Watches as Shane’s cheeks turn pink again.

    “That’s Jackson,” Shane states. “My boyfriend. It’s our one year anniversary.”

    “Ah.” Is all Ilya can say. Tries to smile, “Congratulations.”

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    11 Mar 2026

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    What if, instead of pining for each other for eight years, our boys got married after their rookie season? Ilya doesn't want to go home and Shane is so nice, he offers up his hand in marriage. Read to find out how these two keep things a secret for the first six years of their uniquely secretive marriage.

    Or, Ilya and Shane get married right at the start. Cuteness and drama ensues.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.

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    A tiny bit AU where Tuna Melt Day doesn't end in a disaster and things go a little differently from there.

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    “I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”

    “Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”

    “Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”

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    Chapters:
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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are both single dads trying to figure out life, work, and parenting without losing their minds or their kids. Shane’s raising his energetic son Kai, who’s basically a little whirlwind on the ice and at home, while Ilya’s daughter Anastasiya (Ana) is smart, sassy, and has him wrapped around her finger. They meet because their kids are involved in hockey and quickly start running into each other at practices, games, and playdates. Through shared chaos, ice rinks full of screaming kids, they start to rely on each other. Casual hangouts become coffee breaks, practice pickups become dinners, and slowly, what starts as friendship begins to feel a lot like something more.

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    Chapters:
    15/15
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    10 Mar 2026

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    “What the fuck?!” Shane whispered to him. This isn’t funny. Fuck off.

    Rozanov picked up Shane’s phone. He handed it to him wordlessly and then steadied his hands on the table. He was breathing a little hard, and he still looked panicked.

    Shane glanced down at his phone. The university alert was his first notification.

    “!Alert Michigan!
    Emergency: Armed, dangerous person on or near campus. Go inside now; avoid windows. alertmichigan.mich.edu”

    And then everything went black.

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    Or: AU where Shane and Ilya are both student hockey players at the University of Michigan. They've been ignoring each other since last season until they have to shelter-in-place together during a school shooting.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Shane.. what happened?”

    “I think I am the pervert,” He says softly to himself

    “Hmm?”

    “Rose, I am gonna sound like a creep but I can see inside other people’s apartments as well!” He explains in a hushed whisper

    “Ooo! People watching! What happened? Was someone dancing in their living room? Was it a couple making out? Did someone spill their dinner all over themselves?”

    “Rose. I think my neighbor is a greek god.”

    She laughs, “Oh really? He is that hot?”

    “I feel like a pervert, I need to get some fucking blinds.” He rushes out.

    “What did you see? Was he working out shirtless? Did he have someone over?” She asks gleefully

    “He has the best ass I have ever seen.” Shane gasps out

    “Was he wearing booty shorts?”

    “Rose, he got changed on his way to the bedroom. I saw his entire ass. I am a creep, oh god.”

    “Honey, you are fine. He has to know people can see in the windows if they are not covered. Enjoy the view baby.”

    He groans, “I am ordering blinds right now,”

    “I am sure you are.” She teases.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Ilya?” Shane gasps at the barely standing figure at his doorstep.

    “Sorry.” Ilya hiccups. “Did not know where else to go.” That’s the last thing he says before he collapses into Shane’s arms.

    Or the Fighter Ilya x Nurse Shane AU nobody asked for.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is cold, ruthless criminal who rules the Ottawa's underworld ever since he moved there. Life of luxury and respect from others is all he is used to. Shane Hollander, however, is not, and when Shane catches Ilya's attention, Ilya's calculated obsession begins, drawing Shane into the world of danger, power, and psychological tension that he can't escape.

    "There are only two ways out of this. With me. Or in a body bag. Your choice."

     

    **** please read the tags carefully!!!! i am not joking about them if any of these are not your cup of tea, please skip!!*******

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “Are–” Hollander started before gulping. “Are you sure Hunter is heading out?”

    “Yes,” Ilya answered. “He will not know you are here getting fucked by Ilya Rozanov.”

    Hollander rolled his eyes, but he surprised Ilya by not snarking back. Instead, Hollander pressed his hand to the back of Ilya’s head and smashed their lips together.

    This kiss had more heat than any other one they’d shared before. Ilya’s tongue licked into Hollander’s mouth, and Hollander sighed. Ilya could spend all night kissing him, but he also really wanted to fuck him.
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    or: 5 intimate scenes from the series reimagined + 1 new scene not shown in the books

    1. What if they didn’t have to worry about Scott Hunter during the 2011 ASG?
    2. What if Ilya did kiss Shane in Vegas after the NHL Awards?
    3. What if Ilya didn't let Shane leave during the Tuna Meltdown?
    4. What if Shane and Ilya's first time post "I love you's" was also the first time bare?

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    Chapters:
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    10 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya haven’t spoken to each other since they broke up over a misunderstanding at the 2017 All-Stars game. Ilya was traded from Boston to LA and they both tried to move on. But, in December of 2019, when Ilya ends up on injury reserve, he decides to make an unannounced trip to Montreal. He could have never foreseen the global pandemic just around the corner of that decision, and as the world crumbles around them, they find themselves isolated at the cottage for the longest offseason of their lives.

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    Chapters:
    64/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    1,081
    Bookmarks:
    643
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    60,992

    09 Mar 2026

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