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    His skates felt heavier than normal, the gear he’s grown accustomed to felt foreign and out of place, and his stick felt too heavy in his hands. His mind couldn’t focus on where the puck was nor was he in the mood for the Red Jackets’ chirps. In all honesty, Shane wanted more than anything at this moment to go home, shower, and go to bed.

    That’s why he knew something was wrong.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    The problem was, Ilya couldn’t quite explain it himself. After a few minutes of ruminating, he finally settles on:

    Why do I want to eat my husband?

    Top result: Wife found guilty of cannibalising her husband, remains found in basement

    Ilya frowns down at his screen. Well that wasn’t it. He huffs quietly in frustration, before backspacing and trying again.

    Wanting to squish and bite my husband

    The search lags, and Ilya taps the tips of his thumbs impatiently against the screen, chewing on his bottom lip. Finally the page refreshes.

    Top result: Why boundaries in relationships are important

    Ilya rolls his eyes, on the verge of giving up.

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    Ilya has a severe case of cuteness aggression when it comes to his heavily pregnant husband, and he doesn’t quite know what to do about it.

    (+ now with bonus scenes of Shane and Ilya being dads!)

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    04 Apr 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    30 Mar 2026

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    “What is this?”

    “Oh, just competition."

    “For what?”

    “Goals.”

    “What goals? Shane’s retired.”

    “There are other ways to score.”

    “Please don’t tell me this is a sex thing—”

    “Booo, Pike, get your head out of gutter. This why you have million kids. Sex on brain 24/7.”

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane looked down at Anya. She was very still. Very calm. Just resting her head there. Like she belonged there. Like she was guarding something.
    Something important. A tiny, fragile realization settled into Shane's mind. "She knows," he murmured.

    Ilya frowned. "What?"

    Shane swallowed. "I think she knows."

    Ilya stepped closer, confusion giving way to curiosity. "Knows what?"

    Shane hesitated before placing one hand lightly over the spot where Anya's head rested. Over his stomach. Over the place where— Something. Someone. Was beginning. His voice softened.

    "I think she can tell there's a baby."

     

    Or Anya is Shane’s Rock throughout his pregnancy and absolutely adores their baby once she arrives.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    A glimpse into Shane and Ilya’s life as dads to three kids: Nikolai (Niko), Maxim (Max), and Mila. This will be a series of oneshots exploring different moments in their parenting journey. All fics can be read as a standalone!

    p.s. title is in reference to the song Our House by Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young 🩵

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    16 Mar 2026

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    "I made a decision," he said quietly. "A really important one."

    Yuna raised an eyebrow but didn't interrupt.
    Shane swallowed hard. "I erm- I think I'm going to carry a baby."

    For a moment, the words seemed to hang in the air between them.

    Yuna blinked once in surprise.

    Not because the idea of a baby shocked her. She knew how badly Shane and Ilya wanted a family of their own.

    No.

    The surprise came from the fact that the words had come from Shane himself. For years, the thought of pregnancy alone had terrified him.

    "You're serious?" she asked softly.

    Shane nodded slowly. "Y- Yeah I am."
    He looked down at his hands again, fingers twisting together. "I know it's... a lot. And I know how I used to react whenever it came up." He let out a humorless laugh. "I practically had a panic attack the first time Ilya mentioned it, but-"

    Yuna reached across the table and placed her hand over his. "That was before," she said.

    Shane's jaw tightened.

    Before.

    Or Shane Carries his and Ilya’s rainbow baby a year after Ilya has a stillbirth with their son.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane had memorized every version of Ilya’s face over the years.

    He remembered the way his face broke open when he saw him on TV winning his first Stanley Cup. He remembered the way he turned away and face contorted as he tried not to cry in front of Shane for the first time at that All Stars weekend all these years ago now. He remembered the soft vulnerability in Ilya’s eyes the first time they’d managed to choke out I love you.

    But seeing Ilya hold their son for the first time was a look Shane didn't have a name for yet.

    Or,

    Shane and Ilya are about to become dads for the first time. They navigate the pregnancy, Ilya’s final season, and Shane’s first away game after their son is born.

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    15 Mar 2026

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    The sound of Ilya's whispered curse and the sight of a broken condom isn't exactly the end to a perfect night Shane has been daydreaming about for months, but it could be worse. Right?

    The four positive pregnancy tests Shane later stares at tell a different story.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    just a series of hollanov as girldads going through parenthood together from moments in shane's pregnancy to little moments in their journey of parenting their kiddos 🩷 random moments will be added, most fics can be read as a standalone
    hope you enjoy!

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Ilya looks over from the sofa as Jackie heads into the living room, perking up in interest. “You are calling Pike? Was good play today. You remembered how to score! Well done.”

    Hayden groans. "Rozanov? Dude, what are you doing in my fucking house?

    "It is girls' night," Ilya informs him primly. "I am one of girls."

    Or: Game day at the Pike house.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s spent his whole life hiding. Now he wants to go to Pride — their first as a married couple, in their new city, with their new team.

    Shane’s spent his whole career being careful, being quiet, being private about everything that matters.

    But maybe it’s time to stop being so fucking careful.

    (or the one where Ilya buys too many flags, the team shows up in matching shirts, and Shane learns what it feels like to be proud.)

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “I don’t hate him!” Hayden says, which is only true because hate doesn’t quite capture it. No, he despises Rozanov. In his defense, everyone with a pulse and without the last name Hollander does.

    Or: 5 times Hayden doesn’t get Shane and Ilya’s relationship, +1 time he does.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”

    “It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”

    “Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."

    Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.

    Read in Russian here!

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    22 Jan 2026

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    A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Shane made a decision a long time ago: he wants hockey, needs it, and he wants it for as long as he can get it. He's going to play till he can’t anymore, and he’s going to do all the right things so no one can ever argue otherwise.

    But also: he knows his body well, and he’s worried about an emerging pattern.

     

    Or: the Shane abortion fic

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    02 Jan 2026

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    “It’s not something we’ve discussed too much,” Shane admits reluctantly. “I mean, I think we talked about it once or twice, after being around Hayden’s kids. But…I was afraid…I don’t know if you want…” His sentence falters and he presses a hand to his stomach, inhaling slowly like he’s trying to soothe more nausea.

    It takes Ilya’s brain a few moments to process, to catch up, to piece together this half-filled puzzle Shane’s laying out for him.

    “We talked about having babies,” Ilya supplies, arching an eyebrow, “are you trying to say we are…having a baby?”

    Shane sucks in another slow, controlled breath. “Um, yeah. That’s what I’m trying to say.”

    “You are pregnant?”

    Wincing, the shorter man nods. “Mhm.”

     

    -or, vignettes of shane's unexpected pregnancy-

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    02 Jan 2026

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    Fuck,” Rozanov swore, quietly. He sounded like he’d just been slammed against the boards — wounded and winded in a way Shane thought, privately, he had no right to feel. “What are you going to do?

    “Well I can’t fucking keep it,” Shane said, voice shrill. “What the fuck am I going to tell my team? Oh, sorry guys, I have to bow out of this season halfway. Oh, you know, nothing super serious, it’s just that Rozanov — yeah, you know that guy, captain of our franchise fucking rivals? — he fucking knocked me up!

    Two babies Shane and Ilya never have, and the daughter they do.

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    30 Dec 2025

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    “I always want to be fucking you,” Ilya continued as he pressed a finger deep into Shane. “It has taken over my brain. My life. When I am not with you, I am thinking of you.” He added another finger easily, pushing deep. “If I could have my way, you would never wear clothes again. You would simply recline on a throne of furs and softness, where I would fuck you at your leisure.”

    Or: Pregnant omega Shane is feeling insecure about his expanding body. Ilya will make him feel better.

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    18 Dec 2025

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    Who needs a nice guy in Montreal, anyway?

    (or; 5 people who were pleasantly surprised by ilya rozanov)

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    18 Dec 2025

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