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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    “And what are you wearing?” Shane asked.

    Ilya gave a sly smile. “This,” he said, holding up a Boston Fleet jersey with Casanova printed on the back and The C on the front.

    “Boston and Montreal captain’s uniforms?” Shane groaned.

    “Brings me back, we can even sneak up to a hotel room after, very hot.” Ilya teased quietly, but for Shane’s benefit he was mindful to keep it mostly work appropriate in front of the rest of the team.

    Shane looked around, nervously and then gave a whine, “Not here.”

    “Well, not right here,” Ilya raised his eyebrows and then whispered “I think you might like that though.” which immediately elicited a blush across Shane’s cheeks. “And I might like it if you were still wearing the jersey.”

    Or when the Centaurs get a bit cocky on ice, Ilya decides that they need a field trip to see what real hocky looks like. The Centaurs got to a PWHL game.

    Or The Centaurs go to a PWHL game.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya: Okay. This one is actually easy. Do you think I am the hottest man in the NHL?

    Shane: Yes.

    Ilya: What about hottest man alive?

    Shane: Hmm (he genuinely pauses to think about it)…..No.

    Ilya: NO? That is lie!

    Carol: It is a lie.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    07 Feb 2026