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    After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.

    Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.

    When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.

    Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.

    Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.

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    Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    “And what are you wearing?” Shane asked.

    Ilya gave a sly smile. “This,” he said, holding up a Boston Fleet jersey with Casanova printed on the back and The C on the front.

    “Boston and Montreal captain’s uniforms?” Shane groaned.

    “Brings me back, we can even sneak up to a hotel room after, very hot.” Ilya teased quietly, but for Shane’s benefit he was mindful to keep it mostly work appropriate in front of the rest of the team.

    Shane looked around, nervously and then gave a whine, “Not here.”

    “Well, not right here,” Ilya raised his eyebrows and then whispered “I think you might like that though.” which immediately elicited a blush across Shane’s cheeks. “And I might like it if you were still wearing the jersey.”

    Or when the Centaurs get a bit cocky on ice, Ilya decides that they need a field trip to see what real hocky looks like. The Centaurs got to a PWHL game.

    Or The Centaurs go to a PWHL game.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Five years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov quietly went their separate ways. They handled their heartbreak differently. Shane cut off his family and friends and focused only on hockey, not that it helped, his game has totally fallen apart. Ilya had the support of the Centaurs, even if they didn't know why they were supporting him.

    But when Ilya announces his retirement at the end of the next season, it shakes Shane back to reality. He has one season left to play against the man he still loves; and then, would he ever see him again? As Shane starts to piece his life back together, the biggest missing piece is still Ilya.

    Ilya had planned to just enjoy the last season he'd play of professional hockey and obviously try to win another cup. But when Shane reaches back out, he has much more to consider. He never expected to talk to Shane again, but he can't deny that it's everything he's wanted in the last five years.

    Can they salvage what they had? Should they even try? How can Shane and Ilya be a part of each other's lives again?

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya: Okay. This one is actually easy. Do you think I am the hottest man in the NHL?

    Shane: Yes.

    Ilya: What about hottest man alive?

    Shane: Hmm (he genuinely pauses to think about it)…..No.

    Ilya: NO? That is lie!

    Carol: It is a lie.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.

    So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.

    Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.

    As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.

    A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    30 Jan 2026

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Right after that fateful day at the cottage, Shane starts practicing how to say I love you in Russian.

    It happens to jog a memory.

    Of the last time Ilya had truly spoken to him in Russian.

    “Did you…did you tell me you loved me that night?”

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    29 Jul 2025

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    Bradley is the star shortstop for the St. Louis Cardinals. The announcers adore him, his teammates love him, and the fans, mostly female, relish that at 29 he’s still single. Right before the start of the season he meets Jake Seresin, the new in-game host and social media admin. Jake has a smile that lights up the sun, an ass that Bradley could stare at for hours, and abs that go for days. Most important? He does not seem to give a shit about the fact that Bradley’s one of the best shortstops in the game.

    Jake Seresin did not expect to end up in fucking Missouri of all places, but after 4 years in the Navy to pay for a Public Relations and Communications degree? He’s gonna fucking use it. So Imagine his surprise when a moustached hunk runs into him in the tunnels of Busch Stadium. Literally. Jake won’t lie he’d climb the man in front of him like a tree, and might actually if he lets him. The only problem? He doesn’t even know what a shortstop does?

    When Bradley finds out Jake doesn’t know the difference between a foul post and a goal post he makes it his mission to make Jake fall in love with the sport that changed his life. He never imagined he’d get Jake falling for him instead. He wasn’t going to complain.

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    10 Jul 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 70

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    what if phoenix and hangman were married before the events of top gun maverick?
    they have to keep their relationship a secret under facades of hate and witty comments.
    title from taylor swift's dress: our secret moments, in a crowded room, they got no idea about me and you.

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    08 Nov 2022

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    Bradley Bradshaw is happy working as his godfather Pete Mitchell's P.A. Very happy.
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    Jake Seresin is less happy working as Tom Kazansky, the Iceman's P.A., but it's not that bad. Just that he wished he could spend more time with his smoking hot firefighter boyfriend.
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    Neither are meant to meet. But their bosses and their complicated history brings Bradley and Jake together in an unexpected way. What could go wrong with setting one's bosses up, eh?
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    [The Set it Up AU everyone asked for]

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    22 Sep 2022

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    “His name is Hangman and I think he sent me a thirst trap at 3 a.m.”

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    22 Aug 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 67

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    Jake Seresin is a pilot, currently on medical leave from Naval duty as he recovers from injuries sustatined in an ejection during a training exercise. He's grumpy and bored when he takes a chance on a random coffee shop on a rainy afternoon and meets one Bradley Bradshaw, manager and possibly world's best barista. Bradley wastes no time taking such a pretty broken bird under his wing, winning Jake over through pastries and charm and also by being insanely hot. Then therer's an attempted robbery on the premises, and everything accelerates.

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    22 Aug 2022

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    “Can you promise me something?” Jake calls into the darkness.

    Bradley tries to keep his muscles from tensing up at the thought of the broken promises he’s weathered in his lifetime. He slips his hands under the shirt Jake is wearing, palms and fingertips on warm, soft skin acting as a grounding mechanism.

    “That’s dangerous,” he warns. He knows he would do anything, say anything if it means never losing Jake again. But in their profession, promises are never a guarantee of permanence. Still, Jake seems aware of the danger and is determined to forge ahead, fearless as ever.

    “Promise me that we’re forever.”

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    A retelling of TG:M explaining the background of Jake and Bradley’s relationship, and how it comes to evolve.

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    21 Aug 2022

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    When Jake drinks everyone remembers that he's from Texas and one poorly placed bet from Fanboy leads to everyone in the bar learning Jake is from Texas and well...Bradley is just trying to make it through the night without jumping the ex-asshole.
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    I'm just pushing my Texan Jake agenda.

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    19 Aug 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 49

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    Natasha’s spent half of her and Bradley’s relationship waiting for the day DADT ends so she can finally meet his mysterious dads. When it’s repealed and he starts spilling information the Navy gossip circles would kill to know, she’s a little less anxious-eager to meet the parents and a little more anxious-intimidated.


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    They turned the corner after hitting the landing at the top of the stairs, and she found multiple large service photos hung on the wall.

    “Bradley, that’s Vice Admiral Kazansky.”

    Holy shit.

    “Yeah,” he confirmed. “And that’s my other dad, Pete Mitchell,” he added.

    What the fuck.

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    5,094

    18 Aug 2022

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