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To Be Out of Your Own (and consumed by another) by Cassiara
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
21 Apr 2020
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By now even Harry recognises the pattern; he’d be an idiot not to. He’ll have sex, and in the moment it’ll be amazing. In the moment he simply is, he feels without thinking. Good, bad, pleasure and pain, he can just let go and feel because he isn’t the one in charge. Then he wakes up the next morning feeling disgusting and worthless and swears to never do it again.
Still, it helps him forget about his stress, his anxiety and his hopeless crush on his Auror partner so he keeps going back.
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27 Oct 2025
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Bit by bit, Buck stopped.
It began with the little things. First, he stopped checking his phone when he woke up. He used to do it everyday. He’d check for notifications on Chimney’s instagram, or maybe a new message from the 118 group chat. It wasn’t that anyone other than him texted at one in the morning, but sometimes he’d sleep past one of Cap’s old-timey GIFs or whatever.
Sometimes, Athena would text and greet him good morning. And a few weeks into knowing him, Chris would send a morning message begging for help, normally because Eddie was trying to make pancakes again.
So, with everything going on, Buck always made it a point that the moment his eyes opened, he would check his phone.
Until the first week after the lawsuit, and for the seventh day in a row, there wasn’t anything there except a pitfall in Buck’s stomach.
Nothing.
Never.
Not even a quick ‘hello’.
So, Buck ceased checking his phone. After all, why did he even need to?
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“Gone was any trace of you (I think I am finally clean)” by Becka_452
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
01 Oct 2024
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Eddie grapples with the haunting memories of a traumatic past while navigating a newfound relationship with Buck. As they explore their deepening bond, Eddie must confront the scars of his history, including the pain of an assault that shattered his sense of safety. With the support of friends and the guidance of a compassionate therapist, Eddie embarks on a journey of healing and self-discovery.
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god, i have my father's eyes (but my sister's when i cry) by bucksprideflag
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Sep 2024
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“My grandparents are coming to town tomorrow.”
“You have grandparents?” Eddie’s brow furrows.
“Yeah,” Buck says with a hollow laugh. “I found out about an hour ago.”
Eddie leans forward, clearly confused. “So… where have they been all this time?”
“Boston, I think,” He mutters. “I don’t really know. I thought they were dead. Turns out they just didn’t care enough to be part of my life.” He swallows hard, his throat tight. “And now they just show up, after all this time? No warning. It doesn’t make any sense. I have no idea what to do,”
Eddie’s expression turns serious “You don’t have to do anything, Buck,” he says firmly almost , his protective “You don’t have to forgive them, or even let them back into your life if you don’t want to. This isn’t about them—it’s about what you need.”
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The one where Buck finds out he has grandparents, breaks up with his boyfriend, gets crushed by a ceiling and gets engaged in the space of a week.
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Before he could think about it any further, he was hitting Eddie’s contact.
The phone rang and rang, but Eddie never picked up. Fuck, he probably hated Buck. Buck cried a little more at that and left a voicemail.
“Eds–I’m sorry. I know you probably hate me. God, I hate me too. But please call me back.”
Buck has had a rough year. From the ladder truck, to the tsunami, and then the lawsuit... His life was a mess and he felt like he had no one. What other surprises could the universe possibly throw his way? Eddie was pissed and missed his best friend.
Or the fic where Buck gets back from the arbitration hearing and gets a phone call asking him to come to the hospital. What happens when Buck desperately begs Eddie to come to the hospital?