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„Now you‘ve ruined that pretty face of yours,“ the man said bitterly as he hauled Bucks Arm over his shoulder.
Together the pair continued their walk to the parking lot. Bucks’ head was spinning, his vision blurring in and out. The pavement beneath his feet didn‘t feel like it was there at all. Buck could feel something wet on his face and clumsily reached up.
When he drew his hand back it was sticky, bright red blood staining it.
Bucks panic spiked.
This was bad. This was really, really bad.
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Post Lawsuit. Buck goes to a bar and gets drugged.
Whumptober Prompt 10 - without consent
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- Part 10 of Whumptober 2025
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“You’re an asshole,” Maddie hisses into the phone.
“Yeah, I am. Please let me fix it,” Eddie says desperately, “Can I talk to him?”
“No! Are you kidding? You made Buck cry like a little kid you don’t get to speak to him right now.”
Eddie wants to cry himself and instead throws up once he’s off the phone with Maddie.
Dear god what has he done?
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Eddie says some mean things to Buck while he's subbing for him and is left to pick up the pieces afterwards
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I don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my savior by andi__bandi
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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Eddie isn’t one who typically panics.
But when his husband overseas misses more than 4 scheduled phone calls and doesn't respond to texts and emails, Eddie starts to feel hints of panic.
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It isn't Eddie's fault, technically, that he didn't tell anyone at the 118 that he was married.
Okay, so maybe it was. Just a little bit. But in his defence, Buck is away for work all the time, and none of them technically asked.
It is getting pretty hard to hide the late night calls, though.
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The younger man was lying there, fetal position, clawing at his neck with one hand and ripping at his hair with the other one. He was gasping for air in between sobs and didn’t even acknowledge Eddie.
„Buck, Buck can you hear me?“
Buck kept on gasping for air, shaking his head as tears continued to roll down his face. His neck was bloody from where he was scratching so hard.
„No, no. You‘re…,“ he breathed out heavily „not real.“
„Hey, hey, hey, I‘m real. I‘m here. It‘s going to be okay,“ Eddie frantically said as he reached forward and pulled Buck into a sitting position, pulling Bucks hand away from where he was hurting himself.
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After their fight in the grocery story Buck breaks down at home. Eddie comes to check on him and helps Buck realize that he still matters.
Whumptober Day 15 - "You can take a break if you just tell me that it hurts"
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- Part 15 of Whumptober 2025
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„Daddy, Buck is hurt,“ the young boy sobbed and Eddie froze for a second before he tried to calm Chris down.
„It was just a dream, love. Buck is fine and so are you.“
„NO!“ Chris screamed, and Eddie looked startled.
„He was there. I met him at the pier. Nancy ran away but Buck kept me safe. We were on top of a firetruck and then he carried me to the hospital. He told me to keep it a secret and then he was gone.“
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The tsunami happens after the lawsuit while Buck is on the outs with his team. He meets Chris at the pier but once the boys is safe he fears Eddie's reaction and makes Chris promise that he didn't see him. Buck goes home alone. And hurt.
Whumptober Day 18 - Environmental Whump
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- Part 18 of Whumptober 2025
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Buck was curled on the couch, barely conscious, pale and shivering. His lips were cracked, his eyes glassy with fever. A trash bin nearby held evidence of hours of illness—tissues, empty water bottles, a half-eaten piece of toast. The blanket tangled around him was damp with sweat.
Eddie froze.
This wasn’t just the flu. This was abandonment. This was a man who had been left to suffer alone.
“Buck,” he whispered, kneeling beside him. “Jesus…”
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After the lawsuit Buck is on the outs with his team. They abandon him and he doesn't know how to ask for help when he get sick with the flu.
Whumptober Day 19 - "You're on your own, lost in the wild."
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- Part 19 of Whumptober 2025
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Each word hit like a blow. Buck’s handwriting was shaky, the ink smudged in places where tears had fallen. Eddie’s throat tightened as he reached the part about trust. About family. About leaving to give them peace.
He sat down hard in Bobby‘s chair, the letter trembling in his hands.
“I want to give the team space to heal without me being the reminder of everything that went wrong.”
Eddie closed his eyes. He could see Buck writing it—alone, hurting, convinced that his absence was the only kindness left to offer.
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After the lawsuit Buck can't take the silence anymore and decides to quit.
Whumptober Day 20 - Resignation
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- Part 20 of Whumptober 2025
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It hits Eddie like a freight train and he stumbles forward a few steps, effectively silencing his friends behind him. He was so prepared for it to happen next week, he didn’t even consider that it could happen inbetween.
Everything blurs.
They were supposed to have a whole lifetime.
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Eddie and Buck have been married for years, after a chance meeting during Eddie's second deployment. After he applied for the fire academy, Buck had to go overseas one last time. But he goes missing during a mission and after almost a year, Eddie is close to giving up hope.
Oh, and he accidentally never told his colleagues about his husband.
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Whumptober 2025 - Day Twenty-Six - Relapse
One thousand seven-hundred and fifteen days.
He used to be proud of that number. This morning, when it still mattered. He used to feel pride every morning when the number went up. Another day gone. Passed without him cutting himself open in a desperate attempt to- god, he doesn’t even know why he did it anymore. Or… does it. No. No, this was a one time thing. Just a little slip, but he still had his grip. He wasn’t going to fall any further down the self-mutilating slope.
That’s what he told himself as he washed his blood down the drain.
That’s what he told himself when he didn’t bandage his arm.
That’s what he told himself when he stopped wearing short sleeves.
That’s what he kept telling himself every night when he reopened more of his scars.
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- Part 2 of Whumptober 2025
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Bobby's POV of 'Mess It Up' but can be read as a stand-alone.
After the confrontation at Howie's Market, Buck thinks he's finally lost his chosen family for good. All hope now shattered, Buck has no energy left to fight and gives up...
Bobby is torn up with guilt, pain and wounded pride after Buck starts the lawsuit against him and the LAFD but when the team get called to a potential jumper at the cliffs, Bobby has to face his worst fear...losing another son.Series
- Part 2 of Mess It Up
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“911, what’s your emergency?”
Eddie’s voice cracked. “I need an ambulance. Now. My friend—he’s collapsed. He’s burning up. I think he’s severely dehydrated. Maybe worse.”
The dispatcher asked for the address. Eddie gave it, fast, precise. Years of training kicked in, but his heart was racing, his throat tight.
“Is he conscious?”
“Barely,” Eddie said. “He’s not responding properly. He’s been alone. I don’t know how long.”
He hung up and knelt beside Buck again, brushing damp hair from his forehead. “Help’s coming,” he murmured. “Just hold on.”
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The aftermath of the lawsuit takes its toll on Buck and he slowly disappears without being seen by anyone.
Whumptober Day 30 - Mirror
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- Part 30 of Whumptober 2025
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Eddie moved closer, and Buck’s knees buckled.
He caught him before he hit the ground.
Buck collapsed into Eddie’s arms like a man who had been holding himself together with string and tape and sheer willpower. His body was cold, bruised, trembling. Eddie could feel the ridges of bone through his shirt, the rawness of broken pride.
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After the lawsuit Buck is lost.
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- Part 13 of Christmas Prompts
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“Don’t worry about me. I’ve got ten bucks left. Coffee’s fine. I’ll leave the rest for you. Merry Christmas, right?”
He tried to smile, but it faltered, collapsing under the weight of everything he carried.
Behind him, Eddie had just walked in, shaking the cold from his jacket. He hadn’t expected to see Buck there, hadn’t expected to hear the words spilling out of him like confessions too heavy to hold.
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Buck goes to grab some coffee and Eddie overhears his conversation with the waitress.
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- Part 17 of Christmas Prompts
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“Buckaroo,” Athena begins, taking a proper look at Buck’s state. Whether it be the dark bags hanging beneath those void eyes, or the way he’s still favouring one leg, Buck can see the moment her worry switches up a notch. “Is anything else going on?”
He probably shouldn’t have, but he laughed. A bitter, yet guttural laugh, that comes from a place of exhaustion and the build-up of months spent battling the lawsuit and the after. “No, no, I am fine. Everything is fine.”
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Or, Buck isn't okay after the lawsuit.
Day 20:
“You can’t fix me this time”Teary eyes| broken-down whumpee | sidewalk of a busy citySeries
- Part 19 of Whumpcember 2025
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Set in an alternate universe where everyone has a biological imperative to be a dominant, submissive, or switch and where the tsunami happened after the lawsuit.
The sub stirs, lifting his head from the tile to blink hazy blue eyes at the person standing in his bathroom. Eddie’s tongue sticks, throat closing at the sight of the gashed open skin on the left side of his face and the bruises darkening his jaw. Buck looks awful. He’s pale and there’s a sheen to his skin. He can’t seem to focus well, squinting up at Eddie in a way that suggests he can’t quite tell who he’s looking at.
“Buck.”
On the floor, the blond jerks, flinching away from Eddie’s hushed voice. He presses into the wall at his back, his next breaths hitching and catching in his chest. He won’t look at Eddie, ducking away from eye contact. “Please,” he whimpers. “Please. I’m sorry. I’m sorry!” His voice is rising, turning frantic. He’s gasping, tears welling to spill down his cheeks. “I’m sorry!” he cries.
Or, Eddie goes to Buck’s to check on the submissive after the tsunami. He’s not okay. Eddie takes care of him. This doesn’t fix things but it’s a start.
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- Part 1 of Bruises
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Laying The Blame Where It Belongs, I've Gotta Be Strong ... by orphan_account
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Holes (2003)
31 Jan 2026
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Buck's past comes back when he is on the outs with the 118, and it triggers his PTSD.
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Buck was sent to camp green lake when he was fifteen, which is a sort of juvie camp, they have to dig a hole in the desert, 5 feet wide, 5 feet deep daily to build character and learn their lesson, and get treated poorly. But Buck was sent for a crime he never committed.
(You do not have to watch holes to read this)
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- Part 2 of Lawsuit Fics
- Part 1 of Crossover Fics
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“Buck, can you please let me come to you? I promise I'm not angry. I'm just worried and I don't think it's best for you to be alone right now.”
Buck stares at the endless sea.
He wonders how cold it is right now.
“Kid?” This time Bobby's voice shakes and Buck doesn't want to imagine what it'd sound like if he decided to stay quiet.
“Okay.”
or, Buck isn't really doing okay. Bobby knows this, Buck knows he knows this. He still tries to convince him otherwise.
(They talk in the end. And maybe get one or three hugs out of it).
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- Part 21 of comaduo save me save me comaduo
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After the lawsuit resurfaces, Buck is forced to sign a restrictive behavioral contract that brands him a liability—or lose his job. As the pressure mounts and the whispers return, the 118 has to decide whether to let the brass sideline him… or remind everyone exactly why Buck is worth fighting for.
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- Part 1 of 9-1-1 Plot What Ifs?
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He was heading back to the loft after the first 12 hour shift of three in a row, opting for the stairs instead, needing the extra time to clear his head after another crappy day at work. He thought after three weeks the team would at least start to forgive him, but nobody had so much as looked his way for more than ten seconds before averting their eyes in disgust. As much as he wanted to call in sick, he thought he could hold on just a little longer, and if they still didn't forgive him, he could always just go back to active duty with the SEALS.
He climbed the last flight of stairs and headed down the hallway toward his loft, he pulled his keys from his pocket and fumbled when they slipped from his grasp and clattered to the floor, the noise echoing through the silent hallway. He bent down to pick them up, only to get whacked in the back of the head as he rose, his face smashing against his door, leaving a small trail of blood from the impact as he passed out, feeling a small prick in his neck.
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Buck goes missing after the lawsuit, turns out he was a SEAL and his kidnapper fakes his suicide, but Eddie doesn't believe it.