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  1. Public Bookmark 66

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    Based on my tumblr post:

    Shane will be jealous of Svetlana until one day they go out and Shane and Sveta start talking puck and get into heated discussions regarding the best year of hockey, MVPs and predictions and fully ignore Ilya.

    Ilya will be jealous of Rose until one day they go shopping and Ilya and Rose have a full on shopping - spree - movie - montage where they try out different outfits and take pictures while Shane just waits around on the couch and pays for everything and carries the bags.

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    27 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows he’s not a small guy. Years of hockey and workouts have built up his muscles, and lucky genetics from his father’s side places him just shy of six feet. He’s checked hockey players half a foot and several pounds more than him, knocked Scott Hunter into the ice in the one fight he’s ever actually thrown hands in. But as much as Shane loves the game, the fast movements, passes, and team camaraderie, there were times where he could only feel regret at following the path of athletic fame. He puts on the media smile he practices in the mirror as he brushes his hair each day, uses the bright lights of press conferences to erase his view of the audience, and keeps his answers simple and focused on hockey.

    The number of people outside the arena still makes him feel crushed in on all sides, small. Eyes trained on his face, cameras flashing, pens and cell phones being passed into his hands. The itch of it all settles under his skin.

    @OttawaPoliceDispatch: Police have been dispatched to a house alarm in Galetta, On. Possible break in, destruction of property.

    @OttawaOfficialPoliceDepartment: Recent Missing Persons Report filed for Shane William Hollander at 9:25 pm

    Epilogue: 3/1

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    16 Jan 2026

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    ilya pov. hollanov in college. getting together (after a while)

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    14 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    And as Remmick buries his face in between Sammie’s legs for a third time, Sammie thinks, dazedly, that for once in his life things might honestly work out this time. That maybe he’ll land the gig, maybe he’ll get the big paycheck, maybe he’s finally met a decent guy who can actually make him cum, maybe this is a turning point, maybe this is the first day of the rest of the life he’s always dreamed of.

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    22 Dec 2025