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Isak and Jonas grew up in a small town. Isak made it out. Jonas didn't. When Isak returns for his best friend's funeral, he is hurt, confused and forced to face the ghosts of his past.
Even is only in his thirties, when he hears the news. He is sick. He will be sick for the rest of his life. When everything becomes simply too much, he does what he always does: he runs away.
This is the story of how two broken men find each other, love and, finally, peace.
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08 Nov 2023
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helpmedatemyhusband: How can I (26M) ask my husband (24M) of 8 months to be in an actual relationship with me?
Ok, I get it. This is weird. But I can explain.
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Even has a citizenship in the USA. Isak needs a green card for a fellowship. As always, Sana is the one with the answers and sets them up.
A fake marriage that leads to them living together in another country and stuck with each other during quarantine. With time, feelings change and none of them knows how to deal with it. So, obviously, Even turns to Reddit for answers.
The rest is a love story.- Written for the 2021 Skam Big Bang -
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- 6/6
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15 Jul 2021
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The Boyfriend Experience by Ghostcat, MinilocIsland for pillowlava
Fandoms: SKAM (Norway)
06 Jun 2021
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Even doesn’t really need a bot.
What he needs is an actor. One who won’t bitch about the concept or the lighting or quit suddenly to follow a hook-up to Barcelona.
He won’t be cruel or irresponsible. Even just has to make some films again soon before he forgets how or gets too scared to.
Later on, when the Bot is sitting on the living room couch, one hand, soft and unexpectedly gentle, at his thigh, Even will think, shit.
It’s more than that.
He’d been lonely.
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An Evak Botfic AUA love story)completed on 6.6.21
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- English
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- 177,035
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- 21/21
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26 Apr 2021
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lucas lallemant is drifting through life, bored and unhappy. all his days seem to run together and nothing seems to make him feel alive. he thinks things are destined to remain this way for good until one chance friday evening, he meets eliott demaury and through a weekend together, lucas's life is changed forever.
or, the one based on the movie "weekend" (2011)
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17 Feb 2021
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As a caregiver, Even has been taking care of Marianne for a few months now. They get along very well and Even has seen so many pictures of Isak, heard so many stories about him, but has never actually met him.
Or well... Until the day he does, quite unexpectedly.
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18 Nov 2020
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Even and some of the gang are fire fighters. Isak is in med school. They are deeply in love and recently engaged.
They've been together for years, and are about to take the next big step, when an accident happens.
Will they ever get back to where they were before? Will anything ever be the same?
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09 Nov 2020
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Disillusioned and cynical, Isak believes nothing's worth fighting for anymore. That is until he meets Even, beautiful but deeply heartbroken. All of a sudden, it becomes Isak's life mission to make Even smile again.
OR: a (kinda) roommates to lovers social media AU
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- Part 2 of social media AUs
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- English
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- 12,078
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- 110/110
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28 Sep 2020
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Isak thinks his whole life is a huge joke. Seriously, what were the odds that Magnus' new crush is the same guy he fell in love with a year ago and who left him with nothing but a broken heart and a green sketchbook?
OR: a lovers to enemies to friends to lovers social media AU, I guess
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- Part 1 of social media AUs
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- English
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- 15,103
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- 108/108
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11 Sep 2020
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Even is flying back home to Oslo, Isak is moving to the States.
They meet somewhere in between when their connecting flights are cancelled due to a storm.A one night stand fic written for Skam weeks
This was a one-shot that's become a multi chaptered fic so, you can either read the first chapter on its own, or embark on the whole journey :)
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- Part 5 of Skam Weeks
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25 Jul 2020
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"Isak wonders what color is in Even's eyes. He wonders how someone seemingly so cold can have such warm hands. How someone who won't even look him in the eyes can be so comforting."
Isak and Even are both very quiet, very detached, very lonely, and very broken when they first meet while working at a restaurant. They don't talk a lot, but they develop an odd friendship that nobody understands.
As Isak's feelings deepen for the boy who never smiles and bloom into intense and unconditional love, he realizes they might be more connected than he thinks.
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- Part 23 of In Every Universe
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- English
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- 43,416
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- 5/5
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07 Jul 2020
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Even is a disillusioned media studies student who wishes he hadn't screwed up his film school applications. Isak is a prickly bioscience student who figured leaving his mother's house for UiO would magically fix all of his problems.
A college AU, wherein Isak and Even meet later than they were destined to, but still save each other right back.
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06 Jul 2020
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I Want You Here With Me (Is It Too Much to Ask for Something Great) by Dutten
Fandoms: SKAM (Norway)
28 Jul 2020
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"Gutter! Guess who is here!" Magnus practically wheezes, unable to keep quiet long enough for any actual guesses to be made. "Even freaking Bech Næsheim!"
Isak's heart stops. Even is here, why is Even here?
"What's going on?" Jonas asks when Isak stumbles.
"Sorry, I just need to -" he stumbles backwards, bumping into someone accidentally, nearly managing to topple the both of them over.
It's either divine comedic timing or something straight out of a tragedy that Isak whirls around to see world-famous movie director Even Bech Næsheim staring right back at him.
"Isak," Even breathes out.
Isak flees.
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Or the one where it's been two years since Isak last saw or spoke with Even, and no one knows that Isak ever knew Even at all.- Language:
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- 14/14
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06 Jul 2020
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“If one of us finds a proper girlfriend or boyfriend, we stop doing this, okay?” Even had said after the first time it happened, Isak freshly seventeen and lying on Even’s chest.
Friends-With-Benefits University AU in which Even makes rules and Isak follows them. They sleep together sometimes - a lot of times - and Isak knows how in love he is. But then Even gets a girlfriend, and everything changes.
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- English
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- 47,280
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- 13/13
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06 Jul 2020
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Even seems to be distancing himself from Isak, who in turn has trouble understanding why. The lack of communication leads to some old wounds coming back to haunt the two, only days prior to their seventh anniversary.
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06 Jul 2020
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In some universes it goes like this:
Or: When it comes down to it, it's always them
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15 Jan 2020
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the bonds that break by astarionshoe, skamruinedme (solarpower21)
Fandoms: SKAM (Norway)
06 Jan 2020
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Even and Isak aren’t soulmates. Plain and simple, surprising, but that’s just how the universe works, they guess. These childhood sweethearts learn that maybe some risks are worth taking, no matter the potential consequences.
or: In a world where being with your assigned soulmate is the norm and dating anyone else is against the law and ethics, Isak and Even turn out not to be soulmates.
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06 Jan 2020
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Isak has sex in a dark room with a random stranger, but he only hears his voice.
He hears that voice again: it's his new boss', one of Norway's richest men.
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- Part 1 of Blind Universe
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17 Nov 2019
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Sander had been managing alright. Things weren't good or bad, they just were. Britt tolerated him. Maybe even liked him sometimes. They could pretend.
Then he came face to face with his fantasy and Robbe was even softer than he'd imagined. He wanted to sink into it, the softness. He wanted desperately to be remade. To see himself reflected in the eyes of someone who didn't know his mistakes. His failures. Too late for that now.Series
- Part 1 of Starman: Sander's Song
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29 Oct 2019
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Exactly a year to the day after Isak and Jonas die in an apartment fire, Even meets a strange man outside of his grief group. This man asks Even an impossible question: Would he rather move on from the pain of losing Isak or, if he could, would he chose to go back to him knowing what he knows now?
Of course, Even chooses Isak.
Except this man doesn't just bring Isak back. No, he takes Even back too, back to that awful day when he lost everything. But he has Isak again, even if just for the day, and just maybe he'll have the chance to set things right and save the love of his life.
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22 Oct 2019
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22 Oct 2019