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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    In which Dan comes to realise that he's not straight and Phil guides him through some new experiences and in which Phil falls in love for the first time (aka 2009!phan with hopefully accurate timeline)

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    23 Dec 2017

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    *nominated for best AO3 fic Phanfic Awards 2016*

    When an accident occurs in the middle of filming a new video for the gaming channel, Dan finds himself becoming more reliant on Phil than he was comfortable with. Unfortunately, Dan needs the help and can't push Phil away, but he can feel the situation beginning to dredge up feelings that Dan had pushed away years ago and buried deep within himself.

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    22 Dec 2017

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Dan passing out at a fan event shows the toll that fame and the pressure of never wanting to disappoint his fans has taken on him. Phil tries to help him get back to himself and help him get his priorities straight. But it becomes clear that there are more problems that originally thought even once Dan decides he wants to get better. (Phanfiction Awards 2015 Nominee in Best Fic and in Best Angst)

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    09 Dec 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    Dan would do everything to make Phil his - even fight with his greatest fear (aka Phil jokes about liking lip piercings and Dan takes it too seriously).
    Trigger warning: descriptions of being pierced and anxiety/nervousness.
    Don't read if you are as sensitive as Dan in this AU.

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    07 Dec 2017

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    A list of common flatmate problems, as told by Dan and Phil.

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    06 Dec 2017

  6. Public Bookmark 29

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    When they’re alone, everything’s fine. When the camera’s on, everything’s fine. But the second they step out in public, it’s as if they aren’t even together and Phil doesn’t understand why Dan keeps on pushing him away.

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    06 Dec 2017

  7. This has been deleted, sorry!

    04 Dec 2017

  8. Public Bookmark 17

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    He smiled, closing his eyes one last time, he could die happily now, knowing that Phil wasn't gone entirely and he was still existing inside of Dan. His despair faded. He could die happily now.

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    18 Nov 2017

  9. This has been deleted, sorry!

    18 Nov 2017

  10. Public Bookmark 81

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    that amazing week they spent together in phil's house in 2009

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    14 Nov 2017

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    2009!phan
    Dan is suicidal, but Phil lives hours away. They can only call, text, and Skype, so how can Phil stop Dan from doing what he craves?

     

    (??) SPOILER (??)
    later in the fic when they make a video together its not like real pinof bc in this theyre out.

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    14 Nov 2017

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Dan Howell's reputation has always labeled him as "Posh" despite his proud insistences that he is in fact "Articulate". However after Dan has a violent seizure one night, it is found that Dan has a brain tumor resting on the speech center of his brain which threatens to take away his voice and everything that makes him the Eloquent and well spoken person that he has always been.

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    13 Nov 2017

  13. Public Bookmark 29

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    Phil plays 'Hello Internet' to get Dan to shut up during an argument. It leads to watching PINOF and discovering lost feelings, which in turn leads to a lot of sex.

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    12 Nov 2017

  14. This has been deleted, sorry!

    29 Oct 2017

  15. Public Bookmark 6

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    This whole thing started out as a joke. Phil hadn’t meant any harm. He just wanted Dan to know that he could also pull a cheeky prank..

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    24 Oct 2017

  16. Public Bookmark 33

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    It was as weird as the first time signing into the obscure website. Palming the growing bulge in his shorts, Dan checked the time once more; he wanted to be consistent, keep some sort of schedule. He’d noticed with some weeks experience that 11 p.m. on fridays suited most men with a loaded credit card the best to watch a 20-something year old nameless boy on the internet somewhere in the world fuck himself senseless by the click of their finger.

    Or: That time I fell in love with the semi-realistic idea of Dan as an anonymous camboy and then I made Phil walk in on him mid-show.
    (sequel: "hold me hard and mellow"

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    20 Oct 2017

  17. Public Bookmark 26

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    "Because even though I'm living my dream and doing what I love, I'm still that fucked up kid that has no friends, has weird interests, and has anxiety."
    Phil Lester is the lead singer of the rock band "Pixel". To his fans he's a confident, sexy, rock god, but in reality Phil suffers from panic attacks that are beginning to ruin his life.
    Dan just got tickets to see his favourite band live and is excited to see his secret crush, front man Phil Lester. But he's even more excited when his friend, Chris, somehow gets him backstage.
    EPILOGUE ADDED: PIXEL PEACE
    (I'm really terrible at writing descriptions, I promise the fic is better than the synopsis! Also there's vivid descriptions of panic attacks in this, just so you know.)

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    19 Oct 2017

  18. Public Bookmark 9

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    "'Say what?' Dan says, surprised at how calm his voice is. 'That you want me to leave? I know, Phil. I’m so sorry.' His hands are shaking where they’re twisted in his lap. 'I’ll leave first thing in the morning.'

    'No, Dan,' Phil answers gently, and something in his voice makes a strange emotion sweep Dan from head to toe. 'Please open the door.'

    Dan opens the door."

    Or, Dan confesses to Phil while he's drunk and waits for the fallout. It doesn't happen.

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    09 Oct 2017

  19. This has been deleted, sorry!

    09 Oct 2017

  20. Public Bookmark 14

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    Dan is ridiculously in love with Phil, but really, it was too early for this, and he was unwilling to deal with his sappy ass right now.

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    Dan and Phil are cuddling in the lounge at two in the morning, and Phil's sleepy cuteness is too much for Dan to handle. Also, Phil plays Neko Atsume

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    06 Oct 2017

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