Mr_Filosofem
Fandoms
- Burzum (Band) (6)
- Mayhem (Band) (5)
- Rock Music RPF (2)
- Immortal (Norway Band) (2)
- Old Funeral (Band) (1)
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If Olve changed for the better, promising a real commitment and not just empty words, then Harald couldn't give up on him this time, could he?
But in reality, things couldn't be that pure and convenient. Not when beyond the veil of illusions and the time lapse that they had growing from adolescents into young adults was just an excuse to gain credibility that they could make something work. Not when they knew what they were dealing with before they could even start.
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Clarity in Kerosene by Mr_Filosofem
Fandoms: Burzum (Band), Old Funeral (Band), Rock Music RPF, Immortal (Norway Band)
06 Oct 2025
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To have a moment of impulsive distraction, to be away from the prison of his own bedroom, to just exist as a brainless, irresponsible and vehemently reckless waste of breath, to kill the endless boredom, the social alienation and the teenage despair meant making friends.
There was nothing worse than making friends.
Series
- Part 1 of What we once were
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'What the hell?' Varg froze on the spot, raising one hand to indicate to the vocalist to stop. They both watched in shock the tiny beings grinning widely showing off sharp and yellow-stained teeth. 'What the fuck is this??' The bassist blurted out.
'What?' Pelle asked, visibly confused.
One high-pitched giggle escaped one of the goblin's mouths, it was one word that horrified Varg in a matter of seconds. 'Fore-skin!!!'
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Wolves run together (alternative ending) by Mr_Filosofem
Fandoms: Mayhem (Band), Burzum (Band)
08 Sep 2024
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It felt like death in a way.
He never thought of this conceptualization until now but it truly felt like death and rebirth.
Leaving everything behind, his apathetic kind, his old house, his once-dear band, his broken dreams and suddenly disappearing from everyone's life meant suicide.No one will ever miss us.
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It followed him everywhere, closer, darker and denser than his own shadow.
That child-like anger and necrotic solitude.
Series
- Part 2 of What we once were
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What we once were by Mr_Filosofem
Fandom Burzum (Band), Immortal (Norway Band), Mayhem (Band), Old Funeral (Band), Rock Music RPF
06 Oct 2025
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Chronologically the order it: "Clarity in Kerosene", followed by "We didn't die We never lived"
The first part follows the psychological development of Kristian Vikernes while joining the band Old Funeral, dealing with childhood trauma, crossing into juvenile delinquency and morphing himself into the character of Count Grishnack.
The second part is the immediate follow up of Varg Vikernes getting in contact with Øystein Aarseth, joining Mayhem and developing a hidden relationship with Pelle Ohlin.
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- 434,922
- Works:
- 2
Recent bookmarks
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Skin and Bone by Erbodd for Mr_Filosofem
Fandoms: Burzum (Band), Immortal (Norway Band), Old Funeral (Band), Bandom
26 Dec 2024
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When Varg arrived at Olve’s house, he found his friend in a state of excitement that he would usually display on special occasions.
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- Part 1 of Burst into Flames
Bookmarked by Mr_Filosofem
26 Dec 2024
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Weekend of Mayhem by Lilith696, Lydia_Pickled_Herring
Fandoms: Burzum (Band), Mayhem (Band), Darkthrone (Band), Emperor (Band), Until the Light Takes Us (2008), Lords of Chaos, Bandom, Real Person Fiction
24 Mar 2019
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When all these guys gather for a weekend at Mayhem's cabin, what could possibly go wrong?