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You Don’t Stay, You Linger by kaedekarazuha
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Jan 2026
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Setelah Eternal Recurrence berakhir, kehidupan di Amphoreus perlahan kembali normal.
Namun bagi Phainon, ketenangan justru membawa hal yang tidak ia pahami. Tanpa sadar, ia mulai menjaga jarak dari mydei—bukan karena tidak peduli, melainkan karena rasa takut yang tidak bisa ia jelaskan. -
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At that moment, it occurred in Mydei’s head that he didn’t know anything about Phainon’s past. His curiosity spoke before his mind could, “how about you. Did you ever miss your family?”
Phainon looked back at the distance, “yes, I do.”
“Why don’t you just visit them? It’s pretty safe here in Okhema, I’m sure your parents misses you too.”
“I’m not from Okhema.”
“Oh, where are you from then?” I am so stupid. If he isn’t from here that means his home got consumed by the black tide. His family is probably-
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Nobody told Phainon Mydei is immortal. Mydei dies. Phainon reacts.Series
- Part 4 of Myphai: hurt/comfort
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16 Jan 2026
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As a broke young adult, Phainon was slowly going insane filing job applications. With each rejection or ignored application on his end, he knew he was running out of time to find some way to pay his bills. His roommate and parents couldn't cover for him forever. In the midst of his desperation, his close friend Castorice gives him another option - becoming a sugar baby. Desperation and trust in his friends leads Phainon to join the strange app that Castorice mentions to him and eventually, right as he's about to give up on the app, it leads him to Mydei.
Being paid to just exist wasn't what Phainon had expected when he met Mydei. It did give him a good excuse to ask his unfairly attractive sugar daddy out on dates though.
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11 Jan 2026
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The queen is more crafty than you think. by AsuranDreamz
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
04 Jan 2026
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It is time for the Knremoan festival, and Gorgo wants to see what's going on in her city. Putting on street atire, she goes down to mingle with the people. There, she hears locals downing a merchant from afar that is always hit with a stroke of bad luck. He just wants to get into see the prince that, through stories, he's grown attached to.
Whatever shall a queen do?
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05 Jan 2026
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Phainon walks right up to him with full confidence. “Mydeimos,” he says. “I want a divorce.”
Mydei blinks. “You want WHAT?”
Phainon loses his memory. He wakes up convinced that he and Mydei are married. And that they should get divorced.
(Russian | русский translation thanks to the lovely Zhena_kyubi_no_yuko!)
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30 Dec 2025
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08 Dec 2025
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Exhaustion Could Make a Warrior Cry by Misoku
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Dec 2025
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How do you handle a sleepy Phainon?
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02 Dec 2025
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Hands Calloused, Heart Worse by Lunaeryi
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
18 Nov 2025
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Phainon's just a broke, country-bred good guy trying to survive city life, charm old ladies, and maybe flirt with the man who keeps stealing his coffee. He wasn't planning on falling for him. And he definitely wasn't planning on him being the CEO of the company merging with his.
Mydei's been doing just fine ignoring his feelings and hiding behind overpriced coffee and his resting bitch face, thank you very much. But somehow, this annoyingly charming man with calloused hands and a sunshine grin keeps getting under his skin.
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07 Nov 2025
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[[‘Awake Phainon? You slept well, not a single night terror. I didn’t have the heart to wake you.’]]
“Awake already? You were sleeping so well, I didn’t have the heart to wake you earlier.” Both voices from the past and present spoke at once, making Phainon clutch his head as a sharp pain became overwhelming, bringing with it the sensation of feeling like his head was going to explode.
[[‘Phainon? What’s wrong?’]]
“Phainon? What’s wrong?” It happened again. His vision was starting to blur, his breathing becoming labored, his head was pounding, a sharp screaming noise filled his head as he clutched at it, his fingernails scraping across his scalp almost drawing blood. “Phainon!”
A chance encounter at a library in Castrum Kremnos sends Phainon spiraling down into the difficult, painful path of remembering a past he didn't know he once had. Luckily, he's not alone, falling in love all over again with the very man he fell in love with in the past.
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04 Nov 2025
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In Amphoreus' aftermath, a Phainon still traumatized by what he had to endure is certain he's unfit to raise a child.
Mydei tries to convince him otherwise.
(or, the chrysos heirs raise a child together, and mydei and phainon end up learning a lot about each other.)
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- Part 3 of if there's a chance in the next life
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03 Nov 2025
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Mydei’s right here, right beside Phainon, like he always is, haughty and annoying and stupid and- he's alive.
Alive- so why can't Phainon stop having vivid nightmares of spilled golden blood, a wound to the back incapable of healing-
Of Mydei laying lifeless on the council grounds?
(Or, Phainon starts having horrifyingly visceral nightmares of a past unfamiliar to him, and slowly begins to piece together that there is something more nefarious lurking behind both the Flame Reaver and Amphoreus than the Chrysos Heirs originally imagined.)
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- Part 1 of if there's a chance in the next life
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02 Nov 2025
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Mydei and Phainon are menaces, there is no doubt in that. Aglaea has gotten tired of cleaning up their messes so she devises a plan to get them to finally express their feelings for each other. Whether or not that works will remain to be seen.
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26 Oct 2025
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the symphony of snow & pomegranates. by solkhaos (lunarlyricism)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
08 Jan 2026
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“You’ll break your ankle if you do it like that.”
The things that happen in flashes of moments, leading to roads unthought of, is how people can end up in the most unexpected of places — for Phainon turns on his heel abruptly, failing to catch himself in time as he trips over his own boot. Time slows for him as he waits, waits, and waits for his back to hit the ice. There is a poet, whose work he read in the tucked-away corner of the library where cosy chairs and warm mugs of tea steamed between him and his classmates, who once wrote; “the world will end not with a bang, but with a whimper” — and perhaps, this is how Phainon’s world ends.
A young man from Aedes Elysiae. A man who grew wings to touch greatness only to fall back down again. An angel found in the cold, lifeless fluorescence of a skating rink. Phainon; he almost had it all.
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26 Oct 2025
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If I could see beyond the here and now by soulmateenthusiast
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
24 Oct 2025
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Phainon thinks, in hindsight, this arrangement was a terrible idea.
In more ways than one.
Somewhere in his fucked up head, Phainon’s half convinced he’s won something in this arrangement; a piece of Mydeimos’ heart that he wants but he knew he couldn’t have, could never have, for that matter.
His comrade, his partner, his equal in everything—
Why couldn’t he be his lover too?
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Or, everyone is moving on following Amphoreus’ awaited Era Nova.
Everyone, except for Phainon.
But, perhaps everyone else can help with that.Bookmarked by Natariina
17 Oct 2025
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MyPhai Amnesia Memories AU by yokaipizza
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
10 Oct 2025
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10 Oct 2025
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When one has an eternity to live through, life tends to be different. Each day starts to blend into the next, turning from a slideshow of experiences into simply a fog of existence. It was clearly a curse but one Mydei had long since gotten used to. When he was born, he was hailed as the Crown Prince of Castrum Kremnos, the sole heir of King Eurypon and Queen Gorgo, and his people trusted him to bring a new era of prosperity to them. Instead, he had to watch as his people were slain by their own madness and watched his nation burn. A promise made to save his people left him cursed to wander through life alone for the rest of eternity and the one person who he'd entrusted his heart to locked away by a group who claimed undying faith to Kephale.
Over 5,000 years later, he finds himself finally giving his heart to someone else - a human man named Phainon who seems to be the living embodiment of the sun. For the first time since he'd lost everything when he was a young man, Mydei finally finds something worth living for.
But what if it's all just another life?
(MyPhai Kinktober Interlude)
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06 Oct 2025
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This is just one loop among countless endless loops—but this time, Mydei and Phainon have found each other.
From battlefield wounds to the dance where they teased each other at the banquet; from sudden heat to slow confessions, their bond grows in the quiet spaces between wars. Mydei is gentle where he shouldn’t be, Phainon is vulnerable where he doesn’t allow himself to be—and together, they create a fragile haven that feels like it could last forever.
A story woven with fluff and a touch of lingering ache, a slow journey where care transforms into desire. A gentle Mydei, a tender Phainon. A love blooming like an oasis—ephemeral, yet undeniably real.
Even a fleeting love can become eternal.
A happy ending? That depends on where this loop decides to pause.Bookmarked by Natariina
21 Sep 2025
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“Intra-Cognition is null. Responds only to destructive stimuli.”
The sentence barely registers in Mydei’s mind as he stares at the shadow of the man who was once Phainon, who sits completely still in a chair, dull eyes staring sightlessly ahead.
“Damage to mind function detected… Possibly irreversible…”
The Antikytheran-like man continues reading through the digitized logs impartially, as if merely reciting a speech. But every single word he says drives another stake into Mydei’s heart.
Mydeimos the Undying scarcely bowed his head, rarely lowered himself onto his knees, and never, ever begged. And yet he finds himself doing all three things now, before the broken shell of his beloved.
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Irontomb’s birth is prevented, and Amphoreus is saved. But it’s at great cost to Phainon, whose psyche finally crumbled under the devastating damage to his mind, body, and heart.
But Mydei and the other Chrysos Heirs will not accept this outcome. For what is a dawn without the sun?
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- Part 5 of agápē
- Part 1 of To See the Sun Again
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06 Sep 2025
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PoleMos600's Crossword Puzzle by Ren4d, Uryan_Karl
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
05 Sep 2025
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When Mydeimos opened his eyes, he was met with a hellscape more terrifying than the Trial of Strife.
Beneath a sky of red and black, jagged peaks thrust upward like blades. There was no solid ground beneath his feet—only endless piles of corpses, not a single face among them at peace.
Mydei's next thought was of Phainon—his dearest friend, his beloved, the sworn enemy who had pierced through his spine.
Had he succeeded?
If the Era Nova had been completed, then where was Phainon? And what was this place?
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Author Ren4d: Couldn't bear to watch Snowy fight all alone, so I sent a little nymph over to help him (?
It's a brainworm that only lasted one version. I gotta quickly finish this before version 3.5. Contains many plot holes and a sea of OOC.3.5Update: Didn't manage to finish this before 3.5, how sad. But since I'm already here, guess I'll just bite the bullet and keep writing.
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30 Aug 2025
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With his pure white hair and silver-white garb and armour, the young man stands in stark contrast to his surroundings, the holy city’s torches casting him in an almost ethereal glow. It is an image so out of place in the darkness of Amphoreus’ evernights, for the man is so radiant, so beautiful, so seemingly untainted in innocence, and so unlike the horrors and atrocities that Mydeimos has borne witness to during the time he's spent roaming the world.
He is certain he would be captivated by the sight, if not for the greatsword the man is holding, as well as the piercing stare from those bright—yet empty—blue eyes.
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Mydei's and Phainon's first battle lasted ten nights. It sparked a connection that would last whole lifetimes.
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- Part 3 of agápē
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Bookmarked by Natariina
27 Aug 2025