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    Nick didn’t mean for a stupid dare to turn into something real — or to see the boy he was meant to fool as someone worth protecting. But somehow he did and it turned out to be the most life-changing dare he's gotten.

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    Harry dares Nick to mess with Truham grammar's 'gay boy' Charlie spring and he struggles deciding between his morals and popularity.

    !! abandoned fic but i rewrote these chapters and have started again, the link is on the last chapter of this work or just on my profile !!

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    04 Oct 2025

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    Ten years ago, Nick and Charlie made the decision to let each other go, not out of anger or resentment, but to preserve the integrity of their first, precious love.

    This is the story of how they find their way back home.

    (Inspired by Browning of the Leaves)

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    05 Jul 2025

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    Inspired by Date Me, Bryson Keller.

    Everyone knows about the bet. Each week, Nick Nelson, the Rugby King of Truham Grammar, must date someone new — the first person to ask him out on Monday morning. Until a boy asks him out, and everything changes.

    Charlie Spring is shocked when Nick agrees to secretly date him. But as the week goes by, Charlie discovers there's more to Nick than he'd previously realized, and the fake dating starts to feel an awful lot like real dating. As he gets in deeper and deeper, can Charlie deal with the fact that this relationship will end after one week? After all, Nick is popular, handsome and straight. Right?

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    08 Apr 2025

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    “But you got me thinking last night,” says Nick. “I couldn’t stand that you thought I just wanted to throw you a—a—”

    “Pity fuck?” Charlie smirks over his tea.

    Nick shakes his head and digs into his own pastry. “Yes, that. You’ve been waiting all these years to meet someone who makes you feel safe and loved. And God, Charlie, you’re my best friend. Of course I want you to have that experience for your first time. So many people’s first times are utter shit. Mine was utter shit. I’d be an awful friend if I didn’t want you to have the best possible experience.”

    Charlie has no idea where he’s going with this.

    “So,” Nick says, a little nervous, “if you don’t want the first experience to be with me, then as your best friend, I feel it is my duty to help you find the person it will be with. If you want.”
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    Blame Bridgerton Season 3 for this one. Wingman!Nick to Virgin!Charlie. What could possibly go wrong?

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    10 Feb 2025

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    “Nick’s rejection gave Charlie such whiplash that he was too shocked to cry at first. But now, he can’t help the tears. Gravity makes them fall into his ears. Charlie doesn’t mind. That way, he can listen to the deafening sound of his misery.

    The worst thing is—this isn’t the first time it has happened. This has been going on for weeks now, even if he didn’t want to believe it. Every time he tries to initiate intimacy, Nick finds a way to hedge. Charlie has been blinding himself. He’s become addicted to the stars, and he has squeezed his eyes for too long just to see them.

    They have been married for two years, he isn’t even thirty yet, and that's already it. Nick doesn’t want to have sex with Charlie any more.”
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    When Charlie notices that his husband is reluctant to be intimate with him, he makes it a mission to discover why. Is Nick not attracted to him any more? Is he repulsed by the scars that a car accident left on him three months ago? Or is there another reason?

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    08 Feb 2025