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Jungkook loses all memory of the last five years of his life.
Jimin is scared he will never love him again.
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Bookmarked by ParkeRose
05 Jul 2026
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This one's a classic <3 Came back years later just to read it, couldn't forget even after all this time! 10/10
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Neil is the most attractive person Andrew has ever seen in his entire life. Too bad that Andrew can't express that fact (not opinion) properly to him. It all should be fine, it's not like Neil doesn't know he's hot, right?
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Neil gets drugged at Eden's. Again. They get him back quickly, but the parallels fuck with everyone and reveal what happened with Nicky the first time around.
But Andrew remains flawed, so doesn’t know anything is happening until he hears Nicky gasp. Nicky makes a lot of unnecessary noises, so this one isn’t especially concerning—not until Nicky’s hand flashes out to grip Andrew’s arm and he says, “Andrew,” with such strained urgency that Andrew’s head erupts into a riot of alarms.
He follows Nicky’s pointed finger and sees, through the thick forest of bodies, Neil. With some guy. Kissing. He’s out of his stool almost before he can consciously register the scene, leaving the scarred black metal toppling to the ground behind him and shoving into the crowd. Something is very wrong. Neil had been too still. Too loose. An unstringed puppet. Andrew knows what Neil looks like when he wants to kiss someone, and that—that isn’t it.
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Caretaking 101: When to Surrender a Sweatshirt by williams_strawberries
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
04 Apr 2024
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Neil was acting shifty, and Andrew knew why; that motherfucker was leaving. Despite the promise between them, Neil was prepping to run. Andrew wasn't upset about that, not at all. After all, if notorious Neil "No-Swing" Josten needed to leave after Andrew admitted his desires regarding his proximity to Neil's shorts, who was Andrew to stop him. But that doesn't explain why Neil was stealing socks, or why he wanted Andrew's clothes.
Whatever. That was probably unrelated.Series
- Part 1 of lessons in caretaking
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Bookmarked by ParkeRose
14 Apr 2026
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Lost count on how many times I've reread this <3
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This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang
But a whimperOr a Kandreil dark academia! au, in which the gang attends Foxborough University, a foreboding institute for the elite’s most problematic children. Everything is going expectedly bad until the newcomer arrives—then it gets worse. Neil Josten has low hopes and even lower expectations. He’s ready to leave one troubled world behind, only to fall into the arms of another. Or, to be more precise, two pairs of arms.
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So here he was, listening to the never-ending loop of “you have bitten off more than you can chew”, reminding him that while he may have proposed spending the evening like this, he would never be a real part of whatever was happening in the room.
Touch-starved but you don't know if you even want to be touched? You may be entitled to compensation!
Just introspective Kevin having a really bad time and questioning where and how to belong. Shout out to Riko and Jean for haunting the narrative so beautifully. -
The kinda thing that you would rather leave unsaid by WitheredCarnelians for poetic_ivy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
03 Feb 2025
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“We were messaging normally or so I thought until out of nowhere he just told me that he’d been thinking about me to jack off. It was so gross.”
“What a fucking jackass,” Rose answered, though it filtered little across the sudden ringing in Neil’s ears. “I hope you blocked him.”
“Eugh, of course,” Valerie’s words had a sense of finality, though their conversation seemed to be over as the rest of the team started to filter through into the lounge.
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Valerie was so obviously disgusted that someone had thought of her when getting off, like it had been a violation. How was that different from what he’d been doing all week with the images of Andrew in his head? He’d promised Andrew that he wouldn’t let himself be like every one of the men who’d taken so much from him. That vow had been everything and more important than any promise he’d ever made before. The sinking realization that he had been breaking it made the ground under himself shift.
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After Andrew's graduation Neil starts having recurring dreams of them together, its okay untill he overhears a converstation between two of the freshmen and starts to spiral.
Inspired by FU In My Head by Cloudy June
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- Part 1 of Mixtape Fics