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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    15 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Reki tries to kill himself, thinking that the people around him would be happier that way.

    He couldn't have been more wrong.

     

    Title is from Better Than Me - The Brobecks

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    07 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    Two boys were waiting on the porch.

    They were as familiar to him as his own reflection. They were complete strangers. Darry wondered if they, too, felt the enormity of this moment, the first time they'd all three been together in nearly eight years. They had to, right? Or maybe they were just overwhelmed. A new (old) home, two new (old) brothers—it was a lot for one day. Then Soda took a tentative step forward.

    "Darry?"

    Or, Darry was only twelve when his parents were killed in a car wreck, and he and his brothers—eight-year-old Sodapop and five-year-old Ponyboy—were split up by the state. When he successfully receives guardianship of them at nineteen, he suddenly finds himself raising two boys he hasn't seen, let alone spoken to, in close to a decade.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    "You got this…for me?" Shane's voice cracks a little.

    Ilya studies him properly for a moment. His skin is a washed-out grey under his freckles. Pain draws his mouth tight, and he can see the restlessness jumping under his skin. No, being benched is not going well for Shane Hollander. The sky is also blue.

    "I refuse to eat your boring snacks while we watch whatever boring movie is your favourite, Hollander," he says, and watches him melt a little with satisfaction.

    Set during ep4 montage
    Shane hurt his knee, so when Ilya goes over to check on him, they absolutely definitely shouldn't have any sex

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    27 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya crouched down until he was at eye level with Shane.

    He reached out and brushed his hand along Shane’s jaw gently. Shane’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into Ilya’s touch.

    Ilya watched it happen, how it was so instinctive… the same way Shane always softened immediately under his hands or when in his presence.

    “You’re so responsive for me, Shane,” he murmured, lifting Shane’s chin slightly to face him. Shane slowly opened his eyes to look at him.

    Ilya leaned in, bringing their faces close enough that he could feel the hot air from Shane’s breath.

    “So tell me something,” Ilya said quietly. “Does Hayden ever get to see you like this?”

    “Or is he just playing with my property?”

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    OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped & hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better and the lines between their friendship get blurred. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and fights to win him back. They all end up hurting until they learn how to communicate.

    There are both Shayden & Hollanov spicy scenes but *no threesomes* - This fic gets VERY messy and toxic but has a happy Hollanov ending!

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    23 Feb 2026

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    It was two rings and then his thick accent and smooth voice washed over Shane like a slow molasses. “Hollander,” Rozanov sighed. “It is late. I thought you had date, no?”

    “I fucked up,” Shane whispered biting back a sob.

    Shane drops after he sleeps with someone that's not Ilya, so naturally he calls Ilya to take care of him.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Shane ends up sending the "we didn't even kiss" text, and Ilya Rozanov (rightfully) freaks the fuck out.

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    13 Feb 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 22

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    “You are lying.” He placed his hand back on his side, though he kept it still. “Tell me what I’m doing wrong.”

    He was acknowledging this. He was acknowledging it because he thought Shane was uncomfortable.

    Or, moments of playfulness are rare, and sometimes they are also tickly.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Ilya gets a surprising call from none other than Hayden Pike saying something is wrong with Shane and no one really knows why. Ilya drops everything to go help him because, he does know. And it's all his fault.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Ottawa face Montreal away from home ice, and for the first time in eleven years, Shane Hollander is not in red and blue.

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    Ilya watches Shane battle his old teammates and fails to stay calm about it.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    "He needed to leave. He needed Ilya.
    Shane walked towards the sitting room, making his way to where his shoes were positioned by the door, Ilya will stop him. Ilya will help him. Ilya will make him better."

     

    Shane drops after the infamous Vegas Hotel scene. Left to crash and burn alone, who will bring him back to shore?

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    25 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Ponyboy Lewis has been in the foster system for as far back as he can remember. At 13, he's given up on his life looking like anything other than a slow crawl towards a bleak future. That starts to change after he is placed in a home on the east side of Tulsa.

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    03 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 84

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    He couldn’t even focus on music, which was supposed to be the one thing that he could lose himself in.

    His fingers moved automatically, his hands gliding along the strings of his bass like they always did, but his mind was entirely elsewhere. All he saw was the stupid bike shack, the stamp on his wrist, Alex’s heartbroken expression when he and Willie had their strange not-a-break-up, the jolts shocking through his friends, even his parents arguing, which somehow feels both so long ago and still so fresh. Most of all, it’s the giant, looming, vague end that has no shape but he knows is coming.

    (AKA: Reggie has abandonment issues and is positive that everything will inevitably be taken away from him.

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    26 Nov 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 80

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    Reggie knew from a young age that things at his home weren't exactly... normal. He wasn't like other kids, and he knew it. Accepted it. That's just how it was. It embarrassed him that what he had waiting for him, wasn't what everyone else had. So he kept it on the downlow. Keeping his secret guarded.

    And that's all fine and well, until his dad takes it a step too far one night, and Reggie panics, bailing out his bedroom window. Injured, and just looking for a place to crash, he heads to the studio. Of course, he's not alone. When are you ever alone when you wanna be? But maybe that's not... the worst thing in the world?

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    26 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 10

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    When Reggie doesn't turn up for band practice the boys search for him and Luke finds him still in bed, ignoring the outer world. Alex tries to pull him out of it because apparently he's the best out of his friends to handle this.

    "Reggie never talked about it once it was over. He would get back to his usual self, sometimes a few hours later, sometimes days, but he would always bounce back. He would smile again and start talking, but not about his feelings."

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    26 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 10

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    It’s just a bad day. Reggie can feel it under his skin when he wakes up, his whole face is buzzing and when he gets downstairs the silence is stifling in the way he knows mean his parents just finished a fight and are still in the after phase where they aren’t talking. He’d woken up late and can’t stand being in the house longer than necessary so he walks out without eating breakfast.

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    26 Nov 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 22

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    While taking their usual midnight walk down the strip of beach near the boardwalk Luke ends up witnessing Reggie jump off the docks and into the ocean below.

    Luke jumps in after him in order to save the life of a classmate he's never actually talked to before.

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    Me: what if I whump Reggie m o r e?!

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    25 Nov 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 3

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    He had become Denny whether he liked it or not; a face known like a friend, even down to the same broken nose.

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    30 Sep 2025

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