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    “You don’t have to do that,” Shane said.
     
    “I know.”
     
    “I mean it.”
     
    “I know.”
     
    Shane went quiet.
     
    Ilya’s thumb moved once against his wrist.
     
    “I am doing it because I want.”
     
    ⊹ ⊹ ⊹ ⊹ ⊹
     
    or, the tender relief of being known exactly as you are.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    Erwin stared into the face of death and saw that it was small and young. Barely a man, more of a boy really. His eyes were narrowed, features petite and delicate, making his age almost impossible to assess. Erwin had no doubt that this boy was here to kill him. He wanted him to try, to see what he could do. Erwin believed with great certainty that his ability would be immense.

    ** As of 07/22 - Changes to Chapters 1-15**

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    30 Aug 2026

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Shane's life is a dotted map of little obsessions. Hockey and the ice were his first loves. But sometimes the things you love can't love you back the way you need them to.

    Ilya's life is a complex labyrinth of sold-out seats, trophies, women, nightclubs and Russia, all in technicolor fluorescence.

    Until he meets Shane and his world is lit up in gold.

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    Ilya is captain of the Boston Raiders and Shane is the strange, new physiotherapist with magical hands.

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    11 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 67

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    Ilya held Shane’s gaze defiantly and brought his knuckle to his mouth, brushing it against his lips. The taste spread across his tongue, cloying but not unpleasant.
    “Not gross,” he concluded. “Nice and sweet. Like cereal milk.”

    or...Shane experiences a curious side effect to his medication and they roll with it.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    He looks up at Rozanov, whose brows have since migrated up over his forehead, almost tangling in his mess of curls as he eagerly awaits either a response or a reaction.

    Shane gives both at once.

    “We can’t fuck in there.”

    Ilya’s smile doesn’t falter. Shane really wishes he was kissing him instead of standing here, shrinking into his jacket, shivering under the cool nighttime air, the hot tub water glimmering under a heavy moonlight.

    “Why not?” Rozanov challenges. “Is fine, no? I can make you break a sweat, Hollander. Even without the bubbles.”

    Shane deadpans him and that just makes Rozanov laugh airily, clearly bemused by his response to all this.

    or: ilya’s house has a hot tub and a mirror in the yard, so he and shane make very good use of it

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the guy standing beside every wedding, delivering every speech, and fixing every crisis. He’s indispensable to everyone else’s happiness… except no one ever really asks what he wants for his own.

    Until Ilya Rozanov, a cynical journalist with a dismissive view of marriage and everything it represents, crosses paths with Shane and decides to use his life as the subject of a feature on the “eternal best man,” a stepping stone toward more serious journalistic work, without Shane ever suspecting his intentions.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Straight, direct. That’s Rozanov: Shane likes it. He tells Shane what he thinks, what to do. Here, in the dimly-lit office where he cleans books of dust, Shane doesn’t have to think. Rozanov does that for him.

    Coffee, dust, mail. That’s all Shane needs.

    His hockey gear can stay shoved in a bin bag at his front door.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    This is boring.

    The thought floated across Shane’s brain like one of those banners tied to the tail of a plane. Or maybe like a screensaver on a nineties computer, one that would have been in a separate room from the rest of the house.

    Or maybe he was just coming up with different descriptors for it to distract from how boring it was.

    The whole thing would be mildly more interesting if Shane were at all interested in cars or how they worked. But he wasn’t, no matter how much his husband tried to convince him to be, so a luxury car auction was not exactly his idea of fun on the first vacation they had had together in two years.

    Or, Shane attends at a high-end car auction, and sits next to the most handsome man he’s ever seen.

    That man is not his husband.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    There was definitely nothing wrong with the way Ilya's fingers slipped into those dips that proved to him that Shane had been touched by the heavens. Ilya could only feel blessed he was the one allowed to be inside Shane.

    Ilya had to check, had to make sure he was still the chosen one.

    "Mine, yes? You are mine."

    "Yes," Shane gasped, tone still desperate and watery. "Yours, only yours," Shane's hips faltered losing their rhythm. He sounded on the verge of tears, "And you're mine."

    or

    Ilya is obsessed with Shane's back dimples and calls him a god, and Hollanov try cockwarming.

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    27 May 2026

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    “I’ve gotta leave now…” Shane has the decency to look at least an ounce apologetic as his smile turns slightly sympathetic. Ilya continues to stare at him, mouth agape.
    “Huh?” he repeats because he’s fucking stupid.


    shane leaves ilya hard and horny at a party. ilya is dejected, but becomes obsessed anyways.

    - featuring, alt!shane + frat!ilya

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    26 May 2026

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    Ilya would’ve sooner believed in divine intervention than in becoming one of those pathetic, obsessive people whose brain short-circuited over someone they wanted to fuck.

    Especially not someone he’d barely managed more than a handful of charged minutes with at a time.

    Especially not when that someone hated him.

    90% of the time, anyways.

    And the other 10%?

    Well … Ilya was usually right about these kinds of things, and he had eyes, so he was pretty confident Hollander wanted the same thing.

    But Hollander was really committed to this whole pretending-nothing-happened bit.

    And Ilya was equally committed to tearing it apart.

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    OR: Hollanov Rival Frats AU!

    Set against the politics and pressure of aggressively heteronormative 2000s-2010s Greek life, this story is about frat rivalry, the terrifying pull between denial and desire, and finding yourself fighting against the version of yourself you’re trying to become.

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    26 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 90

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    Ilya is such a fucking sleaze.

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    23 May 2026

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    Shane is hiding something that could end his career.

    Ilya is the kind of person who doesn’t stop until he finds it.

    What starts as rivalry turns into fixation.

    Because something about Shane doesn’t make sense,
    his control, his scent, the way he reacts.

    And Ilya doesn’t like unsolved patterns.

    He likes breaking them open.

    Even if it breaks Shane with it.

    Not instinct. Not luck. Not being an alpha.

    Control.

    So when he watches Shane play, he sees it immediately, something precise, something careful, something just out of reach.

    Something hidden.

    And Ilya has never been good at leaving things alone.

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    21 May 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 May 2026

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    He gets bottled water for them both from the fridge, watching the kid. Didn’t dry his hair properly after the shower, didn’t even try, and it’s probably made the inside of his hat wet. Kids going to make himself sick. He watches as Shane meanders around his lounge, reading book spines, looking at the pictures. Ilya likes his apartment, but he wonders what it looks like through Shane’s eyes. He wonders vaguely if Shane likes it.

    Ilya just leans against the kitchen counter, waiting.

    The kid stops in frontthat picture, his head tilted as he studies it. Frowns at the Boston team. Frowns at the team posing on the ice, the cup front and center. Sees it on the kids face when he turns, a look of dawning comprehension on his face, “Ilya. Ilya Rozanov?”

    Ilya lets it happen, just nods, pretends like that other life was nothing to do with him.

    “I...I’ve seen you play. Used to go to games sometimes, with my Mom, when I was a kid. She wanted me to be a hockey player, when I was young,” Shane shrugs, “wasn’t for me though too...aggressive.”

    Ilya raises an eyebrow, gesturing with his water, “and you so small. You would get killed.”

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    20 May 2026

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    Shane sits on Ilya's face and cums untouched, and Ilya cums in his underwear.

    -that's it, that's the fic guys

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    17 May 2026

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    Shane wanted to help. Shane genuinely, purely, with his whole trusting heart, wanted to help his daddy quit smoking. And he believed—truly believed—that letting Ilya suck on his nipples was the way to do it.

    Ilya should have said no.

    Instead he looked at the article one more time, pretended to read it carefully, then handed the phone back and said, "You know what, I think this could work."

    Or:

    Ilya is trying to quit smoking. Shane wants to help his daddy. When he finds an article suggesting "oral fixation replacement therapy," he offers himself as a healthier alternative with an earnest, oblivious sweetness that Ilya can't—and won't—refuse.

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    15 May 2026

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    15 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander agrees to an arranged marriage because refusing could start a war. He expected a transactional relationship, minimal emotional involvement, and maybe some occasional awkward small talk.

    Instead he gets a six-foot-three stupidly attractive Russian alpha who is apparently determined to follow Shane around campus like an overprotective guard dog.

    meanwhile Ilya Rozanov was fully prepared for a spoiled, haughty omega.

    But Shane was earnest, stole his clothes, cried over his gunshot wound, and called him mine in front of his father.

    Now Ilya’s a little obsessed.

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    Chapters:
    55/?
    Comments:
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    620,222

    13 May 2026

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