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“You’re fucking hurt and you still tried to help me.” Lo’ak finally met his brother’s eyes. “You shouldn’t have done that.”
Neteyam’s face softened, and he reached out to grip both of his shoulders. “That was my decision. Just like everything else was my decision. You don’t get to carry that.”
But in fact Lo’ak was carrying it. He felt the weight of it with every breath. The guilt that had been building since the ship, since the bullet, since the moment he’d pulled Neteyam from the water and felt his brother’s blood warm between his fingers.
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Neteyam survives the shot, but Jake still looks at his other son as if it’s his fault. Lo’ak doesn’t survive that he was the reason it happened, and the rifle does its job. He dies.
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- Part 1 of what survives us
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07 Feb 2026
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Just Lo'ak screaming at Jake.
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03 Feb 2026
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Lando Norris has his life mapped out — a stable job, a respectable engagement, a future everyone keeps telling him he should want.
But lately, everything feels like it’s closing in. The ring on his finger feels heavier by the day, the smiles around him tighter, the walls of his own choices drawing closer.Then Oscar walks into his life. The man he shouldn’t have met. The mistake that wasn’t supposed to follow him into daylight. Now, standing across from him in the same department, the feeling Lando tried to bury breathes again — calm, composed, and entirely out of reach.
They’re supposed to be colleagues. Professionals. But every argument, every shared glance, every late night spent working becomes a reminder of everything Lando’s trying not to feel. And the more he tries to run from what’s expected of him, the more he finds himself drawn toward the one person he shouldn’t want.
A slow-burn academic rivals-to-lovers story about desire, denial, and the cost of choosing the life you want over the one you’re told to live.
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25 Nov 2025
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It’s the profound tragedy of Lando’s life, he thinks, to realise he’s in love with his teammate – just as Oscar Piastri makes a habit of standing one step higher on the podium, forcing Lando to crane his neck to look at him.
Oscar hates watching the light fade from Lando’s eyes with every victory he takes from him. He accepted the inconvenient truth long ago: he loves Lando. But he loves winning more.
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25 Nov 2025
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Some memories disappear. Others wait.
What’s left between them is silence, careful distance and memories that hurt too much to touch.
Can love be rebuilt when only one heart remembers?Bookmarked by PipeJos481
19 Nov 2025