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    “What do I get out of it?” Neil asked.

    “Pardon?”

    “I'm assuming I won't be playing,” he reiterated, “nearly as much as the rest of the team or not at all- and don’t try to tell me any different because I can tell from your lot,” Neil gestured to Ralph and the rest of them. “That you love to pick up lost causes. So, what do I get out of filling your line so you can throw balls to each other.”

    "Oh~ I like this one." Andrew said. "Can we keep him, Coach?"

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    Neil gets a head injury that changes his mental stability. He is put on antipsychotic that causes him to become numb. After the Foxes recruit Neil's teammate in Milport and he's at the right place at the right time, he signs as well.

    First book: complete!
    Second book: complete!

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    I think, therefore I am.

    Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.

    Or what if Neil was a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    At Thanksgiving dinner, Neil gets to Andrew faster. The result isn't any better. Neil is still a martyr, and Andrew struggles like never before to insist that he feels nothing.

    Because there was someone waiting for Andrew upstairs, and they got Neil instead.

    [Authors note: Sorry guys I'm re-writing this fic as of 2025 I have improved so much as a writer I simply have to do it (and for continuity reasons so I can keep proper notes this time). Later chapters I'll likely make more mild revisions to.]

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Neil's back in Palmetto with the Foxes' triumph over the Raven's, time to see how much damage has been done.

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    “Yes.”

    He didn’t remember the car ride back. Were they back? He was in a car. Yes.

    He remembered bits. Things scattered, Remembered-

    Eighty percent.

    A bullet.

    Blood splatter and Riko’s expression. Watched until eyes fogged over with death. Did he watch that long? Must have. His mother used to say-

    He blinked.

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    The long-awaited Scared to Live sequel

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    10 Dec 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch.21

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    Book 2 Ch.5