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Paint me black and blue please, Darling! by LeanBean0o0
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
26 Aug 2025
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Hikaru discovers he can bruise, and feel the entire new sensation of “Pain.”
He wants to explore this new sensation with Yoshiki.Series
- Part 1 of The hikayoshi S&M saga
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01 Sep 2025
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more by nightmarefuckboy
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
30 Jul 2025
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Now that shame was exiled, all Yoshiki had to finally do was address the insatiable hunger he felt for “Hikaru”.
And fuck, he was starving.
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04 Aug 2025
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Almost by Raidenbd107
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
04 Aug 2025
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They’ve finally made it. They’re out. Yoshiki and ‘Hikaru’ are free. They have this place to themselves and they’re starting over
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- Part 7 of To Make It Home
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04 Aug 2025
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Into The Black by bacchanalia
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
27 Jul 2025
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‘Hikaru’ says, “Yoshiki…” as drool and blackness spills from the side of his lips, eyes nearly rolling back before focusing on him once more. He’s here. He’s present. “Ya wanna…put it in me?”
No one can ever take him away again.
Yoshiki grips the other’s throat harder and says,
“I think…y’should have to beg fer me… S’only fair, yeah? Lookit what you’ve put me through…crybaby brat…Say please.”Yoshiki is working through his emotions. As it turns out, the Five Stages of Grief didn't account for teenage horniness. They also didn't account for how to cope with fucking the possessed corpse of his best friend.
But, a lot of things in life are like that, probably.Bookmarked by RMPikachu
03 Aug 2025
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Post Nut Clarity by Gutwitchz9
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Aug 2025
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“But it’s my first time!” Hikaru whines, following Yoshiki's retreat.
“Don’t say it like that…” Yoshiki feels the embarrassment rising in his face, once again retreating, leaning back on his palms in an effort to create his own space.
“Like what?” Hikaru cocks his head, leaning further in, crawling over to him until he is quite literally climbing into Yoshiki’s lap.
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03 Aug 2025
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the ruin we've made by OrangeButt73
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
03 Aug 2025
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“I want you to say it,” ‘Hikaru’ says. Begging almost in the way he sinks teeth into skin, in the way he bites his lower lip like he’s nervous, ecstatic, afraid and desperate all at once. Flesh a little swollen and red when he lets go. “Need you to say it. So I know I’m not messing this up again.”
At that, Yoshiki swallows. Wavering between yes and no. Both and neither.
“We can.” Even so, he wants. He clings. Because here’s the miracle: this is ‘Hikaru’, his ‘Hikaru’ — and here’s the tragedy: it is not, but Yoshiki misses him too much to care.
Or: they try again.
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03 Aug 2025
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Bond With Me by Raidenbd107
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
02 Aug 2025
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Yoshiko has been working tirelessly lately, and ‘Hikaru’ thinks he need a break. What better way then to take him to the Indou’s little secret meadow. ‘Hikaru’ has a plan, he knows what he wants, but will Yoshiki give it to him?
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- Part 5 of To Make It Home
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02 Aug 2025
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mixin' by nightmarefuckboy
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
27 Jul 2025
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It started out innocent and simple. When Hikaru rested his head on Yoshiki’s shoulder and asked, “Is this okay?” it usually earned him a curt nod or even a weak, “Yeah, it’s fine,” if he got lucky. It was a practice he was determined to implement after their conversation about asking before doing.
Today, he got lucky.
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Hikaru and Yoshiki mix again and do other things
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28 Jul 2025
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Youth; Gnarled, Clawed Open by toruism (dazaiisms)
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
13 Jul 2025
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It’s his eighteenth birthday. One he’s spending at a packed nightclub with his best friends, the weight of his family name enough to prompt the bouncers to overlook the numbers printed on their IDs.
He’s meant to be celebrating, partying like the wild youth he is; savouring the rare moments of freedom that he’s wrestled for himself from under his parents’ thumb.
Instead, all he can think about is a man almost twice his age.
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25 Jul 2025
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Kicking Anthills by gorewhxre
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga)
14 Jul 2025
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Megumi gets in trouble at school, and to his surprise, Toji actually shows up. But he’s not getting off without suffering the consequences.
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- Part 1 of Suspension
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15 Jul 2025
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20 Nov 2024
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cic·a·trize
[ˈsikəˌtrīz]
verb
cicatrize (verb) ·
(with reference to a wound) heal by scar formation:
"his wound had cicatrized" · "it was used to cicatrize certain types of wounds"
____Till has won.
He's won against Luka, but why doesn't he feel happy? glad? relieved?
After Ivan's death, he feels a scar left on his neck-- his lips, it won't close up. He likes Mizi, doesn't he? so why can't he get Ivan off of his mind?
Ivan was dead, but Till realizes he loves Ivan-- feeling a sense of obsession after Ivan's death. Till falls asleep in his cold room and wakes up ten years into the past.
And, this time, Ivan won't die.
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- Part 1 of in another life, maybe
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19 Nov 2024
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Ivan does not fear death, until he does.
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19 Nov 2024
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19 Nov 2024
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both famous actors ivan and till are overworked and tired from their recent acting. ivan decides to book them a restaurant reservation for him and his sunbae, to cheer both of them up. mainly till, because ivan’s already content whenever he sees hin.
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ivan confesses to till at a restaurant.Bookmarked by RMPikachu
19 Nov 2024
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Anakt discovers that human voices contain powerful frequencies which they can manually harvest and use for their own selling and bidding.
Till’s voice is perfect, vivid, and prodigious… it’s everything the seygein need. But he tends to put up a fight. So who better to carry out the experiment than Ivan himself, Till’s one remaining weakness?
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- Part 2 of OVERDOSE series (ivantill)
- Part 4 of alien stage dark fics
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19 Nov 2024
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Dropping the mic sounds out like a death knell to him; the final nail in his soon to be made coffin. Ivan’s long since made peace with the maw of the void, so stepping up to its open mouth isn’t why he’s afraid.
What actually scares Ivan, is having to live with the consequences.
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19 Nov 2024
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18 Nov 2024
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18 Nov 2024
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who are we to fight the alchemy? by ottogezero (ottoge)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
15 Nov 2024
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“Yes,” Hyuna decides to pity him in the end and answer his question. “Ivan is definitely into you, like to an unhealthy, obsessive amount,” she confirms, going back to typing on her laptop. “When did you finally notice and have mercy on him?” She snorts. “He’s been after you since you two were kids.”
or, Till finally notices that Ivan has been crushing on him since the day they met. After a few (a lot) of people point it out to him.
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18 Nov 2024