RamJustDied



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Rec 24

    Tags
    Summary

    Mike Wheeler drops off the grid for 6 months, then suddenly drops an album. But Mike's not the only musician they know who's been busy writing music since he's been gone...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    20
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    621

    19 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    deadass so fun and one of of the best fics I've ever read

  2. Rec 21

    Tags
    Summary

    In Romans, three love stories unfold simultaneously: all three permeated by terror and guilt, as each demands the renunciation of both God and family in order to be.

    The first romance, the novel's focus, involves Caesar Zeppeli, who seeks a woman with whom to fulfill his dream of marriage. His path towards this goal encounters two obstacles: the first, which Caesar refuses to confront, is his own homosexuality. The second, onto which he casts all blame, is the deranged love to which he surrenders with every kiss shared with Joseph Joestar.

    The next romance, traced through Suzi Q and Maria Zeppeli, explores familial dysfunction and marriage as a trap that closes in on women. Love is interrupted by "I have to flee from here" and by an escape whose outcome only worsens everything.

    The third romance unfolds between Niccolò Zeppeli, Caesar’s older brother, and Julieta Esposito, the novice for whom he attends Mass every Sunday. For her, the choice allows no middle ground: continued servitude to God or stepping away.

    In this story, love is lived through shame, rage, timidity, fear, and guilt. But above all, love is lived with tenderness; as love.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,606
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    112
    Kudos:
    118
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    2,102

    27 Jan 2025

  3. Rec 49

    Tags
    Summary

    “Do you think,” Will swallows hard. “If you could go back, knowing everything, you’d choose to love her again?”
    “Yes. Not—not because she needed me, but because—I don’t know. If I didn’t love Nance, I wouldn’t be here. I’d still be dickwad Steve Harrington who peaked in high school.”
    Will laughs, gentle. “You were a dickwad.”
    Steve hums agreement. He considers something for a moment. “What about you?”
    “What?”
    “Your Tammy. Knowing what you did now, would you go back and love him all over again?”
    “Yes,” Will says instantly. “Of course.”
    “Why?”
    Will looks at him then, so earnest, still so young, so full of love to give and so willing to give it away.
    “Because it’s him.”

     

    or:
    Steve Harrington and his thoughts on the end of the world, love, and Will Byers.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,320
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    227
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    1,107

    06 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Thank you so much <3

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    To dance is to know somebody, to love them. Sometimes, to dance is to hate. And Joseph hated nothing more than seeing Caesar dance.

    Joseph earned his role as the lead. He deserved it! So what if Caesar reminds him every day that he doesn’t? It’s not like he cares. He definitely doesn’t care. Definitely not.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    86,499
    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    356
    Kudos:
    583
    Bookmarks:
    126
    Hits:
    18,009

    03 Feb 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 27

    Tags
    Summary

    After his battle with the Pillar Men, Joseph flees to England to manage his grief in lonely solitude.

    Someone, or something, has followed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    38,391
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    127
    Kudos:
    156
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    2,759

    18 Jun 2025