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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    Izuku Midoriya is very good at enduring pain.

    He learns too late that endurance isn’t the same thing as healing.

    What begins as prescribed relief turns into routine, then necessity, then silence. Sleepless nights blur together. Injuries stop mending. The line between “functional” and “failing” disappears entirely.

    By the time anyone notices, Izuku is already drowning.

    This is a story about addiction that doesn’t look dramatic until it almost kills him. About relapse, withdrawal, and the damage left behind. About friends who don’t know how to save him—and one who refuses to walk away anyway.

    Recovery here is slow, conditional, and unfinished.
    But staying alive is a choice Izuku keeps making.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Izuku Midoriya is a lonely artist who accidentally brings his painting to life. The mysterious man declares himself to be Izuku’s father and becomes very possessive of his little painter.

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    21 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 2

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    The aftermath of the fall of the Morning Star, in 4 POVs.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    “Hyunjin is dead,” Jeongin breathed. He looked up to see the others stare back at him with wide eyes, Hyunjin towering over them at the back, the light from the window in the hallway lighting up his figure. “They told me he was dead.”

    Hyunjin's dark eyes found Jeongin’s tearful ones.

    “Not dead,” Hyunjin said with a poisonous smile. “Just gay.”

    Or: Jeongin has spent years mourning the loss of his first love, a love he was told by his church was sinful and wrong, but one he just couldn't stop from blooming in his chest. Now, years later, Jeongin meets Hyunjin again, very alive and also very different from how he used to be back in their shared church.

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    02 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Feveruary 2026 Day 1: "Don't get too close."

    I.N loves working out with Changbin. The pair have fallen into a routine and continually push each other to be better. But when Innie doesn't want to let down his hyung when he isn't feeling well, what will happen?

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    01 Feb 2026