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    07 Apr 2026

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    “We cannot keep doing this, Hollander. I am getting bored.”

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    Shane never gets hurt on the ice, so Ilya goes through with his plan to break things off with Shane. Shane tries to chase Ilya and ends up crashing. Hurt and alone, Shane must face the possibility of his life ending without the chance to fix things with Ilya.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Chains have always felt too medieval to Ilya. They’re so … clunky. Heavy, impractical when you’re in a hurry. Sturdy, sure, but they make polyethylene rope these days that’s even stronger and more durable.

    That said, he could be talked back. Because Shane Hollander strung up in chains is a sight to behold.

    He leans in until his mouth is next to Hollander’s ear, close enough that he can smell the animal fear the other man is working so hard to hide. “You want to know more of Rozanov name, yes? I will show you exactly what our legacy means.”

    ***

    The Rozanov bratva has ruled Boston for decades under one absolute law: the name endures. On the night of pakhan Grigori Rozanov's seventy-first birthday, Ilya—the reluctant heir, the second son—watches that law cost him everything.

    Now the only person who knows the full truth is the one who started it all, and Ilya isn't sure whether that makes Shane Hollander his enemy or the only ally he has left.

    Content warnings in the end notes for chapters. RAPE/NON-CON NOT BETWEEN ILYA AND SHANE.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Lily: Room number?

    Jane: Not today, rain check?

    Lily: Ok I check

    Lily: Is sunny outside, no rain. What is your room number

    Lily: Hello?

    Lily: Why rain stopping you from giving me your room number?


    In which Shane might be using idioms on purpose, Ilya gets flustered, and Shane’s heart melts a little every time. (Ongoing series of one-shots)

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    01 Apr 2026

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    What would happen if Shane and Ilya met when they were 14 years old?

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a secret boyfriend, and it’s not Ilya Rozanov. That’s for the best, though, because Shane’s boyfriend is absolutely perfect on paper. He’s also completely on board with the need to keep their relationship out of the press to avoid ruffling any feathers at the MHL commissioner’s office.

    There’s only one problem with Shane’s boyfriend. He’s not Ilya Rozanov.

    (Canon divergence where Ilya and Shane do separate photo shoots pre-rookie season and never hook up. Somehow. So then Shane has a “normal” dating life.)

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    28 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is not so subtle about his breeding kink. Shane ends up being bred

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    27 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 58

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    “My mother, she –” his voice shook, but he continued, “I had a dream about her. Just now. She – she told me something. That if I have letters to write, I have reasons to stay. And I – blyat’ – I’d have so many letters to write.”

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    Ilya attempts writing a "just-in-case" suicide letter to Shane, and then passes out for 16 hours where he has a very vivid dream about his mother. Shane finds Ilya's letter first, and then him passed out on the bed and (validly) assumes the worst. Happy ending though. I promise 🫶🏻

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    25 Mar 2026

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    “Shane, moya lyubov?”

    “Mm-hmm.”

    “What if I just … put it in my mouth for little bit?”

    Shane shushes him. “I’m trying to watch the game tape. Could you stop thinking with your dick for a second? Do you not want me to win?”

    “Please.” It comes out like a whine. “I will not even move. No sucking. I will just sit on my knees with your cock in my mouth. Is not sex. Is just … keeping your dick warm, yes?”

    (Or, the Metros agree not to have sex during the MLH Finals, and Ilya Rozanov is losing his mind. Fortunately for Ilya, Shane gets turned on watching himself score on game tape.)

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Ilya smiles. Fuck him. Seriously. Fuck him. “How many times can you come?” 

    “Dunno,” Shane says, hands flat against the curve of Ilya’s back. He runs so hot. Shane wants to lick him all over, sink his teeth into the hard knots of his muscle. “Maybe twice?” 

    “Fuck,” Ilya whispers, and dips down again to slot their mouths together. There’s a helpless quality to the movement that makes Shane feel like a goddamn king. “Can I try?” 

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    Ilya finds out for himself how many times Shane can come.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “Shane,” His mother answers the phone, sounding drawn and upset. “I’m very disappointed in you for hiding something like this from us.”

    What. The world shutters around him. His breath is coming too fast and he barely has a chance to reach out a hand to steady himself before sliding against the wall. There's only one thing this could possibly be about.

    Ilya and Shane's peaceful summer at the cottage is interrupted when Yuna confronts Shane about his secret. But they might be having two entirely different conversations.

    Or an alternate shane's parents find out situation

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    23 Mar 2026

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    "After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:

    want:
    Ilya
    Stanley Cups
    Awards

    not doing:
    Dissociating
    Making myself small to make others comfortable
    Waiting ten fucking years

    Watching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.

    Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."

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    In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Shane was excited. It was the first time Shane and Ilya would be playing each other since they had finally worked things out, and by some miracle (re: Yuna Hollander was the best momager ever) he and Ilya were going to get two full nights together after the game. They were going to do a join photo shoot, then get lunch and maybe catch a basketball game or something else sufficiently sports related to pass as a soft-launch for the idea that Rozanov and Hollander were capable of being friendly off the ice. It was a dream come true.
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    Ilya was terrified. This was the first time Shane would be coming to his house since the Tuna Melt Incident, and even though things were different now - they were official (if secret) boyfriends who had long-term plans for the future - Ilya couldn't help but worry that having Shane in his home would somehow ruin things again. Still, nothing is going to stand between him and two uninterrupted nights with his boyfriend - not a very pissed off Russian manager or stupidly incompetent rookies or a broken phone - not even his boyfriend dropping his gloves and picking a fight for the first time in their careers.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Pop Base@PopBase

    Ottawa Centaurs Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander stun in new photos from the annual NHL Charity Gala earlier tonight.

    lucy @hockeyhusbands81
    Replying to @PopBase

    IS SHANE HOLLANDER WEARING MESH?,./,,?./?

    Eli @what_the_puck
    Replying to @PopBase

    Hey so like why are they naked

    BANGTAN LOCKDOWN @hollzy875

    OKAY THEY LOOK SOOOOO GOOD but WHO in the world managed to convince shane hollander to wear a mesh shirt?????????

    kira @ilyasleftsock
    Replying to @hollzy875

    idk but i hope they get a raise bc holy shit

    or, Shane Hollander wears a mesh top to the NHL Charity Gala and breaks the internet.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    In 2022, Ilya wakes up in a hospital in Ottawa with no memory of how he got there. He has hazy recollections of 2015, but he can't remember anything about the past seven years. He is shocked to learn he is now married to Shane Hollander, a fact that forces him to reconcile the decisions of his past self with the expectations he inherited from his father.
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    “I have this for you.” Hollander reached into his pocket, pulling out something gold, glinting under the cold hospital lighting. Holding his fist out, Hollander unfurled his hand, and the bottom fell out of Ilya’s heart, cratering through his stomach and spilling onto the floor.

    Shane Hollander stood before him, palm outstretched, cradling Irina Rozanova’s golden crucifix.

    Ilya flinched back, like he had been burned. Hollander’s warmth had moved too close, too fast, morphing into a threat and a violation. Hollander should not have that cross.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    The problem was, Ilya couldn’t quite explain it himself. After a few minutes of ruminating, he finally settles on:

    Why do I want to eat my husband?

    Top result: Wife found guilty of cannibalising her husband, remains found in basement

    Ilya frowns down at his screen. Well that wasn’t it. He huffs quietly in frustration, before backspacing and trying again.

    Wanting to squish and bite my husband

    The search lags, and Ilya taps the tips of his thumbs impatiently against the screen, chewing on his bottom lip. Finally the page refreshes.

    Top result: Why boundaries in relationships are important

    Ilya rolls his eyes, on the verge of giving up.

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    Ilya has a severe case of cuteness aggression when it comes to his heavily pregnant husband, and he doesn’t quite know what to do about it.

    (+ now with bonus scenes of Shane and Ilya being dads!)

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya can handle the pressure of playing professional hockey.

    They can handle overtime, the stress that comes with being famous, the photoshoots, everything.

    They can handle a pregnancy with ease.

    They cannot, apparently, handle naming a human.

    Surely picking a name for their son shouldn’t be harder than winning a Stanley Cup.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Turns out Shane was always a chatterbox, he just needed the right motivation. Have you heard the good word about our lord and saviour Ilya Rozanov?

    Part one is a series of scenes wherein David Hollander demonstrates his superior emotional intelligence, Rose Landry collects besties like shiny marbles, Hayden Pike does his best (bless him), Yuna Hollander is everyone's momager, and Svetlana Vetrova commands the will of men.

    Part two features Shane learning to extend his newfound communication skills to the bedroom, courtesy of some helpful coaching from Ilya.

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    19 Mar 2026

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