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    “I didn't mean to worry you with my story, Astarion. I'm sorry.” Halsin gestured. “I can help you relax, if you wish. I know a very good massage technique against anxiety.” His deep, rumbling voice was accompanied by a friendly smile. “You look like you could use something like that. I may be a bear, but I can be gentle.”

    Astarion let out a short, mocking laugh. “A cuddly bear? Seriously?! You're even older than me, druid, and that's your pick-up line?”
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    The predator is once again a useful part of the herd. Wyll ist still a nuisance. Mystra is a bitch. The shadows are hungry. Halsin is a sexy therapist. Consent is king. Astarion deserves a kind fuck.

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    10 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Sex worker Gale makes an agreement with harried, traumatised lawyer, Astarion.

    Stuff happens.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    "That bad?" Astarion teases, shifting to lean into Gale's space. Not that there's much of it to begin with in this cramped booth.

    Gale didn't expect Astarion to follow him when he fled the dance floor after a few minutes of clumsy, half-hearted shuffling. Gale isn't the type of person who goes out drinking and dancing, but this is Astarion's element. Normally he'd be flitting around the bar, all sly smiles and pale, effervescent skin shining under strobe lights.

    "That bad," Gale affirms with mock-seriousness. "It's cruel and unusual punishment to drag an introvert to a place like this."

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    Gale and Astarion leave together, with very different ideas in mind.

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    07 Jan 2026

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    When Astarion is assaulted on their way to Baldur's Gate, he is not even surprised. Yet another day in his miserable life. He could have done without his party hearing about it, but it isn't as if they don't already know how depraved he is.

    That they care enough to rescue him is... unexpected.
    That they insist on not brushing it off and on giving him time to heal is downright ridiculous.

    What is he supposed to heal from exactly?
    His entire existence?

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    Or, Astarion is raped and his traumas are catching up with him. But now he has a whole party behind him and, for the very first time, he has the luxury to break down.

     

    Complete list of Trigger Warnings in the Author's Note

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    06 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 12

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    You know we're sticking with the Hozier lyrics for fic titles.

    Mind the tags!

    Halsin/fTav darkfic. What if Orin tortured Halsin while she held him captive? What if there was a non-consensual orgasm? What if Tav was a part of the whole thorny mess?
    Can Halsin and Tav find their way back to each other?

    Set before Halsin has confessed his feelings to Tav, although Silvanus knows he's been thinking about it.

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    06 Jan 2026