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when he arrives back in his own room at some too-early hour of the morning, he finds felix, soft and asleep, under the covers of his bed.
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- Part 4 of songs of innocence
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Felix moves under the magenta light, hips swaying, laughing, handed off from one person to the next. And when he gets thirsty, or tired, he retreats, endlessly, back to Chan—Chan, who always already has somehow procured an ice water for Felix, who has it in hand, it seems, the second Felix turns his way.
Or: Felix, Chan, and a night out.
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it’s been two weeks and he’s still not used to getting kisses from felix, still not used to the loving heat of them, their slow, searing warmth. sometimes chan finds himself zoned out, eyes hesitating, sometimes shyly and sometimes with bold intent, over the plush cupid’s bow of felix’s upper lip, the full curve of his lower one, from across the rooms they share.
felix’s mouth is, objectively, a masterpiece, and chan has never felt more blissed out than he is by the thought that he has felix’s permission to touch.
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- Part 3 of songs of innocence
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from that day on, it becomes clear that felix has a problem. the problem isn’t that his best friend and years-long crush made a move and had taken it back. the problem isn’t that chan is acting distant or awkward with felix the morning after an unplanned night of intimacy.
no, the problem is that the gentle kissing, the kind of affection that felix has only ever dreamed of receiving from chan, has become his new normal. and chan doesn’t seem to think anything of it.
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- Part 2 of songs of innocence
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“lixxie,” he murmurs, daring to ghost his nose back and forth across the strands lightly enough that felix, hopefully, won’t really notice him doing it. “you okay?”
“nightmare,” felix mumbles. a beat and then, without preamble, he’s jamming his face into chan’s exposed neck.
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- Part 1 of songs of innocence
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Every thirty years, the sea demands a royal.
Seonghwa steps forward. Unwanted, unmissed and too soft for the world that raised him.Captain Hongjoong wasn't planning to save anyone but nothing enraged him more than nobles discarding lives they never valued.
He takes Seonghwa. Not out of mercy, but to spit in the face of power. If the nobles want blood, they'll have to come get it.So he stole their sacrifice.
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18 Nov 2025
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“It’s just an old reel of me and Hwa,” Hongjoong said, flipping the phone around and proving it. His hyung looked at it for a moment and then shrugged.
“Whatever. If you wanna look at photos of your…best friend,” he whispered, keeping his voice down, though he waggled his eyebrows. “I won’t stop you. It’s cute, honestly. I also look at pics of my wife when we travel. But only the innocent kind. She’d kill me if I had anything else where someone could find it.”
“Hyung,” he whined, thunking his head back against the seat and groaning. “I’m getting some sleep for real this time,” he stated, serious now. His hyung shrugged and got up to go find the bathroom leaving the producer to click off his phone and close his eyes.
Wife… He snorted, pulling his hoodie up around his face to block out some of the light. He’s not my wife.
But the thought stayed there, latched onto his brain.
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- Part 2 of Ateez Smutty Shorts
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15 Nov 2024
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Seonghwa asks Hongjoong to cut his hair before they enlist feat. self-reflection, emotional upheaval and confessions.
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13 Nov 2024
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The future comes to him in dreams, sometimes. Even with all his will, and determination, and stubbornness—with all the walls he builds to keep it at bay, to give himself space.
Hongjoong can do a lot. He can’t stop time; can’t stop hope.
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Hongjoong wants to give all of himself to Seonghwa. And, it's making him spiral.
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29 Oct 2024
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Commander Park Seonghwa is seen as professional and ruthless, one of the best strategists of the Korean Navy.
There are very specific things he’s had to endure to become the person he is today. Things that have marked his journey as a man, as a sailor. He’s dealt with his father’s disappointment, he’s suffered hate and ridicule from his peers, he’s come face to face with the worst kinds of monsters humanity can offer, he's even looked Death directly in the eyes on several occasions.
Yet, very few things have shaken him up the way Captain Kim Hongjoong has.
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26 Oct 2024