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A poem about who John was and who he wants to be
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Eating is fine, now that he gets to taste things. There are so many flavors that combine in so many different ways, and John keeps discovering new ones—ones he loves and ones he hates and ones he knows he can make better if given the chance. The problem isn’t the eating; it’s what comes after the eating.
Digestion.
Eugh.
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Or, John gets his own human body post-canon and experiences the trials and tribulations of having to feed that body.
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30 Jun 2024
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This hits extremely close to home for me. Beautifully written.
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John gets his human body and Arthur easily made peace with the idea of never seeing again. It's just that that's not the only thing he never got back.
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26 Jun 2024
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Absolutely phenomenal fic of Arthur never getting back feeling in his limbs, nor sight. I love how much of a support system he has. 💛
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It's the nebulous future, after all the gods and their blasphemies have blown over, and somehow, John and Arthur have gotten away with their lives relatively intact. They rent a small apartment in downtown Arkham, confident they will not be recognized by anyone important enough--or powerful enough--to ruin what they have scraped together. All told, it could definitely be worse.
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Parker raised his eyebrows slightly and shrugged. “Maybe I want to become friends.”
Arthur actually let out a laugh at that; not because it was funny, but because this man clearly did not know who he was. What kind of person he was. What kind of things he’d done.
“No, you don’t,” he simply said and turned to the bartender, tapping the glass on the bar twice. Parker laid his hand flat next to the glass, as if to stop him.
“Wait. Let me get this round.”
Arthur frowned at the man again. What was this nuisance for?
“Why.”
“Because…” He hesitated for a moment. “Because you look like you’ve hit bedrock, friend.”
Arthur blinked at him, confused, as the bartender approached them with a bottle of whiskey. Parker raised a finger for him to wait.
“What?” Arthur asked.
“Have you ever had a blood and sand?” He asked. Arthur grimaced, unable to follow this train of thought.
“What is that,” he mumbled.
“It’s a cocktail!” Parker smiled brightly. “Blood orange, cherry, scotch – should be right up your alley.” -
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(Contains End of Part 42 Spoliers)
The hags blade struck true. Arthur bleeds and bleeds. What happens to John when he stops?
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20 Jun 2024
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“Stop looking at me like that.”
“Like what?” he exclaims, a frustrated scoff behind his words. “I’m not even looking at you. I can’t.”
“Like you know exactly what I’m thinking,” John presses, willing himself not to wither beneath that sightless gaze. Like a parent, he thinks to himself, who’s just caught someone doing something they shouldn’t.
“Maybe I do.” Arthur comes to stand beside him, bumping up against the edge of the couch. “Maybe I’m just trying to help, you donkey. What is going on with you?”
John acquires a small injury, and doesn't know how to ask for help.
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18 Jun 2024
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This is now one of my comfort fics. Bsbsbsjsbsn
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Kayne heaves a dramatic sigh, stepping over to where Arthur stood. As he places a too large hand on Arthur’s shoulder, he peers over at John, delight evident at his scowling frustration.
“I’ll lay it out for you,” he says, shifting to caress one blossoming bruise on the side of Arthur’s jawline. John grits his teeth at the sight. “If you can find your way back to your own reality with him in tow, I’ll graciously allow you to leave; but you have to do so without looking back at him.”
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17 Jun 2024
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Lost in the ether, John Doe learns what it means to become.
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"His arms still felt tense without the connection to Arthur. Anxiety – was that what that was? – was brewing in his gut at the distance between them, despite it only being two feet at most. At least in Arthur’s eyes he had a better position to warn him should something approach; now there were too many distractions, and the angle was off. He had an almost overpowering urge to grab onto Arthur again, hold him tight against his body and never let him go ever again. That way they could be close again, close enough to protect against any threats, close enough to feel… whole."
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John and Arthur finally separate and temporarily stay in New York to get used to this new arrangement. It doesn't go as well as they might have hoped.
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15 Jun 2024
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Sometimes, the absence speaks louder than its presence could have.
There's a new serial killer in New York, and Noel finds himself intrigued by the invisible trail he leaves.
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- Part 1 of CMDTS Collection
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14 Jun 2024
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What road remains for a man whose purpose abandoned him?
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12 Jun 2024
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Arthur didn't often seek out touch from John....John enjoyed draping himself over Arthur at any opportunity and Arthur had no complaints, but he struggled to reciprocate the motions
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09 Jun 2024
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“Their bodies are long and thin, almost cylindrical,” John says, squinting upwards while they amble forward. “Topped with halos quivering in a gentle golden light. Some of them blink on and off with no discernable pattern, and-”
“John,” Arthur interrupts, fighting back a chuckle so desperate to get out that his throat burns with the effort. “Those are probably the street lamps, darling.”
John gets drunk for the first time - it shouldn't be as entertaining as it is.
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08 Jun 2024
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emerald ribbon, your voice, and somehow i see my future by tinsel_thoughts
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
06 Jun 2024
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Arthur discovers he has way more hope for the future than he ever prayed for. After all, what evokes dreams better than holing up on the couch with a cup of tea and your best friend by your side while the rest of the world drowns in a downpour?
aka a quiet evening, John's dreams and Arthur's realisations that he may want to spend the rest of his life with this goofball performing a live cabaret in the middle of their sitting room
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07 Jun 2024
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I've got a heart but it's afraid to love (sometimes I think the damn thing's full of rust) by WordsINeededToGetOut
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
06 Jun 2024
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Arthur considers what it means to love and be loved.
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07 Jun 2024
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I am not resigned to the shutting away of loving hearts in the hard ground by eldritchunicorn
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
30 May 2024
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For a moment he didn't know what was happening. His whole world shrunk to this one moment in time, this one-track minded fear of unclear origin, and he thought he was dying.
He had never been dying before.---
Or, John has a nightmare, followed by an existential crisis over the inevitability of death.
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31 May 2024
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“People make… mistakes,” Noel says. Arthur opens his mouth to argue, but Noel shushes him. “Don’t. Just listen to me. They told me that often after I got out of the war, told a lot of us it, over and over until it started to make me sick. Didn’t believe ‘em, of course. I’m not sure if I still do.”
Losing himself in memory, Arthur needs a little help from Noel and John to understand he deserved to be happy.
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28 May 2024
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The Mountains Grow Unnoticed by myheadisapumpkin for dearcaspian
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
25 May 2024
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Arthur won't get out of bed, but at least he's got John and Noel to keep him company.
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26 May 2024
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John tries to adjust to having a human body, and the memory of the prison pits rears its head. Some things don’t fade so easily.