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Mullered Dazai tries to recites his suicide note on Chuuya’s birthday, an attempt to seal their fate on a rainy night.
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"I don't know anymore, Chuuya."
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The moon glows brightly that night. And it was the darkness' duty to guide a lost soul in leaving this world peacefully.
But Dazai was instead bestowed the curse of immortality, eventually putting a final verdict to his never-ending life.
But along those paths of loneliness, he met a certain person who glows like the moon, and the sun that rises every morning.
Dazai was not a god nor was he a fan of the sun rising every morning to greet his dull life. But Chuuya saved him that night, not his life but also his chances to keep witnessing the rise of the sun every morning. Little did he know, eternity has its cruel way of mocking him for living, and Chuuya was the one.
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Dazai was handed a post as a game’s mastermind when he was 14. But rather than managing it, he enters the game to get the only thing he craved most. Death.
But when he entered his family’s biggest pride at 18, he met death disguised as a person with orange auburn hair, feisty, alive, and brave, despite losing everyone he had ever loved.
Dazai only knew how to imitate, hate, and envy a human---he had never, even, known that he could love a human.
So he tried to walk one step closer, with his heart in his hand, and a knife in the other. Wishing for one more thing, for the first time, other than death.
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A SKK Squid Game Fic
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If the end of the world is today and tomorrow, will you be with me? by Shaaaaarren
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
24 Jul 2025
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When the world turns upside down in just a blink. Dazai believed that yearning to live was long gone, because even the darkness consumed the beating life of hope.
Chuuya's days were battered down to endings; the death of his mother, the death of his father, and the death of the world.
Now, if they were given days where every day is ending, they need to choose.
It's either dying or surviving.
They neither choose any of the two options, because if today and tomorrow is the end of the world, Chuuya and Dazai fell in love instead.
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“Nakahara Chuuya has sacrificed his life to stop Paul Verlaine, end of report.”
[or: Canon Divergence, where Chuuya dies during Stormbringer, and Dazai doesn’t take it well at all.]
[in Russian!]Bookmarked by Shaaaaarren
25 Apr 2023
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i'd swipe right for you by indefinitelyforever
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
24 Apr 2022
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Noticing Xie Lian’s attention on him, Hua Cheng’s lip curled into half a smile as he tilted his head.
“Tinder, hm?”, he drawled, “what for?”
Xie Lian rubbed a hand against his forehead, Hua Cheng’s direct question leaving him flustered.
“Ah, Qingxuan said that it could be good for me to…”, another sheepish cough, “to get to know some new people. To, uh-“, Xie Lian looked away, “…to flirt.”
He could feel the weight of Hua Cheng’s stare against the side of his face.
“…To flirt”, Hua Cheng repeated, his face unreadable.Xie Lian downloads a dating app. Hua Cheng is of course there to help him.
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20 Jun 2022
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The floating island-esque heaps of human refuse that made up Xie Lian’s home were an attractive spot for astray sea life. Even more so, they were a place where Xie Lian—a castaway scavenger merman—could live out the rest of his days undisturbed and alone. Certainly, it was an unluxurious and physically taxing lifestyle, but apart from the occasional tremor in his fins and the swelling ache in his gut, Xie Lian didn’t have any complaints.
That was until Xie Lian attracted the attention of a particularly nosy human.
A human who…Xie Lian can’t help but suspect…
…is trying to court him…?
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04 May 2022
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Home by rinsled05
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
31 Oct 2021
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In a past lifetime, in a time when neither dared to be honest with the other—when one was trapped in hate—Taxian-Jun had frequent nightmares. The proud conqueror is nothing like himself when he’s having nightmares—reduced to a little boy curled into a ball, yearning warmth, affection. Love.
At first, Chu Wanning pulled away, unsure of what to do as he cried and pleaded with an unseen person to stay, please, don’t leave me. It had to be Shi Mingjing, the one Taxian-Jun was mourning. Surely, he wouldn’t want Chu Wanning to witness his grief, much less soothe him. Chu Wanning, the man who left his true love to die.
Still, eventually, Chu Wanning began to comfort him. Reached out to rest a hand on Taxian-Jun’s head, patting gently, carding his fingers through dark strands. And it calmed him, somehow, made the weeping fade and subside. So, the next time the nightmares struck, Chu Wanning reached for Taxian-Jun every time, always, no matter how bruised, battered, or aching he felt. No matter how much his own heart was filled with anguish.
And that’s what he does now.
Post-canon, in which Chu Wanning comforts Taxian-Jun during his nightmares.Bookmarked by Shaaaaarren
17 Mar 2022
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Good Morning, Mo Ran by beesinspades
Fandoms: 二哈和他的白猫师尊 - 肉包不吃肉 | The Husky and His White Cat Shizun - Meatbun Doesn't Eat Meat
12 Nov 2020
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Every day, whenever Chu Wanning got a faraway look on his face, Mo Ran caught his hand and kept it close to where the flesh had been dug in with less mercy than even a beast would have been granted. Thud, thud, thud, the rhythm of blood coursing through veins; the rhythm of life returned.
or, a moment in the few days that follow Mo Ran's return.
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17 Mar 2022