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    “Nakahara Chuuya has sacrificed his life to stop Paul Verlaine, end of report.”

    [or: Canon Divergence, where Chuuya dies during Stormbringer, and Dazai doesn’t take it well at all.]
    [in Russian!]

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    25 Apr 2023

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    Noticing Xie Lian’s attention on him, Hua Cheng’s lip curled into half a smile as he tilted his head.
    “Tinder, hm?”, he drawled, “what for?”
    Xie Lian rubbed a hand against his forehead, Hua Cheng’s direct question leaving him flustered.
    “Ah, Qingxuan said that it could be good for me to…”, another sheepish cough, “to get to know some new people. To, uh-“, Xie Lian looked away, “…to flirt.”
    He could feel the weight of Hua Cheng’s stare against the side of his face.
    “…To flirt”, Hua Cheng repeated, his face unreadable.

    Xie Lian downloads a dating app. Hua Cheng is of course there to help him.

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    20 Jun 2022

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    The floating island-esque heaps of human refuse that made up Xie Lian’s home were an attractive spot for astray sea life. Even more so, they were a place where Xie Lian—a castaway scavenger merman—could live out the rest of his days undisturbed and alone. Certainly, it was an unluxurious and physically taxing lifestyle, but apart from the occasional tremor in his fins and the swelling ache in his gut, Xie Lian didn’t have any complaints.

    That was until Xie Lian attracted the attention of a particularly nosy human.

    A human who…Xie Lian can’t help but suspect…

    …is trying to court him…?

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    04 May 2022

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    In a past lifetime, in a time when neither dared to be honest with the other—when one was trapped in hate—Taxian-Jun had frequent nightmares. The proud conqueror is nothing like himself when he’s having nightmares—reduced to a little boy curled into a ball, yearning warmth, affection. Love.

    At first, Chu Wanning pulled away, unsure of what to do as he cried and pleaded with an unseen person to stay, please, don’t leave me. It had to be Shi Mingjing, the one Taxian-Jun was mourning. Surely, he wouldn’t want Chu Wanning to witness his grief, much less soothe him. Chu Wanning, the man who left his true love to die.

    Still, eventually, Chu Wanning began to comfort him. Reached out to rest a hand on Taxian-Jun’s head, patting gently, carding his fingers through dark strands. And it calmed him, somehow, made the weeping fade and subside. So, the next time the nightmares struck, Chu Wanning reached for Taxian-Jun every time, always, no matter how bruised, battered, or aching he felt. No matter how much his own heart was filled with anguish.

    And that’s what he does now.


    Post-canon, in which Chu Wanning comforts Taxian-Jun during his nightmares.

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    17 Mar 2022

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    Every day, whenever Chu Wanning got a faraway look on his face, Mo Ran caught his hand and kept it close to where the flesh had been dug in with less mercy than even a beast would have been granted. Thud, thud, thud, the rhythm of blood coursing through veins; the rhythm of life returned.

    or, a moment in the few days that follow Mo Ran's return.

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    17 Mar 2022

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    Xie Lian hasn’t been acting like himself for the past few days, but Hua Cheng doesn’t care, because he loves him. He loves him, he loves him, he loves him.

    It occurs to him too late that the thing in front of him might not be Xie Lian at all.

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    15 Mar 2022

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    Despite everything that’s happened, Kaeya and Diluc can never stay away from each other. They simply come together again with the stakes ever higher, because when you bet, you go all in.

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    A thread through the lives of two lovers from childhood onwards, built on their hopes, their wagers, and their promises.

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    24 Sep 2021

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    When the thick black fog of the curse clears, there’s a child standing in front of Xie Lian. He’s small—he’s so, so small—and as soon as he sees Xie Lian, he wraps his arms around himself and hunches his shoulders like he’s trying to make himself even smaller. There is not a single spark of recognition in that wide, wild eye.

    “...San Lang?!”

    When a curse turns Hua Cheng into a child again, it's up to Xie Lian to take care of him. It's a task easier said than done, when Hua Cheng's memories have regressed along with the rest of him.

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    08 Sep 2021

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    04 Sep 2021

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    25 Aug 2021

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    22 Aug 2021

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    The bot shadows him all the way, a silent sentinel keeping watch till the door closes behind him and he’s locked in the confines of his room once more.

    He walks over to the window, pulling the metal chair after him and pushes it against the wall. Clambering up, he stands on the chair to lean his elbows on the window sill, staring out the glass through the bars.

    Dawn had approached while he had been in the examination room, the orange orb of sun peeking up from the horizon. Waves break against the white sand of the shore, the glare of the sunlight making it look like the beach was lit up from within. For the umpteenth time, he wonders what was out there beyond the deep blue water; longing to know, longing to see, longing to feel.

    Longing for freedom.

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    31 Jul 2021

  13. Public Bookmark 77

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    Dragonspine is how children of Mondstadt first learn about fear.

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    06 Jul 2021

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    “I need you to turn down that million-dollar client.”
    Jean inhales sharply. “And why on earth would I do that?”
    “Because. . .” Kaeya starts, pulling one of his usual charming smiles and hoping it will work at least to soften the blow, “I promised the CEO I would never show my face in front of him again.”

    in which Kaeya's past comes back to haunt him in the form of his childhood friend-turned-stranger hiring his firm to develop his company's website.

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    03 Jul 2021

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    Diluc comes back after his years-long absence and runs into Kaeya. It turns out once your body imprinted on someone, it doesn't forget about it even if you don't see each other for years. Their reunion brings back memories of simpler times.

    This summary sounds like there's actual plot in this but really it's just Diluc going down on Kaeya and Kaeya remembering the first time he did it when they were teenagers. 👅💦

    Happy Birthday, Diluc 🔥

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    01 Jul 2021

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    Diluc comes to realize his feelings for a certain blue-haired nuisance in his life. There's only one problem: he can't bring himself to tell Kaeya. So he does what every other reasonable person would do - he attempts to seduce him instead.

    Written for Kaeluc week 2021.

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    01 Jul 2021

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    "Stop it," Diluc says, begs, his voice wretched. "Kaeya—you are the one who's not okay."

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    29 Jun 2021

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    "Is that why you're here? Is the illustrious Darknight Hero going to drag me, kicking and screaming, into bed?"

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    29 Jun 2021

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    When Diluc can't sleep, he doesn't wait for his demons to prod at his scars and remind him of his mistakes. Mondstadt needs a protector, and he is more than willing to become its guardian at night — as long as it keeps his past at bay.

    But when his feet lead him back to his and Kaeya's childhood 'hideout', he can't keep ignoring the guilt and grief he wears like a second skin.

    Even moreso when he realizes he isn't alone.

    (Kaeya/Diluc as the Darknight Hero, 1st person POV)

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    22 Jun 2021

  20. Public Bookmark 30

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    Of course Kaeya knows the true identity of the Darknight Hero. He only wishes that the magic of the night wouldn't fade quite so fast everytime.

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    16 Jun 2021

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