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They got out.
And, yes, they are in Portland of all places but, someone will come and take them home.
But what if home isn't enough anymore?
What if the hurt settled too deep? What if their body got out of that room, but their mind were still trapped in there?
If they are ready to accept the help that is offered to them, maybe they'll be able to move forward.--
This is a follow up to a first installment: I Can Get Hurt If It Gets You Out Of Here. Please read it before this one.
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- Part 2 of 9-1-1 - Saw AU
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Yes, it seemed that the universe was trying to tell him something, something he could not grasp, maybe something he did not want to see. Although, Eddie Diaz was usually not one to believe in such things as « signs from the universe ». He did not believe in « fate », in « fortune » or « misfortune » for that matter. But, as he stood there -senses assaulted by bright lights, strong smells of alcohol and antiseptic, all too clean and smooth surfaces, plastic, ceramic and linoleum, bips and ticks and clatters, hushed and severe voices- as he stood there, his resolve was being challenged.
Maybe there was something that he could call the « universe » that was telling him something at this precise moment.
Then again, maybe it was just his own subconscious finally catching up, finally deciding that it was time for him to face what has been lying under the surface for a few years now.Why him?
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I Can Get Hurt If It Gets You Out Of Here by Sharkoholic
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV), Saw (Movies)
14 Jan 2025
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Buck and Eddie wake up in a Saw trap. The rules are clear: they have to be ready to make compromises and sacrifices. Both are forced to reveal their deepest secret to the other.
Even if they do make it out alive, it will change their relationship forever.
What does it cost to waste your life away and what are you ready to give away in order to survive and save the ones you love in the process?Series
- Part 1 of 9-1-1 - Saw AU
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If there is one thing Buck will always do, it is help people. Doesn't matter what sort of danger it puts him in, or who the person is, he will jump in feet first and get the job done. When he's alone in a parking lot late one evening, of course he's going to run towards the woman yelling that her father is having a heart attack. Why wouldn't he?
When he doesn't show up for his shift the next morning, Eddie and the rest of the 118 immediately know something is very, very wrong. But this time, there's not much they can do about it. There's no ladders to climb, no debris to move. Buck just isn't where he's supposed to be.
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Bookmarked by Sharkoholic
17 Jul 2026
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“Buck, Karen, and Eddie stayed on the couch and talked while the kids settled on the floor to draw. It all felt so wonderfully normal that Eddie found himself forgetting that he hadn’t just closed his eyes in serenity as he leaned against Buck.
That’s what made the spell breaking so painful.
“Dad! Look! I drew the firetru- Oh, wait, it’s okay you can see it when you’re all better!” Christopher said it so cheerfully, not even hesitating before going back to swapping out pens with Denny.
But Eddie felt it like a shot to the chest.
He couldn’t see his son’s drawings.
Buck and Karen had barely paused in the conversation, but Eddie could hear how strained it became, both of them obviously knowing exactly how heartbreaking the moment had been. Buck’s arm wrapped more tightly around Eddie’s waist, chin resting on his shoulder.”
losing your sight for a week sucks but at least eddie has buck to guide him through his healing or at least through his own house
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16 Jun 2026
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Dennis Whitaker tried to find answers in God. When that didn't work, he turned to medicine.
And when that didn't work, he turned to the two married attendings.
Or I heard we were making Dennis Whitaker have religious trauma and I decided to help out.
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- Part 1 of i retract and repent in dust and ashes
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11 Apr 2026
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Dressing on the Side by not-blonde-yet (stillredhead_just_tired)
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV), Hannibal (TV)
26 Mar 2026
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Dennis Whitaker has spent six years running from the family table. Raised by Hannibal Lecter and Will Graham after being rescued from a cult as a child, he's the only one of their children who couldn't stomach the family business. He changed his name, buried his past, and built a life as a young resident doctor at Pittsburgh Trauma Medical Center.
Then his fathers move to town.
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Dennis Whitaker, the world's most stressed resident
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Dr. Michael Robinavitch, accidentally dating into a family of cannibals
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Trinity Santos, asking the wrong questions at the wrong time
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Hannibal Lecter, being a supportive father (his way)
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Will Graham, noticing things he shouldn't
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Thomas Graham-Lecter, the brother who didn't get the memo about boundaries
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A loading dock, a hunting knife, and a very unfortunate family reunion
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- Part 1 of Appetites
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26 Mar 2026
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Being terminal wasn’t a big deal, until them.
(Or, Dennis has a terminal illness: he was born with it, he’s used to it. Until, Jack and Robby).
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12 Mar 2026

